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That's a pretty good definition. I have a small penis but I'm one of the few guys who showers at my gym. Sometimes I forget myself and I talk to other guys in the locker room while I dry myself.

You can't get mad: Today I was on my bike going to bag training. You train with a partner on the heavy bag in turns. While on my bike I thought about going on the bag alone, so I get double the workout. Then once I was there I saw this lady who was alone so I asked her if she wanted to train together she said no. Then I noticed I got annoyed with this, and realized this is insane. I literally got annoyed with my own manifestation (I wanted to train alone). In this way, my current reality tries to hold me back or lower my vibration. All is manifested from thought (see: Think and Grow Rich by Napoleon Hill). In the book The Science of Getting Rich by Wallace D. Wattles, he calls this "Formless Substance" or "Original Substance". This Formless Substance PRECEDES the physical reality. So getting mad at your physical reality implies ignorance of what you're really doing. This video helped me to understand this better: Frequency: I'm beginning to better understand how this works. In order to manifest the things I want on the physical plane, I must be aware enough to see what I'm really manifesting on the spiritual / astral / vibrational plane. Please don't come and correct me on terminology cause I don't give a fuck what it's called, this is all about my experience manifesting. I like the word vibration and thought so will use that the most. So all physical things originate from this Formless Substance, again Think and Grow Rich. So when I can control what I think about then I can create reality the way I please. How we do that? By raising frequency. How to raise frequency? Awareness. I did an hour long meditation and started re-reading the book Ask and It Is Given by Abraham Hicks, I find this a nice morning routine that I also got from Nero. So the whole game is awareness. My awareness is pretty lame rn cause I'm on 5 hours sleep but I'll come back to this journal. I should literally never have anything happen to me that I don't understand how I created that myself. Until then, I don't fully understand manifesting. Oh one final note: I believe I've found deeper meaning in the book Think and Grow Rich, namely you THINK (use the mind, create the physical from Formless Substance) to GROW RICH INTERNALLY. The whole fucking idea of becoming a millionaire out there in the physical world is a fucking scam, it all comes back to the inner world and there is no time. Why? Because, the outer world is a 100% reflection of the inner world, so to seek riches out in the physical world is like trying to lift yourself up by pulling on your own arm. Goodbye.

@RendHeaven very interesting take. Also, 99% of people do not want genuine change in their lives, they just want the latest goodie. Trying to convince that group is not going to do anything.

This dude runs a Law of Attraction Youtube channel and makes $50K or more per month. From his bio you can click and join his private community for $47 per month, which currently has 986 members. 47*986=$46.342 every month on autopilot. On top of that some Youtube monetization money and you get close to $50K pm doing just Youtube and a little bit of coaching in his community.

You guys make good points. I started watching these videos and really believed the narrative. Also he taps into two niches I'd like to learn more about: travel and wealth building. But yesterday I found a reddit thread where many people are saying this guy is actually a scammer and a grifter, so I'm really not sure. Also he just seems interested in going to cheap countries and being driven around in fancy cars but not interested in the local culture or anything. Regardless, I do hear news every day about rising prices and the middle class having difficulties paying utilities. It would be nice to live in a country where the news is always about the growing economy. Perhaps that's the difference between a country moving from Orange to Green as opposed to Blue to Orange?

For those of us who are on Twitter, how do you use the platform? I'm trying to use it for business but my home feed is still filled with random racism. Have you managed to build an engaged following in your niche?

This won't go away, using android.

You guys seem so respectful. I literally want insert my hard cock into a woman so she feels me penetrating her, and then shoot my sperm all over her tits and face. There is nothing respectful about that. Makes me thing you guys are a little dishonest to yourselves about your raw attraction to women.

Like most people I find the worlds of calculated lies and deceit fascinating; career criminals, undercover agents. In the case of police, there are people living in worlds of deliberate lies, deceit and manipulation for the good of society. This is so strange to me because my spiritual journey goes towards more honesty. Since police, militairy and government agencies are doing SUCH an important job at protecting our safety, does it mean that we should not treat people with honesty and trust? Sure we can be so honest and everything is one love, but a veteran police detective will laugh at this, and he does a more important job in society. I sure wouldnt do it. Should we use lies and deception in tactical manners for good? Another example: I recently started using Twitter and LinkedIn for business. I have no problem making stories about my business sound better than they are in order to attract leads. I have no difficulties using fake reviews to boost a new product on Etsy or Shopify. If I found this difficult I would be inefficient. In fact, I would like to be able to deceive more and become more efficient at this; a master manipulator.

