Butters

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  1. It's pretty much impossible to get a prescription in Europe if you don't have narcolepsy. Sourcing is not allowed but I'll give you a hint: the most authoritative website on this topic has info about EU suppliers and they're all legit afaik.
  2. Here's me going: I should do an approach today. Walk around town for ages, couldn't even find an attractive woman. So I'm like "fuck this shit, I'm going home, I got stuff to do". Then all of a sudden there's cute girls everywhere trying to get my attention. It always goes like that. It's almost like God has created women to encourage me to do my LP and that's it. When they become an objective nothing happens.
  3. Have you tried expressing your desire to have sex with her?
  4. Your life purpose is the one thing that you would do for the rest of your life even if it didn't make any money. Forget about thoughts like "how is this going to make money", the path will become clear once you commit and have faith that it will move into form. Don't think in concepts of doing something selfless, all those thoughts are objections that come AFTER the intuitive thought of what you love. The path will become clear automatically, you don't have to worry about it.
  5. Judging by these awesome analysis videos I think it's gonna be 100% true to the brand and the biggest GTA so far
  6. My misbehavior was part of my development. I am very grateful for your work. Believing solipsism without sufficient love and understanding seemed like the truth but I was wrong. I don't know anything. Thank you Leo.
  7. I was thinking: If God is real, why doesn't he do my laundry? But then I thought I am God So God does do my laundry, I never have to do laundry again! But seriously, who does the laundry?
  8. I always question events and see what I did to attract it. So if I'm doing great and something bad happens I get confused.
  9. The thing is: you got to decide when it's appropriate to confront someone for doing you injustice vs when to let is slide. Sometimes the latter can be bad for your mental health if you crop it up.
  10. I only do 12 to 20 minutes of yoga in the morning using the Down Dog app, I don't know much else. How do I begin to deepen my practice?
  11. @Razard86 thank you for this insightful post. The things you describe here come easy when vibrating on a high frequency and coming from a place of UNDERSTANDING. But sometimes, for whatever reason, I do get triggered and reduced to a lower frequency out of nowhere, just boom! Like that. I also thought I was liquid like you described, but then I wasn't. So can you give us a technique to stay on the frequency of UNDERSTANDING. Because what I think you're saying is that when your ego is reduced, you will become more like the fabric of reality in which other's ego's manifest, is that right? I was vibrating higher than ever before, then some stranger angered me with their energy somehow, totally unexpected out of nowhere and now my vibration is really low. It forced me into some ego position that I don't even understand. Because thoughts are relative, reality is what I make of it depending on the frequency I'm at. So it's not "ego backlash", it's like I don't know what ego to adopt, I just know I'm angry or confused or something. It feels like the old ways are not sufficient anymore, but I don't know what the new ways are, because they're just what they are. Does that make sense? But shouldn't you look for the karmic reason that happened? Are you saying that this just happens, even when (or especially when) you're doing all the right things? I thought it would happen as some sort of punishment, like I mistreated someone and God is returning some old karma. I LOVE this post! But must you be like water at all times? Shouldn't there be time for reflection? Is my definition of karma wrong or impractical you think? Also where is the limit of your passivity? If some guy mistreats a woman in public you wouldn't do anything because it's all perfect?
  12. I usually have YouTube premium but my subscription ended. Now I see these ads and boy am I seeing a lot of bs. Yesterday I got this ad from some dude who seemed totally awake. Just hearing his voice and looking into his puppy eyes gave me a warm feeling. Then this guy started fear mongering with all sorts of conspiracies and pitched his ebook on being prepared for the upcoming Matrix apocalypse or some horseshit. My intuition is on point, so how is it possible for this charlatan to mislead me with his energy? I think he must have taken some psycadelics before he shot the video because his energy in other videos is completely off. How is this possible? Are these types of charlatans and cult leaders able to tap into genuine higher energies and use them for their egoic purposes?
  13. When navigating everyday life, how do you use different thoughts like these? For example: sometimes I get really worried because I get negative feedback from someone. Could be a stranger in the streets or someone at work. But then I realize how incredibly simplistic the human desire system is, and the reason they behaved in a certain way is always so simple I overlooked it. So then I think of how special I am doing this work and looking at the world like this. I those moments thinking I'm special is helpful. Then other times it is helpful to think of myself as an average dummy, which I am in many ways. That's why going out is so good because the conversations are so stupid and simple, it's freeing almost. Also when I buy something, I'm a customer, I sell something I'm a vendor etc. So I can play all these roles and I enjoy it. Then I'm also nobody I guess, but that kind of thinking hasnt been too useful in the everyday world. I do have solipsism thoughts sometimes which works only as long as I have my heart open and compassion. The Law of Attraction stuff is kind of stage orange / green that ties in perfectly with solipsism in my view. Life is a wild trip. I'm trying to really embody all stages up to yellow as best I can. Would love to hear your experiences.
