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There’s only one source of bullshit.

Take a class... Reiki 1...heal yourself. Reiki 2...help others to heal themselves.

Let me go. Write down your “important things”, your “big things”, your “serious things”, your “must’s”, your “should’s”, your “supposed to’s”, your “expected to’s”, your “have to’s”. Have a good look at that list of “youness” and notice, that is not you. That “me” you seem to have become, the grown up, the serious one, that is not you. I feel this truth, and you feel it too. Have a ceremony, light a candle, light that list, smile while it burns. That’s not me. Let ”me” go. And gone it is. Choose this tree of life, of living, of love. Let go the knowledge of good & evil, of right & wrong. That is not me.

Stop what you're doing, and let go. Wake up! You have never moved. Wake up! Relax. Wake up! Stop reacting, stop avoiding. Create. This. Moment. Wake up!

@ActualizedDavid Brain is appearance of mind. Contemplate that with the fact that no animals, entities, beings, or aliens can read this. Only humans. Coincidence? “Random”?

@moon777light So happy for you I’m going to barf.

@moon777light ? That is beautiful. That’s what it’s all about right there. Whoever said there’s no moonlight was crazy. ?♥️

@electroBeam It is not uncommon, when we are letting over thinking go, for the mind to make some massive last attempts. As awareness, of thoughts, you can readily spot this, as the mind will weave a story to capture attention, typically involving past, future, and other people. There is being, you, awareness, consciousness, love, and there is experience, appearance of the same. The way is meditation every morning, or any and all modalities which work for you. By work for you, I mean going within, into feeling, and letting the habit of overthinking go. “Blue Beings” is a funny distraction to this, in hindsight...no? Aware of it / them this is experience, appearance. Likewise, questioning if a ‘teacher has the highest teaching’...when every single one of them, without exception, are suggesting going within and self discovering. It’s safe, go ahead. @LfcCharlie4 ????♥️

@beatlemantis ♥️ Insecurity is not intrinsic, nor deep. It’s the feeling, telling you the thoughts aren’t true about you at all. It the choosing of thoughts which do not feel good, which do not align with your inner being, the infinitely loving source within you. Those people you are listening to, and believing, that have an inner being to...let them off the hook, let them choose their thoughts, and feel their feelings. You can choose yours, and align, and feel your source for yourself. Listen to the feeling, and let it guide you in the choosing of thoughts. You are not supposed to feel bad, life is supposed to be fun! Tough to shoot a hole in this... It is because you’re awesome, that thoughts to the contrary will never resonate.

@Chives99 The Hurricane, The Peanut Butter Falcon & Billy Elliot come to mind for the sentiment they convey...seen those movies? On the self love note, a thousand times yes. Does _______ person deserve love, and to love themselves...you can put any word in that blank and a thousand times yes. Something worthwhile, imo...when your roomie projects his sense of inadequacy with insulting or belittling language...you interpret it. What is perceived, is sight, and sound. Own your interpretation. You are already free to interpret it how ever you want. He’s speaking from his vibrational relativity, “where he’s at”, and you from yours. In feeling how resistant with source his words are, you can see his awareness of feelings, is not covering that area. Your awareness is. You should be feeling good about it. If you were him, you’d be him. Maybe it’ll come to you, how he came to cover that area from awareness.

@Leo Gura Outstanding video sir. ♥️

@Loving Radiance ☺️♥️

The ‘stove analogy’, is of the picking up of the thoughts which do not feel good to you, and re-identifying as a body, the true nature and root of suffering. The comment was for you, and your thoughts. I was not thinking of him, only you and your well being. Sorry again, nonetheless, that it was not helpful. I do of course wish you all the love & light you can handle.

Great work! Thanks for such a great share??

@Alex bliss Do at least a bit of work in your threads. Express your distinctions, a “here’s where I’m at with this”, in hopes they may be uncovered & unified. Otherwise, you prime yourself to add more, to believe the distinctions of others, to unfortunately, increase your suffering.

