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Reminds me of a fight club scene where you give up control while driving a car. It ended in an car accident. If that's what you want then do that, lol.

It works very well on others too. I saw it first hands how my friends had one awakening after another and they basically say what Leo says without knowing him. They got the same insights. Not as deep as Leo now but they are just at the beginning.

Ralston, can you consider to take 5 Meo to see how far you can go? Your experiences with LSD are not enough to dismiss all psychedelics.

Ralston doesn't allow discussions in his YouTube channel comment section. You just can ask a question to him. That shows what's going on. There will never be really a discussion with Ralston.

@Oppositionless @Oppositionless e mesh is most effective. But vape pen cartridges are more beginner friendly because you can dose more precise so I would recommend you both. There are opportunities outside from facilitator to get 5 Meo, he is not the keeper of 5 Meo.

No these books are normal size. He reads all kinds of books. Fantasy, Roman for entertainment. No self development books. No children books of course.

He doesn't work and he just reads fiction books, sometimes technical books about electronic and physics. 100 books are still very impressive for a normal human being.

I just recommend you to get an e mesh and work with 5 Meo long term. What you describe sounds like a one time opportunity.

@Leo Gura l know it's hard to believe but my brother is not normal. He is autistic and reads whenever he can. Even if we go to restaurants, driving car, he always has his books with him. He is a super fast reader, I witnessed that he read 2 Steven King books a 600 pages in one day. Although there were some years where he didn't read that much books (World of Warcraft time), I think 25.000 books is not overexaggerated.

6000 is pretty few. My brother reads 1- 2 books a day for 35 years. That makes over 25.000 books.

@Daniel Balan Exactly. Good healthy view. I still hope one day your material worldview will crack up. I was an atheist, too. After your worldview changes, the world becomes more magical and exciting. It's worth it.

These turquoise leaders would unite , a new world order would be established quickly. Cultural differences as much as possible eliminated. Religions, TV senders removed. Low consciousness media forbidden. All unhealthy foods forbidden. All low consciousness drugs like alcohol forbidden. All people would be forced to become vegan. They can eat vegan meat still. Every country would need to learn a new language created by AI for best human development possible. This language would be hyper spiritual so that you also can describe godlike states or non human psychedelic states with great details. Also this language will not include pronouns like I am, you are etc. so no strong ego can be developed. Everyone on earth will be tracked. They all will go through the same new education system which just has one goal: to become more conscious. They all will be labeled after their spiral dynamic color. Also in this education system everyone will go through an brutal ego death. So no one will be proud of their color or discredit other people with lower colors. It's just necessary to coordinate these people for best development of human race. And they know they are just like an ant in a great colony. Every Humans need to wear smart glasses so you can see what everyone does, no privacy, just efficiency. Humans will have no shame anymore. We are all one anyway so what's privacy. Human reproduction will be done by machines. Genetic engineering is needed to increase intelligence and lower violence.No relationships anymore needed. Human Robots become perfect partners which can satisfy human needs. It will be forbidden to have relationships between humans, that just produce drama and is a huge energy and time wastement. people need enough time for meditation and new spiritual development. At the end a new spiritual era begins and human race evolve to alien minds.

I highly recommend you to do a normal dose of MDMA and right after the peak (1,5 hours in), take a medium dose of 5 Meo DMT. You will have almost zero stress/fear and can experience the power of 5 Meo DMT.

@AION extreme stress is something else than toxicity of the substance by itself. Some people get extreme stress from watching horror movies. That doesn't make movies toxic. It's your psychic reaction to it. If you get too much stress, start lower and do it frequently until your stress level sinks. It will sink over time I promise you.

@AION @AION @AION 5 Meo DMT is a much cleaner experience than MDMA for me. Also just because a psychedelic has stronger effects doesn't mean it is more toxic for the brain.For example 5 Meo DMT has almost zero toxic effects on the brain.

@Petals yes you missed Leos discovery of alien mind , an enhancement of god Realization. He discovered it a year ago or so just search for older posts/ blog posts about "alien mind".

@Leo Gura "Anyone here who claims to be AWAKE, or to understand what AWAKE is, or what GOD is, or what CONSCIOUSNESS is -- is fooling themselves. The only one here who understands these things is ME." But what about some people here who posted their legit awakenings or what god is? Do you really mean no one here is awakened/has an understanding of god or do you mean no one got an so deep awakening/god realization like you?

@Zenterus Wow I thank you so much. I experienced same on my first LSD Trip which was a high dose. After that I was in for a rude awakening because I just saw the screen with nothing behind it. Everything felt like a scenery with nothing behind it. I didn't like that at all. If I look at a building there is just a scenery, nothing behind it.

What dose what ROA?

I love driving around, too. It's also not just mentally calming, the shaking of your car feels so good in your hip after a trip.

@AION I understand your position, you can frame it like that. And of course you reserve the right to do that. But I don't see here that people get emotional and evasive, we are normally discussing as far as I can see. Only if some are very closed minded it can get emotional and frustrating.

You have some typical biases: God means you can be all powerful. That means you also have the power to limit yourself. For example, not walking on water. What's very unhealthy can still be true. Seeing things as unhealthy is a human survival view. You will not get to truth that way. "You are just a tiny piece of it all but the all is made of tiny pieces. Until you merged with the whole permanently you ain’t it." You don't speak from experience here, you just try to understand. I recommend really get these experiences and try to understand again. Admit, you hate the idea that you are god and just try to prevent that through your biases. You are not looking for truth, just what sounds comfortable/healthy for you.

Thanks to karma it's happening. "Go up to someone and say “ Billy bob Thornton ran up a hill” where is that event it’s nowhere it’s in a “memory” it’s in the “past” nothing is truly happening holy shit." You have so many traits in the now from the past events that it is happening in the now just in different forms. Would there be no karma, then yes nothing would be happening.

How about everything is happening. Flip to the other side of the coin.

So if someone is intelligent and open minded but not spiritual and never contemplated god, reality, etc. what would be needed that he can be God realized.