Finally, a conscious discussion about gloryholes.

My spiritual ego would like to argue that police officers are less spiritual, but I would like to challenge this belief. Also we would be fucked without the good people in those roles, and we would be fine without the yoga studios, with all due respect.

I was going to write a thread on bisexuality, but I notice in myself resistance. I hope there is no bifobia in this sub. I read those Bisexual subreddits once, and they were all about sex. I'm not that interested in sex. Apparently bisexual men are just interested in guys for sex or are secretly gay. I've never watched gay porn as it doesn't interest me, but still I'd call myself bisexual. Maybe I'm more open to exploring the relationship part of it, without sex? Perhaps I just like the idea of exploring the dualities of male and female energies. Maybe I just want to make friends? But sometimes I think of a guy who I had a connection with for a long time, that's not friends is it? I feel more relatable and more familiarity with those guys than with girls. I've always thought of this as just me being sexist. I guess my question is: how come I am solely focused on women all summer and then all of a sudden something seems to shift? Is this normal? Is one more "real me" than the other? It doesn't feel like that.

I love it too, thought I was the only one. At the same time I can't wait to gtfo and travel south east asia next year 😂

You should check out Google Notebook LM it'll blow your head off. You can make entire podcast based off script. https://www.wired.com/story/ai-podcast-google-notebooklm/

Let me put it this way: I would make out with a guy at an Adriana Grande concert, but I would go home alone and contemplate.

Dude thanks for turning me onto this channel its pure gold 💛

Ladyboys 🍆

I will travel South East Asia next year as a digital nomad. I think i will start in Da Nang, Vietnam as it appears to be a very low expenses place for Nomads, like a cheaper Bali alternative.

Brilliant, works!

Hehe, those are usually the first to go when someone tries to grow on social media 😁 Hats off if you can pull it off.

Well, many books on the list are supposed to be practical.

Can hypnosis bring back any memory from the subconscious?

This thread made me appreciate my dad more because some people don't have a dad at all or are in a worse situation. Called him up last night and he was quite chipper, probably because it also reflected in my tone. There's probably some balance for me between letting it go while maintaining healthy boundaries. Would be nice to drop all the emotional baggage at some point, but it's also funny how the ego uses that baggage to procrastinate on my business for example. Ego is a trickster. Old karmic cords 😌

Growing up my dad was very emotionally unavailable and at the same time didn't give me any structure or guidelines whatsoever. I guess I could say I was raised only by my mother, and she did that extremely well. When my parents divorced and my dad started drinking he became even more emotionally unstable, depressed and unavailable. This has never corrected. For a while there I thought he was a serious covert narcissist because he often sees himself as a victim while completely isolating himself socially and blaming the world for his misery. He also never seems to have had any interest in my personal development or development as a man, only some interest on an extremely surface level. I can't really blame him because there are neurological issues at play, and he's had two strokes if I understood that correctly, though it was going on long before that. Over these past few years he has said "I love you" a few times, I'm guessing he realizes his own mortality. But I cannot say it back because of a lifelong emotional distancing. I simply cannot open my heart to this man because he chronically lacks empathy and this will never change. I can image I've been burned literally thousands of times as a child and I cannot afford this anymore, so now I don't trust this and I've emotionally distanced myself. I'm also often suspicious of him and think that he is a totally different person when I'm not around. Like he speaks bad about me, doesn't respect me at all. This is just a guess, but I also have 0 evidence that he respects me. Please understand that his functioning, in my opinion, is closer to that of a child and not an adult. I guess he was seriously traumatized in his youth that cause some massive brain development problem. Currently he doesn't seem to have any ability to reason or self-reflect. I don't know if he ever was able to do this, how could I know what his psychology was like when I was a child or teenager? But at the same time I thought maybe this is normal? Is your dad emotionally available, or is this quite rare and only with dads who developed themselves well?