@Dlavjr ?? The thought ’disassociate’ , that thought’s flavor, or color, or implication, or content...is fundamentally of separation. Rather... a thought is just, a thought. Allow the content, the implication to simply come, and simply go. Much like a joke comes and goes. It is enjoyed, appreciated for the feeling, but a joke is not “believed”, held, etc. Thought plays an important role in creation & the expansion of consciousness - in the creation of the life you truly want. Rather than articulating on the memory of the experience, write about how you are feeling, right now. You cannot create in the memory, only in the now. If the past or future comes up in any way, let thoughts about them go, and write about the feelings present right now. Understanding = being...and being is always arising, always ‘at the ready’. In no longer believing the thoughts, in focusing on feeling the feelings, understanding naturally arises. A “body” is a word, a thought. The actuality is closer to infinite intelligence. Beyond choosing a thought aligned with experience you want to experience, to create, thought just gets in the way of infinite intelligence. A thought arises, and the thought is about you...the content of the thought... is a “you”... there is no need to believe the thought. You could choose another thought, one about what you want, about what you want to create. That points to Truth, a glimpse. Then thoughts about yourself arise, as they previously had, and are again, believed, as they were before - this could be said to dual-I’s (dualize) the experience, of right now. It makes it seem like there is a “you”, separate of the experience. The experience, and “the one” trying to understand (the believed-to-be-separate) experience. Understanding is “itself” just experience, it comes and goes, and does not require a “separate understander”. You are the now which experience “transpires” in, and you are experience. Rule out all that you are not, all that is not actually, separate. Start from the premise that you are infinity, and notice any thoughts which attempt to separate, or “carve out” a “you”. Post trip.... Then a pronoun, “me” and the noun “reality” is added. A subtle thought path, which is fundamentally based on twoness, you, and reality. A thought arises... “my mind and reality became one”. You have only ever been One. You have never actually experienced being two. If that thought is believed, a separate self is created (only in thought). The thought I became or merged with reality follows, and claims the experience, indirectly, this create an idea of a me, “the claimer”. All that happened in actuality, is via the chemical, most of such thoughts were ‘unavailable’, and there was the One, which you are right now. If you will...The One, aware of , thoughts. Afterwards, there is a desire to understand what transpired. “What happened...to me”. And thus, there is already the sneaky, slippery slope of dualistic self referential thoughts believed. A beautiful experience is a beautiful experience. It is not mine. The most ideal outcome which could arise from understanding what transpired, would be feeling amazing, and free of any suffering. Unfettered by concerns, living, loving, and creating the life you truly dream of experiencing is well underway. Notice these thoughts of separation, be willing to explore the acuity of feeling (deeper articulation & expression = clarity), and such thoughts are no longer fueled, and no longer arise. Short hand: There’s no “you”, that’s a thought.

The perspective of the having seen it all before is of the true self, the actuality behind the thought / belief “death”, the absolute. The morbid stuff is symptomatic of going a bit faster with a psychedelic than your thought construct of being a separate self was yet deconstructed properly. Imagery projected in refusal of self acceptance (that you are eternal & infinite love). Simply put, thought hijacked feeling. You can logically note this, in the being very thankful that somebody else was there to calm me down. There really wasn’t anything to be ‘un-calm’ about, that is just thoughts rooted in identity, that Is resistance held, playing out. The same day to day resistance, with the gas of psychedelics poured on it. This is why psychedelics are referred to as The Truth, and Absolute. Self referential thoughts are relative, and of condition & limitation. These do not hold up “in the face of” what is absolute. Let go of the notion of “normal”. It’s just a relative opinion, it is not an absolute measuring stick by which one can actually compare one’s self, any experience, to, because one does not have a self. Believing the thought “normal”, is believing in the ”comparison”, resulting in holding you, as a “separate self”. Consider the difference between taking a psychedelic based on a goal or a need, vs just for fun, because you enjoy the trip. Give your dog (God) a hug after all that projection. Bridge “the gap” between the separate, or relative self (thoughts), and the actuality, or absolute (without self referential thoughts), by writing about how you feel. Venture to go deeper and deeper in articulating feelings, and the “gap” between wave & particle (actuality of awareness & identification with physical body) begins to evaporate, positioning you for a full, and much much more pleasant breakthrough. Articulation is communication, and communication is wonderful for getting down to what can not be communicated. You might not even need the psychedelic. A suggestion, as an ‘exercise’, if you’re inclined...rewrite, entirely, what you wrote above...but just swap out the word “ I “, with the word “awareness”.

