Nahm

Literally everything you're experiencing is the best source of self discovery. Learning from others, masters like Leo, all the gurus, all the speakers, that's great too, but the best source to discover anything, is the thing itself you desire to discover.

Now, let them go. It's an exercise in realizing you think of yourself as those things or those "roles". Realizing and letting them go helps you liberate, so you can know that you already are anything you want, because you are free.

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I am grateful for the gift of ungrateful people.

Anger is like holding a hot coal in your hand and expecting someone else to feel the pain. Forgiveness is dropping the coal.

It's entirely possible that you aren't bullshitting. Perhaps you don't think in terms of roles to begin with. You probably think about the action someone does and you don't characterize them as that action. Like someone helped someone or hurt someone, vs, that person is a bad or good person.

You'll be happy to hear that science is studying drugs openly, on the internet and publishing results. Specifically, psilocybin is being used to treat depression and anxiety, with better and faster success than pharma pills. But maybe your not talking about naturally occurring substances like shrooms. Perhaps you're talking about synthetically made 'drugs'?

Can you elaborate?

Not trying to be a baby sitter or party pooper but what you ultimately want is to feel amazing all the time. The short term effect of LSD is such. But the long term of LSD CAN be quite the opposite. http://www.lsdaddiction.us/content/does-lsd-cause-brain-damage.html

Both you and the music are vibrational. The experience you have is the experience of the frequency they create. Classical composers who were into meditation talked about this. If you want to connect to the source, listen to beautiful vocals that bring you to tears. If you want energy to get something done, listen to Rage Against the Machine or the like. Use all energy to your benefit. Don't judge or be stubborn.

I have watched all of your videos already. Been a huge fan for the duration, always will be. Thank you for all your focus. What is God Leo?

Did you see that you are everything?

Thrive like a Mo Fo bro!!!!!! You CAN have everything. It's always up to you.

That is what I'm doing. Not trying to be critical....but that's what I'm doing, minus the part about not focusing on the fear. Not focusing on something is focusing on it. There is only love, compassion and evidence.

@Oneness We both have 24 hours in a day. We each perceive time differently.

Wireless earbuds.

What is the "shit" that is coming up?

Hi and welcome! You posted in the right forum. I find this group to be open and honest, which makes for fun and growth. We're all getting what we're giving. When you say lonely, is it somewhat like you can see the causations that others can not? I think I can relate. I went through a period when I started following my daily rituals. Sometimes, when my friends communicated a negative outlook, I found that they seem to think it was a more accurate view of reality. I used to say things like - you just need some exercise, you should try meditation. I thought if they did what I was doing, they would see that it was their outlook or perspective that was ailing them and holding them back, not "reality" or circumstances. I found that there is a safeguard of sorts, for experience. I started to realize how this served me. It helped me realize just how easily I would shift from my vision, my knowing, to understanding where they were at, where they were coming from. I gained a lot of clarity about the power of keeping my own focus on what I know and what I am. Ironically, nonhelp, nonsuggestion- left them with a realization (in their witnessing of my noncodependent thinking) that what ailed them was their perspective. Suddenly, everyone I know started doing personal development to different extents.

I left the "work" for itself to be, I allowed my Self to set me free, never once did I repeat, the cycle of doubt, the strife or need. In the "work" I began to see, the plight was created by only me, So now I flourish without exception, pure in thought, this nonrejection, 'twas only perspective that was in question, And now my present is my conception.

@JustASimpleBuggler The path isn't the circumstances, it's the thoughts your choosing. If you focus or think from a place of fear, or about what you are afraid of, you may be going about it wrong. You may be laying resistant thought to what you want that you will have to let go of. To the extent I keep my focus on what I want, I reach it.

@JustASimpleBuggler That gives me a vibe (intuition probably) that you're on the cusp of a big realization. Game changer. ...............

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@renegade_bee Don't think about suicide man. You gotta have the logic to know that you're only 18 and everything will change. When I was 20 I had severe manic depression. Dr's and pills never helped me, unfortunately. That all changed by age 22 and my life has just Gotten better and better ever since. I was where you are man. Please hear me - you are just getting started in this life. You don't know what the rest will look like. Just hang in there and keep trying things. I garuntee if you keep going and keep trying, you absolutely will find the cure for your UTI. You will. It could be only a month away. The right Dr often makes all the difference. If YOU DON'T GIVE UP, YOU WILL SEE THAT THE REST OF YOUR LIFE WILL BE THE SWEET LIFE OF SOMEONE WHO SURPASSES EVERYONE'S WILDEST DREAMS BECAUSE WHEN OTHERS GAVE UP, YOU DIDN'T. DON'T GIVE UP.

@aclokay Well, what are you?

You are finding what you are looking for. Look for what you want. Have you written a list of what you want to taped it to the wall? Have you listened to any positive speakers on YouTube? I think I was where you are now. It sounds like you are 'in your head'. Writing things on paper gets them out of your head and into your life.