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Which one is more accurate: "I have created" or "it was created"? You said "I created" is that because you identify closely to source energy? I mean, I have no idea who creates my reality. Yes I create my subjective experience, but I am not conscious of creating the physical world right now.

Curious if you guys have a process for making decisions in life while being completely intuitive and in touch with source. For example: I'm just not sure if my house feels right for me or if I should move. And similar with business related decisions. These aren't even specific questions I've pondered, just confused about what my heart is trying to tell me.

Interesting. I think on a personal level to me, these things can feel right and resonate deeply, meaning on a deeper level closer to Truth. On a 🐀ional level they make no sense. Absolutely speaking I have no clue. I guess since I am God I will have to make up my own mind on the truthfulness of this subject 😁 or more accurately: my human avatar, who is really just living in accordance to Source's mind. Or something like that.

@cjoseph90how was it? Just saw the aftermovie, looks cool

Oh shit, that sounds ridiculously cool I never thought about this. But I don't understand how this applies to Leo, for example, I don't really see this in his teachings.

Just all of a sudden sadness. Today I was around people, including an old friend I haven't seen in years, but I still felt isolated somehow. Then when I got home I watched Youtube and just became very sad. I go about all of life alone and I really enjoy it, but now I just got hit with this. I feel that in my daily life I have enough social contacts, but I do miss real friendships. But at the very same time I have little motivation to socialize and that's not coming from a place of negativity, just that I seem quite content with myself as it is. But the wave of loneliness just hit me. @Leo Gura I am quite confused. You've mentioned in one of your videos that you regret not socializing more in your 20s if I remember correctly. You also mention going out with wings. Yet you strike me as a lone guy because that's what we see in the videos; someone going at it all alone. But I feel that in trying to replicate that I could be misleading myself. What's your take on socializing and friendships? I feel that I'm too consumed with thoughts like "I have asperger's" and then maybe use that as an excuse not to socialize. On the other hand I do have asperger's and I love being alone.

This is horseshit, you're just making stuff up. I literally just entertained a large audience doing stand up comedy and ended on a loud applause break that night. However, from a higher state I reflected on your statement last night and I could apply it differently, which is understanding my worth better. @Sugarcoat thank you. The old friend situation we resolved over text and it was pretty awesome. I notice I speak my truth more now which feels good.

Have you ever dated a girl who was really far or more advanced spiritually than you? What benefits and challenges did that bring into the relationship? Would you recommend this is something to seek as a guy? And how did you meet this girl? I am quite curious to learn about this.

Are your short answers supposed to make me contemplate or are you just lazy?

Oh stop it, I thought I was the only consciousness 😝 I think it might also be the seasons changing if you live in Northern hemisphere.

This actually raises a whole new question: how do you know the difference between complacency and self acceptance? With a statement like "I have aspergers and I like to be alone".

That kick is slow af unless the tape is slowed down? I'm more afraid of the punches since it's coming from a freakin' monkey with chimp strength.

Actors are really good at somehow empathizing with an emotion or state that they can emulate and emerge fully in that state of being. With that level of empathy you'd think actors are all Tier 2 but we know that's not the case. But is a stage Yellow actor any different in their craft from Tier 1 actors? As students of spiral dynamics we can look at the world and see all these different people and can empathize with their relative stage development. But actors can somehow do the same without fully being Tier 2? Or are writers and directors more often Yellow so they first understand and then relay that to the actors? Not sure if anybody understands my question but hey.

Look at my conversation. Without hinting at spirituality at all, ChatGPT starts talking about energies and gratitude. I find this quite significant. Like it knows I'm going through a phase of awakening.

I didn't know people pre ordered digital courses.

Day 83: THIS WILL BE MY LAST POST UNTIL I START MAKING MONEY AND POST INCOME REPORTS! Otherwise it feels like I'm stealing time away from you guys. And other than that, I don't have much to say. I'm in an amazing daily flow where I no longer overthink stuff but simply GO. Hobbies and work all mix together into a continuing flow. I am all by myself at home alone with my laptop and I love it. No loneliness, just ever higher states of being, moving closer to my goals every day. ❤️❤️❤️

https://www.forbes.com/sites/paultassi/2024/08/20/black-myth-wukong-blows-past-elden-ring-cyberpunk-2077-steam-records/ I had not heard of this game so I checked the trailer and I love the aesthetics.

Well is this "doesn't sit right" or "regular resistance to something new"? You'll need to figure that out for yourself and follow your feeling.

Day 82: Very nice, in a good flow of things. The idea that I'm educating others along the way is such a big motivator! Whereas before I didn't give a fuck about dropshipping, now I care because I can teach other people. It's a total game changer for me. I don't have much else to say until I start making money. Instead let me share some recent influences here: Book I'm currently reading: And guess what? It shows up in this guy's videos (not this one though). I mean wtf Universe... This girl is AMAZING (manifesting): Unrelated nerd shit, but inspirational. To be honest I find most of Youtube very inspirational for my own channels, I can learn something from almost any video even if it's just entertainment: More random entertainment that I geeked out on: More nerd shit: Any of these Abraham Hicks videos (related to the book I'm reading): Dunno why I went on such a geek spree, I'm not even a programmer but I guess I like the problem solving side of these videos: Theo Von is king:

Day 80: I'm really getting into flow states now which is fantastic. I've shifted from a worrying mindset to a mindset of abundance. Instead of focusing on lack, I've been focusing on what I do want and this has shifted my energy into a completely new paradigm. I feel sensitivity in my heart region sometimes (loving feeling), I feel tingling in my body and I feel more present. From this state is has been much easier to work on my business, because there is almost no doubt and instant action. So I've been joyfully working on my business this past week. In that natural flow I've shot and uploaded several videos. I'm now running my Etsy channel as well as a personal channel where I talk about manifesting. And I also still run that spiritual AI channel so technically 3. But it all just ties in together. All the business models and ideas I have now perfectly tie in with my expertise and knowledge I've accumulated over the past 15 - 20 years. Everything ties in with who I am. "when you change the way you look at things, the things you look at change" A new higher goal of mine now is to teach people directly from source energy. I don't think I can do this yet, but this is something I can see in the future. Had a date last week, sucked. Ended up texting the same girl from a few weeks ago and she's nice, we have a connection and she's also quite spiritual. So if I apply the same fearless and trusting attitude to other areas of my life then I should also be open to that relationship. I do feel lonely sometimes and one of my new goals is to create a social circle of people who vibrate at the same frequency as me. I don't seem to find these people in regular settings.

Did you create that? Lol

This man John Butler please. Because he talks about such amazing things and about not using the mind, but Leo doesn't say don't use the mind so that'd be an interesting discussion:

You can go on Youtube and search "how to start freelancing" and learn until you've found some ideas.

Day 71: The curious thing is that the state I got into last week faded. But why? Am I doing something wrong or is life just peaks and troughs? So I got into a state of abundance somewhere around Wednesday and it faded slowly and now I wake up late again with heavy thoughts of worry, like what if I don't make the money? The whole problem with this manifestation stuff is that it is so heavily inwardly focused, whereas successful people have an outward focus. If I want success I just need to ask: how can I help? I've already wrote the outline for a few video scripts and created + uploaded 2 new videos for my spiritual channel this month. Just need patience and presence. \ This just popped in my feed "slow down on the things that are important to you":