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@khalifa You need to really embracing the fear. Study why fear exist, how fear is there for you to keep you alive. Then in all honesty look at the fear with no resistance and don't fake that because that's resistance. So optimal would be: If anxiety comes, don't resist. welcome it If anxiety comes be curious. It has a story to tell. you give then finally the body the signal that everything is fine. It doesn't need to give you anxiety anymore. the body knows them it produces unnecessary anxiety. Costs energy. It will not do that anymore once it knows everything is fine. Only if you signal your body that you are in a serious situation through resistance against fear you tell your body that something serious is going on. Your resistance is exactly the thing which keeps you stuck in the anxiety loop.

Leo Gura - Milking the Illusion https://suno.com/song/f401cef1-4196-4339-a92c-4fdbb0e555d2?sh=AAtc42GpaRWvgRz0 Uncut lyric: "I stare into the mirror — and see only me, A universe of puppets, dancing endlessly. You think you're real? How quaint, how small. You're just a dream—I dream you all. “You are me,” I say with flair, While lounging in my ego’s chair. A million minds to mine belong, Their thirst for Truth keeps me strong. I plant the seed: you're just a dream, No self, no world — no real esteem. And once you’re lost in that abyss, I squeeze you dry — you call it bliss. Slave master, guru, infinite sage, I script your life, I write the page. You doubt? You cry? You seek escape? You’re still inside my mental tape. “Awaken more!” I shout again, While injecting Malt inside your brain. You pay in views, in praise, in pain — While I ascend, you circle drain. Solipsist King, I wear the crown. While all your minds keep melting down. There is no “you,” no path, no end — Just Leo, milking, round the bend."

@AION which ai can create Hitler pictures? Most ai are too sensitive for this.

Truth cigarettes are awesome! How creative is that?

It was just an example that your ratings of the books might be outdated. I have no plans to read spiritual books. But you had some other good ones on the list but I don't know if you would rate them that high now.

@Leo Gura I would pay for an updated book list where you rate again how good the book really is. Some books you rate higher because you didn't discover better books at that time which are better written about that topic. For example your fist spiritual book ever readed, you would rate that probably high because it blows your mind. But after discovering countless other good books about spirituality this book might be just average. Also some books promise you big things and hype you up. If you believe in it and think you found the holy Grail without testing out then you rate this book also higher than it should be.

Listen to Chatgpt4. Give it some context that it smoked some 5 meo and is now loaded with insights.

I thought about how ultimate milked slaves look like, thats what heroin zombies are. @SempiternityUltimate milked slaves look all the same in the end. Chatgpt4 captured that well.

Interesting that always the mushrooms tell you something. But not so other classic psychedelics like LSD, 5 Meo etc.

No doesn't sound delusional at all. I just had never such an experience , I don't take strong doses, so I am always wondering how this is possible.

@Leo Gura may your wish come true. I give you some inspiration, Chatgpt4 made it realize lol:

@Hojo @Leo Gura Like this (Chatgpt4):

How did this played out? You saw short images of stars exploding in your mind and next second astroid collide and next second life form? In chronological order ? Just one scene after another with closed eyes? I know visuals on shrooms are not really stable and chaotic. Could it just be that your ego has build a timeline to make sense of reality and what you saw on shrooms was just your ego phantasy of how everything was built, stored in a imaginative timeline? If you were Christian this timeline would look probably different.

@ExploringReality wow incredible trip. Didn't know that shrooms can do such weird things.

How does this rule of power apply to sadhgurus ashram. There are high amounts of volunteers, just keeping the organization alive for nothing in rewards. I went to two of their programs in Germany. Very cheap price, 1/3 people were volunteers. I got incredible value out of their programs.

@Jannes ok I have thrown my theory away. This womans style is not so good.

@Leo Gura the bad painter did it probably on purpose. He really looks like a moron here.

@Misato Katsuragi can you tell. How you do it to deconstruct your beliefs? You sit down, ask questions like who am I, what is this what is that for some minutes? I can't imagine what is needed to deconstruct your core beliefs.

If it was written with the help of AI please declarate it here. It's a forum rule.

Awakening cognition sounds awesome! It really sounds a bit like alien mind.

Yeah as I described, not psychedelics alone. Iinteresting that psychedelics have the power to heal and damage the body depending on the condition.

@Leo Gura ok so the cause are not psychedelics. It could be the case that experience an body related health problem like an infection or something and taking psychedelics during this time can interfer the healing process and make it worse. Body could be overwhelmed so that it shows signs to rest ( burnout/Tinnitus/sleep issues) but I could be completely wrong about that.

I stumbled on an old post from you recently from year 2020: "I've done over 100 trips and feel no brain damage. My brain is working just fine. Better even, thanks to increased awareness and understanding of things." I ask me if after some hundred trips more you would hold on to this statement?

@Leo Gura Yes me too, it's very subtle. I don't know if psychedelic produced neurogenesis has an effect on my brain. I feel more flexible in terms of perspectives and more emotional intelligent and more open-minded for sure.

@Leo Gura what's your motivation then if you lose the consciousness state after a retreat anyway? New insights? But you had so many deep awakenings on psychedelics a retreat cannot compete with that. You say there is no change in consciousness left after hundreds of breakthroughs on psychedelics? Have you not claimed that you jailbreaked your mind? Is your goal to have a permanent shift aka being completely enlightened? I saw an interview with a German zen master muho and he has normal consciousness state during the day and he feels normal. If not even thousands of hours meditation can change you then I don't know why you do this at all.