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@Enlightenment Funny, that you have easier access to 5 meo than lsd. Here in germany it is the other way around. I tried 5 meo low dose many times. It did not have any value but one thing it did permanently: it enhanced hearing music. I enjoy it so much more thanks to 5 meo. I ask me if you also have recognized this. However I think you need to take a higher dose for depression. <do you plan to do it?
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@Enlightenment Interesting, why do you try low dose 5 meo dmt for migrain instead of LSD? Is there another value in trying low dose 5 meo for you? Or is it just for fighting migraine? My girlfriend also like LSD not just for migraine but for personal/spiritual developement. To heal her childhood trauma. Is low dose 5 meo also a great tool for this?
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Update: she took 100 microgram LSD again. She was fine, no problems so far. She said, she could even take more. Migraine did not come back. She healed some tensions she always has in her stomach area
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Update: she took 5 days ago on Sunday 50 micrograms LSD. it was not so strong for her. She told, it cured her period problem. Normally she has 5 days black blood, then 5 days red, then 5 days black again. now instantly came red. However she feels she needs stronger doses (100 micrograms) to have migraine in check. Yesterday 15 % of migraine came back (a sunny day, on her eyes were pain a little again. this is the beginning symptom of a migraine which normally goes for 2 days lying in bed with pain).
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Hello, is there a good way to release high energy from your body? Did someone experienced good tools for that? I have many medincine available (mdma, lsd, al-lad, 5 meo dmt) and was thinking about a combination of massage and psychedelics and music and maybe other things to get the most synergetic effects out of these tools to release energy which is stuck in your body. What I tried so far: Emotional release therapy (very good technique for energy release) binaureal beats like holosync (it takes some time, not really effective) normal trips at home (it can release energy but not always)
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OBEler replied to OBEler's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I ask me, is microdosing LSD with body energy release techniques a good combination? Or are there other powerful ways of removing actual high energy from the body through such things? -
OBEler replied to GreenWoods's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
good one (or is it the music?) -
@acidgoofy she feels ready in a week to take it again. She channels Jesus almost every day. Also Maria. Maria gives her unconditional love. She said she is saved. Just some regret, that she did not take LSD earlier in life. I wish I had given this earlier. So much pain.. life would be complete different And still no migraine so far. Some days ago was a little headache but went away after an hour, this was however not a migraine, otherwise she would lie in bed for days
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Update: she took 100 microgramm LSD 8 days ago. She met Jesus and was pure soul, apart from her body. She said, she build everything around her, including me and she can do everything. She didnt want to come back to her old person, because this person has too many problems. However she got a glimpse that she creates the problems by herself. Anyway. Until this day she did not have one migraine. Normally she get migraine one to twice a week, especially when she is outside on sunny days and we went to the beach two times. Some mild headaches she had during these days but not migraine. LSD reduced to 90 % migraine she said. I will update in future.
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OBEler replied to Spiral Wizard's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Spiral Wizard I am happy for you! Really! But to be honest, you sound like you are in love. Do you have found a good girlfriend? Or is it really pure spiritual progression what brings you this much joy. I am just curious -
red pillers are all stage orange mostly, even if there is truth in red pill, they see woman just as bitch and want to maximize sex at every cost red pill turned into a bad ideology because of all these frustrated men out there like leo said.
