OBEler

@Galyna the person has the imaginated ability to imagine me back. the chair does not have this imaginated function. thats the difference.

maybe you need to invent a word for conscious imagination. there is too much confusion on this word if you simply say imagination. How about god-imagination or absolute imagination Sadghuru clearly says in one video that reincarnation and karma do not exist. Sadhguru - There is no such thing as your soul. The process of reincarnation https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BlzXhiQa4mk

@Leo Gura you said one time We need a video about this topic. What you are talking about here in this thread sounds just like pure solipsism for me. I can understand that from absolute truth everything is one and therefore god as pure solipsim. But in the relative world where every person is in dual world, how is there solipsim? Of course I imagine everyone but when I talk to someone which I imagine, this person is also imagine me as a person. Am I correct?

@Baotrader You created your own drug? You tested it 100 times in 20 days? you can heal your cat by touching its ass? You are powerful.

@Rodrigo SIlva Exactly! Well done. Lsd can transform your life and thanks to lsd I can see the beauty in so many things during normal life and it stays. Almost nothing is boring for me anymore

Exactly. I ABSOLUTELY understand you. Leo is very good teacher, the one problem with it is when he repeats and repeats in almost EVERY video that all is imaginary. This is brainwashing. He should be careful because you can easily misunderstand him here. He should use sometimes other words, phrases or analogs like spirit, life force, consciousness or whatever. A little variation. But he chooses the scariest word: imaginary. Everything is imaginary. these words will burn in your brain. Why not saying sometimes everything is magic? The problem is, your subconscious mind made a belief about it and then it is hard to change, even through logic. All I can say to you: have faith. That you will come back to reality, it takes just time. You are trapped right now in your beliefs. The final truth will show to you anyway what leo really means by this so keep going. Edit: ok leo has sometimes variations. He says also everything is love/ infinity/ god. Maybe this phrase "Everything is imaginary" I just rememberes the most or he says it lately a little bit more often.

@Rodrigo SIlva I heard from many people that low doses (not microdoses) can be weird. They say you are hanging in between a trip and sober consciousness. You are not fully in a trip, you are between two worlds if you know what I mean. Therefore your ego is very well active and can be afraid. Higher doses will solve this problem. In your case I still would do some more low doses. You mastered 50 mcg, next time it will be a little less wired and so on. Then go up to the next level

@Rodrigo SIlva I know your situation from myself. Good work, that you decided to do it anyway, you have strong will power. This sounds like a good trip in terms of growth, which will help you a lot in your journey. But dont go up. make a break and then do 50 again and again until you can rest in silence with bliss. silence is pure beauty. your ego just hates it For me I also get this claustrophobic silence, and I feel weird. Even music will not stop this. I then concentrate on the breath, that helps

I read that ego death differs depending on which psychedelica you take. Not only on degree but how fast it happens, how long, to what degree and how scary it is for the first time. Which one is better for experiencing ego death for the first time, if someone dont want to be too overwhelmed by it? I heard nitrous oxide gas alone should be giving a taste of ego death for very short time and is ideally for beginners. What do you think?

@acidgoofy you mean I start with 100 mcg and next time 120 mcg and so on until I get a little taste of ego death? Is there really a slowly process to ego death or will it it you like a train when it comes? I really want just a little taste of ego death, just to know what it is like and if I can handle this. Like testing the water. I ask me if this is possible

Hello, I never experienced non duality during a trip. I normally trip with closed eyes. So I ask me if I will recognize non duality with closed eyes and will it be different compared with open eyes? Will non duality shock me if I will experience this for the first time? I am always a little nervous during a trip that from one second to the next I will experience this truth and it will change my life forever.

Can somebody who experienced non duality share his opinion if non duality with closed eyes is differnt than with open eyes?

dont do sun gazing. some people can do this because of eye colours. others get blind forever. please, I researched this stuff well enough and just cannot recommend it.

@Leo Gura exactly, you can kill yourself. but only if you do ibogaine treatment wrong.. the clinics want to tell you only with a doctor is this possible. but that is marketing. furthermore some clinics you cannot trust. they offer bad service. with a lot of research and if you really have someone who is an experienced trip sitter you can do it at home. do an EKG, and electrolyte and liver function tests before this. if you can calculate the dose right and have someone who is watching you for 24 hours it is possible. But of course this should be your last option. I still would recommend anyone not doing this at home and do this with a doctor at least. if there is a trustfully clinic around you it is worth the money. but find one first.. there are some deadly incidents not because of ibogaine treatment but the time after. this stuff is 3 months in your body. if you take opioids directly after again you can die. here is the risk.

you can do ibogaine at home, you just need a very trustfully trip sitter and something to puke in. nothing else. many people recovered from this.

@Tanuj wow, I always heard that many people got their kundalini awakened with a little psychedelic help. Can you link us the guided kundalini awakening meditation?

Is IT better for your eyes or why choosing Dark?

I get Hangovers with Allad every second time. What is strange is, either I get a 100 % hangover or no one.

@knakoo What trip history did you have before you went to your first 5 meo session? Congratulations!

I cant belief how deep she went with just 100 microgramm LSD and no spiritual preparation. Could it be that women are more responsive to LSD and their derivates? Furthermore she doesnt freak out, she is total fascinated ("I have never seen such infinite beauty in my life") and at the same time she is clear in her head and grounded.

@khalifa I am glad this video gave you vibrations. That is not coming from ptsd. Sometimes I also get these vibrations when someone goes deep. The 1950 people were maybe better at tripping than our generation.

@Dumuzzi So during a normal day in dexember 2012 you just had this powerful energy rising up the spine and from then on it never stopped? You just did some meditation to make this happen? lucky one.. (ok i dont know what you did in your previous life times)

@Dumuzzi Very interesting. How exactly did you activate your kundalini? What do you think was the main reason?

@Bazooka Jesus You are right. Maybe this is a new safe way to reduce hard trips? Why do not other people recommend this so often? Also Leo said, reduce all distractions. So therefore there cannot be something better than a room where you can rest alone in silence and total darkness. That would be the perfect setting. What do other people think about this? One more question: How did you get your room total dark? there is always some light in my room

@khalifa maybe this sounds stupid, but what about taking 5 meo again because of unfinished business ?