OBEler

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  1. My girlfriend does salivate over 5 hours lately on LSD trips with normal doses. What does this mean. Is this some trick of the body to release energy or what?
  2. @Dodo Best answer so far, thank you @justfortodayam I getting you right? Very paradoxical to read. Why cannot god experience multiple POVs simultaneously in your opinion?
  3. @Dodo @Dodo OK so let it be a illusion. my question remains
  4. So I am God in this human POV but your POV does not exist simultaneously because God can only limit to one POV at the same time? So if I kill someone, there is no one killed because his POV does not exist right now? Just later when my Human POV dies and god chooses to be in the POV of the one I killed, only then the POV exist. So in another word, I am in this POV right now and no other POV is god living through right now. So it is my turn. my human POV is the only one existing in the entire universe. Am I getting you right?!
  5. Very fascinating, you can learn a lot about human behavior with this
  6. @The0Self LOL never ibogain ever!!! You have 36 hour trip where you vomit your stomach to death. Ibogaine is so hardcore it should never be for normal guys
  7. @King Merk you are very wise for your young age. I also was addicted to spirituality. Some other parts in my life suffered from this...but now it pays off a little bit. But always get basic first. You are young!! Be grateful to discover spirituality so early in your life.
  8. @Edan Thanks but her migraine was already cured from LSD sessions. She did it almost weekly for two month and her migraine is now completely gone.
  9. @Max Green Maybe there is one more reason she is not telling you for breaking up. she wont tell you because she wants that YOU find it out for yourself. Look for this reason.
  10. A simple computer program can do this also. And why this spooky voice, to make it more believable?
  11. @Danioover9000 dude, did you read my comment? this spirit box is a radio, which is programmed to convert parts of random talking voice into creepy sound. This is nothing paranormal and has nothing to do with spirits talking Lol this stupid spirit box is even designed as it would be used in the movie Ghost Busters. It is a clever business idea to exploit the market of spiritual people who believe in everything without questioning how this should work. He mixes spiritual truth with spiritual nonsense and you must differentiate from it.
  12. @machiavelli sorry but this ghost box is just a radio with creepy voice. Nothing paranormal
  13. @acidgoofy @acidgoofy Ah you are also from Germany yeah sometimes her whole body vibrates. I see these vibrations in some 5 meo dmt videos. I think I will introduce her to 5 meo then with low dose (plugging) I would not use the same sequence of music. I think this will be too restricted for LSD. Just go with the flow was always her thing. Only at the beginning and end I did a massage to her. Also she is a music student. she knows much better which music will be good to hear. Music should fit to the mind state she is in. Sometimes I think no music at all is the best. She should trust her higher intelligence which will choose automatically the right music if she needs it at all.
  14. @HereToLearn Actually from my experience definitely no problem starting with bad mood (at least for women). My girlfriend is the best example, she always takes LSD when she is in really depressive, even dark mode. She is the one who should normally never take psychedelics at all: she is easily scared, insecure, was diagnosed with psychosis, has very deep trauma in her, has self destructing behaviour, sometimes maniac episodes, is synesthetic and sees ghosts everyday during normal days. And STILL she handles psychedelica very well, she started doing LSD before two months ago. First 12 micogramm, then many 100 microgram trips and lately 150 micrograms. She tripped over 8 times, has deep ego death experiences almost every time and although LSD was sometimes challenging, she said she always came better out of the trip than before. I remember one of the trips started really bad, we went into a really heavy fight in the come up phase, she even said she don't want to trip and want to vomit so it can be out of her system but somehow it turned around in a very good trip. So even a bad beginning doesn't matter. Just go with the flow.
