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Nice. Can also just think awareness anytime you like.

If thought attachment, liberation, cessation, discord, conscience, feedback on conflicting logical fallacies, hypocrisy, the veils of ego, spiritual ego, materialism and what could be coined as conceptual-spiritual-ego-materialism are ignored, then yes, you’ve got it.

@Zeroguy Much love my man.

@Javfly33 Take one day and don’t talk about yourself.

@4201 I’m ‘struggling’ in two ways here. How you aren’t finding this hilarious… “What a cesspool. Ill be asking future questions elsewhere.” That is comedic gold right there. The other thing I don’t get is why you’re asking me about any of this when what you’re asking about is Leo’s content, who you can ask. If you sincerely are interested in what I share, it’s not like I don’t have ample content available.

Would you feel bad about spitting in faces, when you don’t spit in faces? Would you feel bad about stealing cars, when you don’t steal cars? Would you feel bad about breaking windows, when you don’t break windows? Would you feel bad about eating animals, when you don’t eat animals? The psychedelics didn’t make you feel bad about food or animals. Has nothing to do with food or animals. Psychedelics are essentially a dose of truth. That there are deities is not true, it’s a belief. When you take a dose of truth, the discord between what is true and what you believe is amplified. To continue believing there are deities, you are believing the discord (bad feeling) is about eating food or animals. Which doesn’t make sense, because you don’t eat animals.

@Javfly33 Oh wow, I had no idea you were allowing this awareness. My God thank you so much, we all owe you our lives! “All hail Javfly33, the allower of awareness!”. (Looks for end of feet kissing line).

@Raptorsin7 I could see how the tear jerker could be the reference to the cause of death being ‘the field of honor’. Strikes me as incredibly discordant to combine harm & murdering over ‘stuff’, with honor in the name of this field. I’m not convinced they ever really knew you at all.

What was said here is actually that there would still be the belief ‘complete lack’, which is an oxymoron, like non-existence.

Yes, of course, entirely possible. Awakening / enlightenment means inspecting the beliefs though, like ‘states’. Wether taking medications or not, wether adopting any practices or not, one can inspect. Try to find the states in sensation, and then in perception. It’ll be recognized as a thought, repeated, a belief, and in the inspection it is ‘seen through’, and therein so is ‘the one who knows / experiences states’… the ‘separate self’ of thoughts, or, the veil of thought attachment / non-awake.

@Javfly33 Really though. Those added characters / entities, and the belief in states, is how the separate self (asleep) is perpetuated. (All thoughts). It’s the ‘one who knows’ about all of those ‘others’, the one said to be ‘in’ the pain. This is seen in trips, and this is how it resumes post trips. The resuming can be seen, and then the trip is no longer a necessary method to see this.

@BenG nice. @4201 Have you ‘tried’ / experienced simply not believing the thought / concept (‘advanced’), not adding it as a concept, and basically instead seeing first hand if there is advanced this or that vs if it (‘advanced’) is / was a thought you kept believing each time it arose? What happens when you inspect what you’re asking? Do you find ‘advanced’ anywhere? There’s also of course self inquiry, so weed out the ‘one’ who experiences the ‘advanced’. Might also be helpful to pop advanced in where what is. Essentially, see if it’s circular self referential ‘logic’, ‘for yourself’.

Awesome. Got a version without the ego & consciousness & awareness added? Might be clarifying.

Nobody knows, but without upholding that belief that there is that need for this to happen, this is that which you speak of, which is why there is that ‘notion within you’ that it is. Look to inspection & actuality (this), vs the conceptualizing of another world / dimension.

@Schahin The deities thingy is the ‘off’ or slight discord, not the psychedelics making a vegetarian feel bad for eating meat. Which as you shared, you aren’t actually doing.

@Raptorsin7 Just be aware of being aware. Jk. Great to hear of the releasing my friend, great to hear.

