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@Raptorsin7 There’s all the advice needed on this thread. ?? Overall, more letting go, les goaling and efforting.

@Thewritersunion ??

That makes everything possible for you. Keep askin. Death is hard to contemplate, because it’s like the word nonexistence. If it can lead anywhere, it’s to a good hearty laugh. Imagine lucid dreaming, knowing you are asleep and in your dream, and doing whatever you want in the dream - but worrying that you’re going to eventually wake up. Same thing goin on. It’s not possible to actually justify worrying, let alone that it is something.

@The Don ?? Stay strong bro (and vulnerable ) I’d ‘frame it up’ just a pinch differently, in that the sensation - that there is sensation - does not come and go. As such, there are not mood swings, but rather, thoughts added to that sensation, which is ever-present, doing what sensation does, and washing you clean of all the barriers (thoughts) against it. Love does not come & go, and is the purifying force of ever corner of the cosmos, and it’s got you too.

On understanding. They said “your daddy, he robbed a liquor store”, like he answered to me. “And all his money, was taken by the court”, they left nothin, for me. I heard em say “don’t bother, you know it’s in his blood”, but I want nothin, for free, so take your wisdom, and take your broken sword, and cut his life out of me. Cause love ain’t nothin, it’s just a lock on a bedroom door, and it’s got nothin, on me. Love ain’t nothin, it’s just what holidays are for, another card you sent to me. “Ya your daddy was a reckless man, he was a vagabond, he had tattooed hands” but his old man, was somethin like you’ve never seen. Where I’ll go and where I come from - God rest his soul, he didn’t help me none. He was a million bottles, and one great lie to me. He’d get in my face, tell me to hang it up - I got a lot of days, and I won’t stop - until I’m on top. Cause love ain’t nothin, it’s just a lock on a bedroom door, it’s got nothin, on me. Love ain’t nothin, it’s just what holidays are for, another card you sent to me.

@Raptorsin7 If you had an experience, and it did not feel good - would you attempt to protect yourself, from this not feeling good - happening again?

I say you’re a liar! you only love me more, I set your book on fire! you open every door, I say I can’t take it! you say give it to me, and love is resurrected, I fall upon my knees. Why are you so spiteful! why won’t you let me be! And you make me insightful, breathe life into my dreams. And I am wanting more! I want everything! I want to move mountains! I want to be the king! Of love I am bereft! It shakes me to the core! When I’ve nothing left, you reign upon me more. I know what is best! and you are my relief, but when I give my best, you’re every part of me.

@cetus56 ?

Meditation has no goal, no gains, it is only to let go.

@Burstyourbubble Are you aware of thoughts? @Harikrishnan Beautiful.

Living a life will not do in a dream. You dream a life...so you can live your life’s dream...follow the breadcrumbs of wanting - out of your head - on to the dream board, and you have manifested, your metadventure has begun. “That”, was all just a back story, a means to this now, of creation, creating. Who knows where it’ll take you. That is the pristine, untouched, mystery and beauty of you. You sneaky pesky dot reeling sob. You can fuck up entirely, fail horrifically, and ruin everything - and God does not see it. God never stopped wanting you, never took his eyes off loving you without condition, without condition; even allowing, in selfless freedom, for you to go alone, if you still want to.

@King Merk The mystique of the dream board is seeing that all of this is already of your intention, desire, & will, unfolding perfectly. Seeing it, brings a bigger slice into focus, calms the over thinking, and renews the spirit & direction. Trying to sort it out in your mind (dualistically/nonsensically), makes it difficult to see how perfectly your “prior” life purpose & experience caterpillared into this cocoon...and what the coming chrysalis is. The expression of your deeper authentic desires shine grace into your world & reveal the sense of truth in a belief like this... It might be a little merky at present, but there’s a creator in there, no doubt. Creating a mind only for the sake of it’s survival doesn’t make sense. That sense made the mind makes sense.

Exhilaration, or peace? Which feels better?

Life, places, earth, etc, in the object sense, don’t have feeling, so they can not be blamed for sucking so bad. You have feeling, sensational guidance. Not aligning with it, produces “sucks so bad”. Because it’s soooo good.

A real sword will not do with a dream lion.

Resistance isn’t natural, in accordance with your feelings, which are never wrong and entirely trust worthy. Go straight to the beliefs about death. Have a look with the open minded perspective that you are creating the fear, sadness and resistance - by believing thoughts which your intuition tells you are not true. Choose how you feel, over what you believe.

It’s not about raising consciousness, consciousness is all set ?? Psychedelics are great for fear, and beliefs.