  15. @acidgoofy do you have experience in the healing potential of 5 meo low dose? I tried 20 times low does, sometimes I feel good energy, often I just breath heavy, my heart is beating and I feel nauseous. No insights, no visuals. Just tuning inwards and being aware of the now which seems frightening to me because it feels so serious. I always think the next second could suddenly lead to a non duality experience and this could scare me to death because I never experienced it (at least I did not recognized as it) and therefore don't know how I will react to this life changing event. How can this heal? Anyway hearing music afterwards is very very powerful to me. Maybe 5 meo is operating on deeper energy levels? I can call me a professional trip sitter because I have some experience in it and I know these drugs. Should she plugging 3 mg of 5 meo ? she has almost no distraction. Handy is off but she needs me always for massage or holding her hands for difficult times. Sometimes she watches youtube music videos.
  16. @acidgoofy why would you not recommend candyflip? Mindmed already has a study in switzerland going on for treating trauma with candyflip She had her trauma with being 14 years old(bullied heavy 2 years) . So She was almost not a child anymore I have no ketamin. Just lsd, allad, 5 meo and mdma
  17. @acidgoofy Ok yesterday she took first time 150 microgramm LSD. She wanted to know why she cannot be good at playing music (she is a music student). She always has the feeling that she is not good enough. This feeling is about anger and sadness because she tries so much to be a top music player but often times she does not play good. Her ego sabotages her not only by commenting that she is not good but also by taking away the sounds of her music when she plays. It sounds to me like a form of dissosiation. This sounds heavy and I dont know how she can cure from this Anyway, she faced the feeling of being not good enough. It was a total struggle, her ego died. but at the end she accepted it. Then she was ok. She also was automatically singing (it sound sad, like a cat which cannot go into the house). This dose did not face her childhood trauma but this was not her goal. She wanted to know whats about this feeling. She had no meeting of god this time, but I think she met her shadow. Althoug it was a heavy trip, she is fine now. She is thinking about doing 150 microgramm at minimum in the future. I think maybe she should do a candiflip (Mdma + lsd) or just MDMA next time for visiting her childhood trauma. PS: one interesting thing, she saw the first human being god built. it was an african man. She became this one and she said the first humans were only men, woman came later. Another interesting thing, she said I dont exist (this insight during the trip was no shock for her. she just said it to me like it was nothing special "Do you even exist? ...No you dont exist. Okay.") . I already know from leos teaching that I dont exist, but I cannot comprehend what she saw and how this feels. I would be totally shocked if I realize my girlfriend does not exist. How can she be so cool about this.
  18. @Leo Gura interview with Tom Campbell about infinity would great!
  19. @acidgoofy @acidgoofy ok this sounds heavy. Do you think it is possible with moderate doses of lsd doing it 50 times to have the same healing effect (just slower)? I recognize her trauma feelings are showing up more frequently lately during the day. She dont have access to the memory or cause of it. It is just showing up
  20. @acidgoofy When she meet her trauma, can she then really heal it ? Did it work for you? So far with 100 microgramm she just has various insights about union, god and reality (which is nice, but has no influence at all for her daily life struggle with her childhood trauma)
  21. @acidgoofy yes they give her healing support However this does not effect her mood/Depression or childhood trauma in any signifikant way so far. No significant impact on daily life therefore
  22. @Topann lol you are 24 years old, so young. Do you think you will be exact same dark space when you are 25, or 30 or 40 or 50 or 60 years old? Time will heal
  23. @acidgoofy she just can do it. she channeled so far in following order: Maria magdalena (mother of jesus) Jesus Poseidon Zeus Gaia (mother of earth) She never was religious, or interested in any of these gods until she channeled them. Each of them has their own strength. Maria magdalena for example is warm and give her unconditional love. Zeus is very powerful and gives her strength. She did not know of these gods until she described me exactly how they looked and what their spirit was, then we googled it to find out and it was exactly like she met on LSD. She was totally shocked As she first met jesus, she even did not asked for him. he was showing himself to her. he was a litte sexual to her she felt. Because this was too much she said to him he should go away the first times she met him (it was in a church, no LSD). Later on LSD she had direct contakt to him. As I said, she is not religious she just visit church because it is a quiet place
  24. update: last Sunday she took 80 microgram LSD. Met Gaia, the Mother of earth. No migraine so far. LSD clearly helps agains migraine!!!