By all means have a dr check it out. You could also consider your ear doesn’t make sound per se, and it is the vibrational background hum of the universe which is you being ‘your ear’. The middle C all musical scales are constructed of. The ‘channel’ of all ‘channelers’ opening up. It’s common before awakening to frame it as a problem because though it was always there it was never noticed. There is usually ‘something to be heard’. I definitly agree with observing any emotions arising, as that’s how you ‘hear it’ in the receiving sense & it’s no longer experienced as a problem. Try to consider it’s the most positive thing ‘you’ve ever heard’. Also, scrutinize the attempt to apply ‘logic’ to notice it doesn’t add up, of course no one can hear silence. So maybe let faith in logic go, in that sense, a bit. Not all beliefs will resonate, in the literal ‘physical stuff’ (‘your ears’) sense, through the entire path. Could also consider the analogy of the universe as a perfect vibrational orchestra, and ‘you’ as a violin, a mind, attuning to it / with it / as it for the first time. Also, as far as that ‘yet to be heard’ factor, you mentioned the ‘sound is heard’ in only one ear. Look up info on the left & right sides of the body as representative of masculine & feminine, and consider that info in regard to which ear / side is ‘plugged’, or, not ‘hearing’ the sound / silence / frequency. Look to connect the dots in that regard with whatever arises emotionally, and think in terms of conditioning being brought into the light, or coming ‘up & out’.

Inspect what you’re saying for conflicting statements. This highlights beliefs for you to inspect. Inspection and meditation coalesce.

You are saying boredom is negative. As in, doesn’t feel good. It does feel good. It feels better than pessimism. You don’t have any of that, and there’s nothing you need to do at all. That’s the beauty of boredom.

I am that other in this here scenario. I think in that experience there is personally support, and in this experience there is what I’m sharing forum, website and YouTube wise. Does that mean I think anybody should not share, and suppress, no. Do I think it would be better if everyone agreed, saw everything the same, heck no. Also, personally is an idea, it’s already dualistic. It’s all just thoughts. Seems more like sharing ideas. Which again, is all just thoughts. Other than not existing, no. It’s just thoughts.

@Yoremo Refusal of boredom is not boredom… but is actually pessimism… about boredom. The belief is that if you don’t distract yourself with a screen, you’ll experience boredom, which will feel worse than the pessimism you are already experiencing. The truth is boredom feels better than pessimism. Might feel like ‘there’s definitely stuff I’d like to do, but I don’t feel like doing any of it’… but at least there aren’t the pessimistic discordant thoughts.

@BenG Here & now… or, ‘what is’ - IS what is. IS actual. There & then… is not actual, and is conceptual. Belief. Idea of. (Think of The Spaghetti Monster; an idea, without actuality) If it is believed there is a ‘there’… actually physically attempt to go there. What’s found is this is not possible. As you ‘go’, it is always & only ever, here. If it is believed there is a ‘then’… again, actually get up and try to go to ‘then’. What’s realized is the impossibility of this, as you only & ever experience, now. The key is contentment. The feeling of contentment, is the feeling of having expressed each lower emotion. By expressing each emotion lower than contentment, emotions were acknowledged, and you were unfettered of them, and no expectations are held any longer upon this here & now. Then, naturally, effortlessly - hopeful thoughts begin to arise.

@Emotionalmosquito I understand your perspective there, and you can entertain mine or not, but I’m tellin ya it isn’t something we have to think about or plan. You either. Me & her (your friend) kinda saying the same thing my man, and kinda wanting the same thing for you. Receiving mode is like, a real thing. Loa is, a real thing. You’re attracting, and then thinkin - instead of allowing & receiving, what you’re attracting.

We don’t have to think about it at all either, we just do it. With her… No more Felix Pewpew nonsense. No more kidding. No more self defamation. No more justifying these to yourself either. Daily meditation stands to be the game changer. Deeper relaxation than you’re a acustomed to. Less thinking. Less reactivity. Less justifying. The effortless way. From what you’ve shared, you don’t need to think about how to escalate, or what to do if and when. Just listen to what she’s saying. No additional thinking needed.