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You can seperate from the ego. The only ways I know of are decades of meditation and connection and deconnection practices, or 5meodmt. People have done this. It's not so far out. You do have that fact wrong, if I'm reading and understanding your words accurately. There is a reason it's referred to as "waking up". When you realize that you were in auto robot mode, by default, you are aware of it and therefore free to do what you want - you can perceive what and when influences you - and there are 8 billion different versions of that happening - an enormous dynamic of variety from still sleeping to completely enlightened. Responsibility....powerful..... Emotions are powerful. Generally speaking, each person's 'things they don't want to talk about' compared to 'things they understand about reality' Are related. When somone doesn't want to talk about a category, it is because they have yet to resolve an incident in their past. When someone let's go of that incident and finds their own resolve, now they are emotionally free and naturally progress. Our emotions limit our progress. You seem to have already had this down before making this post.

"If I am part of God, then that makes sense too". With all due respect, this is where you're going wrong. That does not yet make sense to you. You say you are part of God, do you think you are part or do you think God is everything, thus all of you?

@The Universe thanks. You're English is great. I just wasn't sure what you were saying.

our posts taper off abruptly

lllusions is a sweet short read that opens the mind in a fun way

its all good man. ?. dont take anything seriously. life is short and meaningless. be happy with where u are. you don't have the free will to do anything about it, so there is no sense beating up on yourself. just accept everything exactly how it is. also, don't be concerned with convincing people of anything. just express your current views and listen to what other people express as a way to continue to reveal your own ignorance. thats how i look at this anyways. when i find more ignorance in me, i find opportunity to learn more, get more clarity and enjoy the precious ah hah moments

Stillness speaks

@aryberry what is 'no thing'?

A journal

@everythingisnothing Finding the win win is a sign of genius. Helping others to meditate to help yourself to meditate....total awesomeness all around. Now see that there are no problems.

Sounds like you want to say something....?

They're all just trying to make money. Big fast food and big pharma spend tons of money researching what we want to buy, then they make that. If people spent their money on only healthy nutritious food, then mcdonalds would almost instantly start selling nutritious food.

That's awesome. You are awesome!! Taking a few minutes to check out the uncertainty principle can eradicate self doubts btw. Godspeed, you're going to do big things!

PIck what you want to do and start watching videos about it. Prime yourself.

It's just a theory until you try it, but I think with excercise, meditation, healthy eating and at least one hobby that you can spend the rest of your life getting better at - we don't even think about the confidence issue. Ongoing learning is important too.

@Key Elements Great post! I'm inspired to give some testimonial in hopes anyone who has yet to make the 'food change' reads this. A long time ago, I was an overweight meat eating pill popper. Depressed, anxiety, etc. I had no idea the cycle was food....pills.....food......pills. What I really want to say is, if you have any issues, consider that it is possible that what you are eating is causing it. At least try raw / vegetarian so you can see if it cures you. We can only know if we experience it for ourselves. The vail of food and perspective is a very sneaky one.

Peanut butter, ice, banana ??

You can get an old bow flex on eBay for very cheap. It takes up about 2 square feet when folded up. IMO bowflex have great value. I used my first one almost everyday for about 10 years before it started wearing down. Also, you can get into great shape just doing cardio, sit ups and push ups. Sounds like you're looking for muscle mass though. For that you need to lift weights or bow flex. Maybe lift stuff in your home? Furniture and appliances?

@Principium Nexus You could never actually be alone. You and everything around you is pure intelligence. Pure love. I suggest you pursue connectedness, alignment. Relationships are just better when you don't need anything from them. You can simply enjoy them, and take them or leave them as you go.

Thank you! What do you love most?

When I think about death, I think about what that video is saying, that my assumption that I'm alive isn't entirely accurate. I love my life, I have kids, I'm not looking to die anytime soon. I see that I am infinity. So I'm enjoying this 'life' and not trying to take myself seriously. Get busy livin or get busy dyin.

Discipline is not a motivating word. Realizing you are free to do anything you want is motivating.

I am an independent contractor with a franchise I own and I wish you lived by me. The person I most look for when hiring is someone who wants to learn the business and then open their own. I've done this process with 3 people so far and I get a great feeling of compassion for it. Just to clarify, I don't get any of their sales, I just love that I can help someone in their life. IMO, you are at the pinnacle of that understanding. Maybe look for an opportunity like this where you live.

There are buses, cabs, planes, Uber's,etc. If you mean you're short on the money for the travel, try camping alone for a weekend. Meditate by the fire alone, it can be awesome. I like to do this for a weekend now and then. Not saying a word for a few days is powerful for me. Also, you can say you're going somewhere, and then just sit on top of your house for a few days. Sounds silly, but no one will really notice you, and the elevated view helps with perspective, seeing all the ants marching, etc.