@Fede83 “Do I really need psychedelics?” When you question the need, the why behind the question of need arising, you are simultaneously questioning thoughts. The thoughts about “the self” who needs, are the “separate self” being sustained, only by, only “in”, those very thoughts. In uprooting the validity of the thoughts, one self referential thought at a time, the “self” which is constructed only of the thoughts, begins to be seen through, awareness “cuts through”, and sensation begins to arise, wholeness begins to “fill the body up”. You were, are, and will always be whole, it was only ever the believing of thoughts to the contrary which implied otherwise. Emotions in the body, which correspond to the beliefs of being a “separate self’ (identification with the body, mind, and past)...are purified by default. Purification, that is, unconditional love, the truth, actual reality, actual self. Purification, actuality, is always “on”, and does not have a dualistic opposite, it is all that is, and is always flowing through the body. The thoughts about “self”, believed, act as filters, conditions, of the worthiness of Love, the true self. Without believing these ‘separate self’, self referential thoughts, there is no longer ‘the one who suffers’. ‘The sufferer’. This experience, of suffering, is only possible in believing thoughts. The fear of letting go of the separate self, the fear involved with liberation from suffering, is actually a thought about the unconditional love that you are, while still holding onto the thoughts that you are a “separate self”. If I need a significant other, the vibration is need, and therefore I will not experience a significant other, as I am choosing the experience of needing rather than having. You might consider this analogy in reference to psychedelics, and you might want them, and then they might just ‘show up’. (If that word ‘vibration’ feels like a ‘hang up’ at all, listen to Abraham Hicks, Bashar, or Rupert Spira “oscillation”, and YouTube ‘superposition’, to see how everything is a vibration / oscillation, of Nothingness - the pure potentiality which arises as all “things”. No-thing-yet-ness / True Self)

The intention of what the question can lead to, rather than a personal opinion of the question, is the difference. Mine is the end of your suffering...awakening, enlightenment. The topic & conversation are great, sharing information is great, and fun, but they are just a means to getting to actual liberation, right now. I see the perpetuation of “the sufferer”, and am inspired to help see through “it” / “them” / “him” / “her”, whatever you’d like to call the thought.

@electroBeam Write it on your dream board. Maybe make a list of why you want them, and then let go of any thoughts about the how. It can initially be a very counter intellectual, counter logical approach. The point is self discovery, rather than the getting of a thing, even if that thing is psychedelics. Question why you want a thing, and you are by default uprooting the separate self, “the one who needs it, can not have it (the experience)”, triggering release & healing. Via the wanting, the release & the healing, wholeness of the self is realized. A thing is really an experience, and what is preventative to the experience, is the belief held about a separate self, which is unworthy of the experience. Source flows to us all equally, thoughts, are relative.

@NormanN Well, my vote is that it is critically important. But I hear ya. ??♥️

@lightnessofbeing What is the difference, between pain & suffering? And when do these occur?

@Bridge to Infinity On a Friday, the manager of the chinese food place next to my older office comes over, all stressed out, wanted to use our fax machine. Something about his car getting repossessed. Told him of course, no prob. He sits in my office and is sweating, and shaky. I asked what’s up. He said he was out of pills. Long long story short...he was taking OxyContin, marijuana, and a couple other similar pills all day everyday. I mentioned psychedelics, and some studies on addiction, new treatment methods, etc, and kind of broke down the differences between psychedelics, and “drugs”. Oddly, all he was hearing was “mushrooms are a great drug”. He was very receptive to hearing that psychedelics are non-addictive. Zeroed in on that, I could tell. Monday, he walks in again, walks right into my office, and hugs me. Like a little kid who lost his mom at a grocery store hugs her when he finally finds her. Quite solid, appreciative, not ending this hug anytime soon. I was like, “it’s ok man, it’s all good. What’s happenin?” He just says, meet my behind the building in five minutes. ....”ok”. Even longer story short, he thanks me as if I’d invented psychedelics or something, and gives me a brown paper bag, with over an ounce of mushrooms in it. Flash forward maybe 3 months... he’s off all the drugs, and even quit smoking cigarettes. Even got his car back. I joked with him...”shrooms are one hell of a “drug” huh?”. He said, “I don’t know. I still haven’t tried them. It was the cocaine that was eating me alive, but I have a business, a great wife, and two daughters I hadn’t really seen in a while, and I appreciate them now, and you. Some of that shit you talk about clicked, and I got some help, and I realized I was creating all of my suffering, and all my problems. I was putting everyone I know through hell, everyone I love so much, I was blaming them. I just wasn’t loving myself, and in hindsight, I resented and blamed everyone for it.” If there’s a point here, it’s to look at the conditions, the beliefs, one’s own perspective. Get what you want up on a dream board, notice any resistant thoughts about what you are wanting, and let them go, by choosing a better feeling, true for you, thought. It will come. To need it to come, is a resistant thought.

@Serotoninluv ??