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Money = logistics. If you can't afford to take the bus to meet girls then that sucks. More money is better logistics, I can't wait to spend my winters in the tropics once I have my income set up.

Great read, thanks!

I don't know much about this but you might be helped by finding communities online of young people growing up with Indian / Asian parents.

Note that you are typing this as if everybody is living in the West, but OP is posting this from India and talking about arranged marriage for him.

Ok so I just tried this again 8 months later and it didn't bother me as much as the first few times. In fact, I took 80mg this morning and I'm quite happy with it. Made me calm and clearheaded. Doesn't quite compare to real modafinil in my opinion but I want to try a higher dose soon. Today it felt more like a good nootropic than a wakefulness agent which is what modafinil is.

Leo said 2 - 3 months so probably phase 1/3 lol. Hoping Leo is faster than GTA release.

But what about a Jim & Pam situation? Jim said he wished he married her the first day they met. Although not for me, seems like true love? You sent me on a 2hr Youtube binge into the depths of creepy internet history.

Day 56: So much going through my head right now. I feel like earlier this week I had struck the perfect balance between masculine and feminine energy. I had just been with a girl this weekend which made me want to hustle harder and take more risks. I realized that taking risks is what got me so far in life so now is not the time to play it safe. But I took this too far. Now I'm in the streets almost looking for fights and that's just not me. I took the masculine energy and hustle mentality overboard and turned it into something nasty. There's an additional trap inside of hustle mentality which is the 'I'll be happy when' trap. Hustling makes me look at what I don't have instead of keeping my eyes on the goal and living in the moment. Let's find a balance. Vision: I just finished the coaching seminar and it made my vision even more clear. He talked about finding your target audience but it was all about professions. For example "I help middle managers in IT become more confident" and I thought "I don't give a fuck". So then I thought of who my audience is and they are people who want to chase their dreams and reach real freedom in their lives. Digital nomads, entrepreneurs, artists. My ideal life is me traveling the world while making $10k pm passive income and helping others do the same. In order for me to inspire and help others I need to become my ideal self first. I can't sit here in my broke home on my broke phone talking about how to live your dreams. Even though I've done plenty of inner work, I need to get results so I can hook other people in. Once they're hooked in I can teach them Actualization lessons, and help them get the best out of life. This is a big vision and I accept it will take years, so it's really a 5 to 10 year vision.

Are you saying power is delusion?

Leo talks about successful people being power hungry and this creates devilry, but what is Power? And since people want to be successful does it mean we must accept this devilry? What about personal power, or using power for good purposes?

I will suck Leo's dick in lieu of a financial donation to Actualized.org.

What's your review of this supplement? Is it for older guys?

Netherlands. I just looked on the map and it's kind of funny how Jamaica really looks like an island in the middle of nowhere, here I am so used to traveling to neighboring countries over land.

Day 55: There's light at the end of the tunnel but I'm still in financial hell. I am grateful every day and my vision keeps sharpening, and I am sharp. This year has been very interesting so far, but we're a long way from financial freedom. But that's okay. Every day is a blessing, and my bigger-picture goals become more clear every week and month. Hustling: I am for real hustling now and that mentality was lacking before. If you want success then you've got to be willing to hustle, and I was just unwilling to do anything before, like a spoiled little princess. I didn't want to work for a boss, and only wanted to run my own business once it was 'perfect', well that's not gonna work. The hustle mindset was missing. The problem with hustle mindset is that it's almost anti-spiritual and that's the cost. Eye for an eye, dog-eat-dog world. There is of course a classy way to do it, and that's by lifting everyone around you up with you (said this in my last post). That's a real classy way to handle stage Orange and my growth through this phase. I'm going to become really successful, and I have many of the right elements in me, but this phase right now is about hustling and sharpening the vision. Tomorrow I have an online workshop about creating your coaching offer. That being said I do notice that this hustling mindset is problematic because today during my Uber Eats work I was not nice to a few people who didn't deserve that and I regret this. Like seriously feel bad about it, this can be such a trap 😢😭 When I fall into this trap my ego rises out of control. So let's try to find balance here and grow towards success while being kind. This is almost a paradox since by going for exceptional success you must at some level see yourself as more deserving of that success than the 99% who don't reach it. Can you see how paradoxical this is? But still, let's find balance here between taking big risks, not giving into fear and hustling while simultaneously being kind and expanding spiritually.

Yeah my knowledge is only very limited, I sometimes watch these shorts from a YT guy named Side Quests, and there Jamaicans always seem to have some life advice for him when he talks to random strangers in the street. I recently got into more Jamaican music and Koffee is one of my favorite artists in this, absolutely fantastic. She talks about being blessed and grattitude, are Jamaicans more grateful than Americans you think? What are the most notable differences you found between US and Jamaica?

@Princess Arabia I have so many questions. First off why do Jamaicans seem to have life lessons on everything? Is this cultural? Because life lessons to me seem like wisdom, do Jamaicans have more awareness you think? Then, why you think ppl always call girl bad or like the badman bad girl thing? Is that youth going against traditional Christian values? And why is that a Jamaican thing you think? I don't know much.

This thread escalated so fast 😭

According to r/drugs all drugs make you gay.

@Mosby you have a doctor's prescription for modafinil for depression? I thought prestribed strictly for narcolepsy.

Interesting cause it's true, yet at the same time Leo is doing pickup. Leo.. of all people! 😁

I just watched this, pretty good stuff and packed with value in an hour long video.

@Chadders i think we're somehow both pointing at the same thing here.

Yes, I think Leo has said this explicitly in a video but I can't remember which one. On the other hand if you want to devote your life to someone then the marriage could be your karma yoga.

Yes my point is also mainly that if you don't enjoy and love what youre doing then you should do something different. This is purely your subjective experience or limiting belief and not statement of fact. On some level you are choosing to look at it this way, you're just not aware how it's a belief. And having this belief it will unfold as such; a self fulfilling prophecy. But I cannot change your karma or think I am here to convince you. If youre choosing to be at the receiving end of life then that's totally fine, but not very helpful in creating an extraordinary life or business.

I actually fully agree with @NoSelfSelf in this thread. What a beautiful day 🥹