Nahm

If you experienced being without thinking you would have the opposite understanding. I presume you have been putting the cart before the horse your whole life.

In the mind = superposition. Nothing specific yet on paper = physical. Is something specific

Cut flour, sugar & dairy. Use more and better lotion.

Do something. Even something you don't like. It triggers what you want. Do that.

I'm pretty sure it's a ton more involved initially and ongoing and takes a tremendous amount of focus and dedication. Was just saying it was deep. ??

Anger is the trickiest of all. Fist fights are Anger's smoke and mirrors. Suppression is Angers rule. Definition of Solution used in the lab: A solution is made when one substance dissolves into another substance. I'm old. The first fights won't be your problem. The heart attacks, high blood pressure, strokes, eretile disfunction. That's Angers home. Anger is the silent killer man. Don't welcome it. Anger is not a welcome friend in me.

Wait a minute... (180) you mean why even have avatars, +points, titles, # posts...at all? Why not just topics and comments? that's deep. ?

Congrats on your progress! I feel that I was once where you describe you are now. I solved the big ones and was good, but there was just that itch still. That knowing I could transcend more. You should feel great about your self honesty IMO, most just say it's 'normal' to have some tension, etc. Completely and totally my opinion, but, that last part you seek, is in the now. It can't be obtained and then enjoyed later. You can't 'let go of it' as an emotional releases. It's the now factor if you will. Try thinking in terms of momentum. Take what you did (as described in your post) and do that process, always, in the moment, now. The pot enhances your physiological self awareness, that's why you don't feel better on the pot, or 'reefer', if I may. . So take a minute now. See everything around you and within your mind better. Disregard reality and accuracy. Adopt thinking for your own well being, and continue. As days pass, the momentum builds. The 'floor' raises. Your lowest thought will not be as low in a few days, your highest thought will be higher. It's like you are moving you're whole spectrum up. It takes days to notice, weeks to feel, months to become the default state, and years to stop listening to people who want you to see that their view of 'reality' is more accurate.

The "oneness" comment is a funny topic ender sometimes, but man does it fit here. Everything is one thing, so if you read a book about umbrellas, you're thinking umbrellas. Nonetheless, whatever works, right?

99% of enlightened people are not taking about it online, or writing books about enlightenment, or living in a monastery. They are living an enlightened life.

"Healer", as in you are literally healing them with your energy, is a role. "Healer", as in you understand they are healing themselves with the power of their mind, is not a role. Because you are so passionate, you seek truth. By all means, God bless you and all healers, keep on healing. No truth - frustration, anger, resistance, blame. Truth - love, liberation, well being, oneness, connected. Which experience are you having in your healing? Truth or without truth.

@Barna What was infinity like?

Use whatever works to achieve your goals. And the owl says....You're not hurting anybody, are you?

mine is to be happy now. might sound philosophical, simple, or pompous, but i find anger blocks all great ideas, being happy now is no simple task. i've not found a more impactful mission statement, and I've heard many

Nah. Not realizing your true nature, is not realizing your true nature. This is what Narcissism is: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Narcissism

Anybody have a guess on where the background is?

All the posts already are one user.

Here's how to find some purpose - make a list right here of everything you can think of that you don't like, can't stand, hate:

You're skipping the 'time in'. Sometimes the ego fools us to think we are having experiences that are coming from our imagination. Perhaps one of the benefits one gets from daily meditation is FOCUS. You lack focus when you shift from your thinking, to thinking from a perspective of what someone else is thinking.

I'm older than you and my days are filled with passion. Some total guesses - you haven't transcended eating & excercising yet. ?

The fact that you feel like you can't leave should really be all you need to know, to know that you should leave.

"You're God" -God

Do what you want to do instead.

@2000 what do you play?

.