LaucherJunge

Hey, I started my daily meditation habit about 1 year ago and after about 2 or 3 months i had this wierd thing happen to me which at that time i just could not understand and i forgot it for a longer time period but now i started to meditate for atleast 2 to 4 hours a day and it seems the more conscious i become the more those memories reappear. What happened there was that i was in meditation and i had this wierd condition where you are not sure if you are asleep or if you actually still meditate in a deep state. And suddely so many images started to appear leos video about his 5-meo-dmt trip kind of reminded me of that it might have been something similar with less consciousness from my side. There were some kind of formulas wierd latters in high speed all over and clouds colours so bright you could never imagine they flew trough me with a crazy momentum and probably much more which i can not remember fully. At first i thought it might have been a dream but now i know there are no dreams that are even close to that it could not have been a regular dream. But the sad thing is i did not experience anything like this since so i am trying to fully understand what happened back then thats why i wrote this.

That might be it although i did not feel impersonated it was more like pictures coming into my awareness coming so fast that i could not even remember the most of it but i dont know much about lucid dreaming so i guess it is a possibility.

You have to consider that everyone is different in his core. That is why there might be many different right paths for you which would be the wrong paths for others just try too feel what is right for you and you will learn this over time by meditation and being aware/consciouss all the time that is where the real change can start.