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Hello, me and my ex were 5 years together. She was full in love with me the first years. She dumped me 6 month ago because she lost her love for me during long distance relationship of over 1 year. Of course she found another man. I went to hell because I still love her. Circumstance changed and now she lives in my town for 3 month to finish her study. We talked a lot about our past and our mistakes as we were together. She revealed to me, that I am more to her than family. She cannot live without me. She asked me seriously, if we marry, would it be ok, if we have no sex. I replied that would not be an option. She said, she can only make sex when she is in love. Otherwise she gets really strong negative emotions (she was raped in her past). And right now she doesn' t love me. When I touch her on her ass or other erogene zones, she winces. She says then she dont like this and I have to stop. In my opinion Sex comes first, then love. But she needs love first to make sex. How should it ever to come to sex then when I cannot touch her on these zones? How should I behave? Should I openly discuss this issue or would this be a bad idea? I would like to tell her tactfully about my needs, that Sex is very important for me. And that we should try to make sex if she wants to go back to me. Is this too much pressure? is this negotiation of desire? I am really stuck at this problem. I sometimes feel, there is still a little love for me in her. Sometimes I can kiss her. But this is not enough for starting sex
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OBEler replied to Eren Eeager's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@acidgoofy How do I know "I get there?" My last mdma trip nothing special happened. just a little enjoyful electric waves rushing through my body. Like the onset of an lsd trip. It was as strong as a good meditation session. Should eyes keep opened always? -
OBEler replied to Eren Eeager's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@acidgoofy what is the best dose for maximum love with mdma 80 % powder for a 27 year old woman who has a weight of 48 kg? is there a limit where more mdma makes the trip just longer but not stronger? -
OBEler replied to Eren Eeager's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Ry4n lol are you seriös? 2 days of comedown vs healing of life long suffering -
@Barbara yes, but as far as I know deep Spiritual insights resolve not Migrain. There is something in lsd which does Balance to the Brain. Something with the biological clock. This helps to resolve Migrain. There is already Research going on. Look for companies like mindmed
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@Barbara she did not took again. it was very small dose. nothing really changed. However she wants to do 100 microgramm lsd tomorrow she also wants to try out mdma next week. I ask me which would be better doing first. Mdma or lsd?
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OBEler replied to Heinrich Faust's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Heinrich Faust I get hangovers (forgetfulness, confusion, headaches, slow thinking) after al-lad trips in 30 % cases. Total normal and I get only hangovers if i dont sleep well or if I dont drink enough water during/after the trip. -
OBEler replied to Cepzeu's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Do I have free will, so that it makes sense to regret your past decisions or is it all gods will and I have zero control? edit: Ok this question was already answered -
OBEler replied to IamMystic's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@IamMystic no, please dont waste 5 meo dmt. I think your plugging technique is not efficient. you should get strong effects on 3 mg already. Stick in the ass 3,5 to 4 cm. Follow the boofing technique. With the wrong plugging technique I also had no effects with 12 mg 5 meo. https://www.reddit.com/user/WeirdOneTwoThree/comments/98o55b/guide_to_per_rectal_administration_of_opiates/ -
OBEler replied to levani's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Muhammad Jawad video dont exist, can you post it again -
OBEler replied to Gustav's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
You recommend you simply remain aware of awareness. Can I also use the breath and concentrate on it in the strongest mind storm? Is this the same anker like remaining aware of awareness? Or something less? -
comeon...tomorrow..valentins day.. those who follow you know, you are talking about how to get fucking laid
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Hello, I already asked a lot for my (ex)/ girlfriend. She needs serious help. I did many things, all were helpful but just a little. A little background to her: she is 27 years old she has a lot of trauma in her: was heavy bullied in school (over 200 people) for 2 years she was raped one time she moved to foreign country after school and it was hard rude living time at the beginning she lost last year her grandfather, grandmother and her cat she plays professional trumpet since 5 years old. But an chronic arm injury (doctors say it is all right, maybe psychic) which began 2 years ago and holds until now forced her to stop playing trumpet. Also in these time 2 years ago a professor told her about the hard life of a orchestra player which was her dream. her dream is now broken and she lost the love to play trumpet. And with it her life purpose. This is very hard for her because playing trumpet was the only reason to live otherwise she already would be dead because of her traumatic past. Actual her biggest problem: she is in her last semester and she dont know if she can finish her study because she has lost the motivation to finish it. Because the only reason she began to study music was to be better in trumpet to play later in orchestra Now what we already did to heal her from all these baggage she went to so many doctors, psychologist and so on. No one could help but we look further here Meditation (10 minutes a day, not more. helped a bit) a little yoga holosync music (helped a little) massage (emotional therapy massage). Helped a lot first times Psychedelics 2 times AL-LAD. Biggest healing first, but after some weeks nothing was left. 1 time MDMA. This was 1 month ago. she now has bad dreams and some panic attacks. which was before mdma also. But now a little stronger. Dont know if it healed a bit. It is too early to say so. Can you give some useful tips how to help her with any of these issues (trauma, arm injury, lost of motivation, life purpose)? Or how she could finish her study at least (she has anxiety to go to university because of her old traumas)
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@Nahm Ok that sounds too good to be true. She comes to germany at the beginning of march and wants to talk with you. Thank you for your offer!