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Not sure our man @Terell Kirby was really heard here.

@Leo Gura I’m sure it’s great. My comment was more oriented to tips, healing, release and self realization. Got nothing against crazy mind fuckery.

Your words.

It’s not about finding a better concept imo, but letting conceptualizing go.

Repressing emotion is driving the mind nuts trying to justify and make sense of experience. ‘It’ projects what’s felt, onto others, wether that ‘others’ is “evil entities” or “other people”. These are all beliefs and emotionally discordant misinterpretations, and are to be let go vs weaved into grandiose thoughts stories of entities & reality, as that just keeps the suffering loop going. There is no ‘side of you which is overactive’. It’s thought activity, and meditation is the remedy. If meditation is too difficult, emotional understanding & expressive journaling, and ideally talking with someone for means of expressing & being heard, are the remedy. None of the stuff you’re trying is working because you have to release the old interpretations (suffering, discord) and humbly acknowledge you’re making it all up as you go. Notice this thread as an example. There was no thread about evil & evil entities in this place, and now there is because you created it. Don’t ‘beat up on yourself’, as that’s just creating more discord. Just acknowledge this in a witnessing manor. The practices suggested (along side letting go) do result in seeing through all of this suffering. And it’s important to stop talking about outside entities, and start properly maturely addressing the rumination and misunderstandings. Much love, I hope this is received as such. Receiving love is the overall theme, the key. ?

@axiom Nice & thanks for sharing, interesting read! The nausea is from the flesh of the shroom and skews the whole trip. Never eat mushrooms, always make tea. It extracts the active ingredient and removes the nausea from the experience (very big difference). Never take more after the initial dose, it’s trying to hard / based on ‘getting’ (ego). Relax & trust the universe will reveal perfectly, as it is perfection. Surrender to Good-Timeness. (2.75 + .75) Never take 3-4g. Either less than 3 or more than 4. 3-4 is the mental limbo zone, the deconstruction of the ‘finite mind’ (thought attachment) & the current momentum of resistance(s), vs clearing through or breaking through that deconstruction completely. Go prior to 3 for a great time and or insights, and more than 4 (maybe more than 4.5, or a solid 5) for breakthroughs. The nausea and the limbo zone factors (imo) combined skews the experience a bit. Think in terms of thought & perception mixing (hallucinations). This leads to interpretations like your partner being a figment of you imagination, vs ‘that’s’-God-mf’ing-Rejoice. (And of course, not two, the Beauty of ‘it All’). For good measure… with a proper foundation of daily morning meditation, expression journaling (dream journaling also a big plus in the trip prep regard), and acute understanding of emotions, there’s no (finite if you will) hallucinations, fear, anxiety, general mind fuckery, etc, cause there’s not the presence of the thought activity of there being a finite self (illusory), just the One & only Psychonaut that Is. ? That limbo zone is thought loopy, and the so called finite mind can’t let go because it’s really only thoughts, about ‘losing my mind’, which is just fear (use emo scale). (Tea: chop into tiny pieces, boiled a large mug’s worth of water, then simmer the pieces in it for 15 mins, covered, then filter through a metal mesh strainer a few times. Use a metal or more ideally wooden spoon to ‘squish’ the active ingredient completely out of the flesh. Add a tea bag, and if you like, some honey.) Maybe take it a bit slower in terms of incrementally increasing vs eatin a few more like it’s popcorn. Also, slower makes it easier and safer to trip alone which is superior ime. Just some tips. Thanks again for sharing. Keep on keepin on. ??

Really thought this was trolling, but from looking at your other posts that isn’t your style at all. Definitely pump the brakes on this plan. Much more meat on the clarity bone around awakening etc to go before you proceed imo. Not meant personally of course. Mad respect for the inspiration & passion. I firmly feel if you give it a year or two you’ll be super glad you waited. Some bells really can’t be un-rung.

Perfect. ?

@Tim R Stop being cryptic, no one here understands.

@WokeBloke Model is a thought. I don’t have a model. I is just another thought. There is also no ‘causer’ of thoughts. Model isn’t a thought at all. I have all of the models. I is most definitely not just another thought. There is in fact, a thinker, causer, maker and creator of, thoughts. Thought will not do for the inquiry. If I keep taking all this candy I’m going to end up overweight. Please understand.

There’s no thinker of , creator of, or maker of thoughts, so, no. That thought could certainly appear, but alas, it’s just another thought, albeit about there being, a thinker of (or maker of) thoughts (or not). It seems thoughts (concepts) will not do for such an inquiry.

@WokeBloke Sounds like you answered your own question. I’d keep that up in your shoes.

@WokeBloke What’s a who.

I don’t know any of that. I know conversationally I like to be on thin ice with comments like my previous Jesus ‘quote’.

In hindsight it is seen I could be more clear. I am a puppet. To insulate against this occurring again I’m going to utilize caps… I AM A PUPPET. If there’s any remaining question do let me know. There’s still bold, italics, font size, images maybe, etc.

Right. Why though? The hell difference would it make? Instead inspect direct experience for / of these things you claim, a you, a your position, responsibility, thought generation, a your view, etc. What is a self referential thought. Only cessation will do. (Ok back to bowin. )

No! That’s a projection of assumption, and is not direct experience. That there is someone buying into anything is also an assumption. It is the ‘lens’ of pretending one has been, where one has not yet been, so to speak. More of a veil than a lens. (Bowin out as not to contribute to existential rumination)

‘The one who experiences thoughts’ is a thought.

Don’t keep trying to liberate of it. Hear it out. See what it’s got to say. Really though. No jokes. @lmfao No name calling sir.

Who’s thoughts.

@Shin (Original scripture) Jesus: “Fuck ye!??“

Bit contingent on what ‘life’ is, isn’t it?

Me too. Respect ?. Maybe it need not be more anything, maybe more is already there to be seen. Maybe more was added, and now less is more. Ye: Used originally as a plural pronoun of the second person in the subjective case. “And he said unto them, you’s are from beneath; I am is from above: you’s are of this world; I am is not of this world”. The rest of that passage will flip your reality upside down so Imma just stop here.

@Mu_ @Leo Gura Interesting. Just curious and asking out of pure insanity here… Does… “I am dreaming / imagining that there is a you, and that this you is dreaming x, y or z”… Resonate more than… “You are dreaming / imagining x, y or z” ? (Given awareness is aware, you, me, I, etc are just apparent thoughts)

Like any other so called thing, the truth shall set you free. You claim there are your fears which you could face. Let’s see em. Post a picture. We’ll all ‘face em’ with a ya. ? While you’re at it, get some footage of these “levels”, let’s have a look see about what’s feeding the so called fear as well. (Holds hand on stove in appliance store…to the salesmen….) “Ok now… you help me make this a smooth process”. (Salesmen…) “My pleasure”.