OBEler

@Hojo what do you mean with you saw consciousness. And why has it probably nothing to do with shrooms? It's pretty commom to get insights about consciousness on shrooms that's why you take them mostly. Edit: ah thanks for the clarification.

I mean , what does such a trip look like to get free from depression afterwards. Is it just chilling and enjoy a bit energy? What happens normally on such a dose.

What dose and what setting? How deep do you need a shroom trip to be to cure your depression. For example Is an ego death needed etc. Yeah I researched shrooms are very good to relieve depression.

@Cathal Wow, I have a lot of respect for you. Welcome back! Did you get any mystical experiences?

You can also plug MDMA crystals (not the pills!). It's even better than oral, less nausea.

It would be very interesting to see how Ralston gets consciousness on steroids with 5 Meo. He is a special guy so it would be not a casual 5 Meo experience for him.

@Spiral Wizard "Now, he still seems closed around the topic of psychedelics. I know you have contact with Brendan (not sure if with Peter) but I encourage you to have a genuine conversation with Peter about the topic of Absolute Consciousness & psychedelics. Your understanding has grown significantly since your interview with him and I think now you could really speak with him on eye level. Do it!" Do you really believe Ralston would be open for a real open discussion about psychedelics with Leo ? That would be awesome. But the question remains if Leo is ready for a discussion with him.

You will not fuck up. It's too easy. If you really are interested contact me and I will help you.

It's so utterly simple to make a 5 Meo malt vape pen. Just mix malt with e liquid , squeeze the liquid with a syringe in a cartridge. Ready to vape. 5 Meo malt HCl dissolves without heating . This whole process takes you maximum 5 minutes of your time.

@TheGod i am not the one who is depressed I ask for my girlfriend. Women are not so into exercises and hear rock music while doing it.

Commitment is defined to do something no matter what. He is not committed at all. He just like reading and that could stop as soon as he likes something more.

@TheGod the problem is that with being really depressed going out becomes impossible.

@Daniel Balan yes but a hippie can't understand that. He lives in a phantasy where go with the flow and giving up control is something to be lived because it sounds so spiritual and he identifies as a spiritual person so he must somehow do that. It always ends with losing all your money, your relationships and your sanity. I don't feel sorry for them.

It's not a commitment. He just loves what he is doing. If he would not like it he absolutely would do something else instead.

Reminds me of a fight club scene where you give up control while driving a car. It ended in an car accident. If that's what you want then do that, lol.

It works very well on others too. I saw it first hands how my friends had one awakening after another and they basically say what Leo says without knowing him. They got the same insights. Not as deep as Leo now but they are just at the beginning.

Ralston, can you consider to take 5 Meo to see how far you can go? Your experiences with LSD are not enough to dismiss all psychedelics.

Ralston doesn't allow discussions in his YouTube channel comment section. You just can ask a question to him. That shows what's going on. There will never be really a discussion with Ralston.

@Oppositionless @Oppositionless e mesh is most effective. But vape pen cartridges are more beginner friendly because you can dose more precise so I would recommend you both. There are opportunities outside from facilitator to get 5 Meo, he is not the keeper of 5 Meo.

No these books are normal size. He reads all kinds of books. Fantasy, Roman for entertainment. No self development books. No children books of course.

He doesn't work and he just reads fiction books, sometimes technical books about electronic and physics. 100 books are still very impressive for a normal human being.

I just recommend you to get an e mesh and work with 5 Meo long term. What you describe sounds like a one time opportunity.

@Leo Gura l know it's hard to believe but my brother is not normal. He is autistic and reads whenever he can. Even if we go to restaurants, driving car, he always has his books with him. He is a super fast reader, I witnessed that he read 2 Steven King books a 600 pages in one day. Although there were some years where he didn't read that much books (World of Warcraft time), I think 25.000 books is not overexaggerated.

6000 is pretty few. My brother reads 1- 2 books a day for 35 years. That makes over 25.000 books.

@Daniel Balan Exactly. Good healthy view. I still hope one day your material worldview will crack up. I was an atheist, too. After your worldview changes, the world becomes more magical and exciting. It's worth it.