  14. Let me attempt to explain and please add if you have any interesting insights. Imagine you're a teenager in high school and you're taking to a friendly jock guy who's a little older. He's friendly and has incredible confidence. You feel safe and protected around his energy but it's mysterious where he gets the confidence from. You're not sure how serious he is because seriousness and light play are intertwined, but you wanna be around him as much as possible, you love that energy. Now make a tiny switch and imagine you could use your sexuality to have this guy come even closer to you and there you have it. Note that I made the jock friendly on purpose because if I made him a dick you, as a guy, would not be attracted to his energy. However women's emotions are way more complex so they like "assholes" too. But you shouldn't "play" an asshole, but be one to HER when it's appropriate. That's flirting or non-sexual foreplay. Being an asshole you make her feel emotions, so you are inside of her without physically being inside of her. Another word for being an asshole is just being yourself, non reactive to her emotions. You are the ultimate and only authority over YOURSELF and by IMPLICATION over others. That's what Owen calls having a strong frame. You know that moment a woman does something that gives you a slight disgusting feeling in your gut? THAT'S when you should be an asshole. If you let her walk over you right there you've lost. But choose your own moments, it also works to get initial attraction if you're perceived as low status on appearance. This is probably incomplete but women are really a mystery to me and vice versa.
  15. @NoSelfSelf you seem to have an interest in getting emotionally entangled with women's emotions, and you can get over this with experience. Those are women's emotions and seperate from yours. It's not your business. If you respect her as an autonomous being who is very different from you on this earthly plane. And I don't mean emotions like fear, love whatever. What I'm saying is there's difference. Leaders and followers. Reactive and not reactive.
  16. No. You want to genuinely not care. If she walks she walks, you have to be able to take a loss at any moment. You seem lost in concepts.
  17. @NoSelfSelf you care about her by not caring. You can take care of her, that's different.
  18. Sure, but be careful here. From the outside the entire game looks like a nascicstic things, only you know what you're doing and your intentions.
  19. By being an asshole at times, you care about women. You got it backwards. Having a strict frame that YOU decide AND enforce as a man you make her feel safe. Deep down you know what is best for yourself, for her and your tribe.
  20. For sure, I think most people here would agree with you, these are great beings to learn from. Love this comment 😁 I guess my ego has a dislike for manipulation but of course I do it myself. Are you the only one who is wise / awake in all areas of life? And if so, why? Never realized how complete your work is until recently, it's kinda sick.
  21. I do volunteering work 2 - 4 hours a week with Ukrainian refugees. The work is massively satisfying, but it's not always easy. Today my heart was wide open while I spoke to a few refugees. This woman was being exploited at work, which is quite common unfortunately. Now she's unable to continue the work because it gave her some sort of arthritis. Her employer would yell at her and just plain bully these people. It's sad but it's so common. It reminds me of that Stanford prison experiment But yeah my heart is open during this work and then I bring it home a little, like at home now I feel pain. Not colored by the ego, not anger at that lady's boss, just feeling their pain. Some of my female colleagues are less energetically open which I totally understand. It's probably smarter to not be 100% open but I feel this is my karma and I have to be open, honest and myself when I listen to a refugee tell their story. I wanna be there with them 100% present, that's the least I can do right? Like a gift. It's only a few hours and I leave when I feel in my body that it's time to leave, like my energy goes down. But I have other stuff to do when I get home. Any ways to deal with this? Yes I already shower and meditate, and hold some crystals. I do feel greatly supported by my colleagues, and I support them with my energy. So I give a lot but also receive a lot back from this work. But you know? This employer exploits these people physically and emotionally. I know the power of NLP but this is like reverse NLP used for evil. Edit: both practical advice and metaphysical takes are welcome. I can also understand how a person can find real enjoyment in holding that kind of power over people's emotions and their whole fate.
  22. It is very worthwhile work, I would definitely recommend it. Good point. I heard somebody say the only way to solve the current refugee crisis in Europe is to raise collective consiousness. I totally agree.
  23. On the one hand, these past two years I've been focused inwards, healing trauma and reflecting a lot. I've made massive inner spiritual growth and my understanding and love for the world has increased so much. On the other hand, these past two years I've not focused much outward. The result? My small online business has steadily declined to a point where I now have massive debt and little income. It feels like I could lose my life at any moment. I've also lost my tribe and stopped pursuing certain passions. Now that I know myself better I can reboot those things with 10x the confidence and 10x the awareness. I'm so excited about this! I've never felt so alive and so confident. My self respect is through the roof and it radiates. You could say I'm at my worse rationally, but my awareness is higher than ever before. Part of me feels like massive changes are coming, all for the better. At this point all I can do is to do the right thing, so I try to follow my intuition as much as possible. I don't have a choice unless I wanna be homeless. I'm forced into consiousness and making heart based decisions. I'm working on new business ventures but it's kinda tough. I fall into black and white thinking often. Like really chaotic thinking, hard to give an example. Like one day I'm all excited and the next I'm so down and unmotivated. There's many projects in my future, maybe I should focus on one at a time. Any advice for tough times? Specifically tough times where you are consious and aware that massive loving changes are just around the corner but you can't see exactly the path yet.