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@Patrick Lynam Just as you said. Understanding is via direct experience. The self, itself. Yourself. The question arose from you, the answer does too. When someone tells you spirituality is something other than what is found within yourself, a resistance is felt, because you too, are creating, but not quite looking inward enough to realize this. Spirituality, in direct experience, turns out to be indeed, original. The word ‘spirituality’ can only point to this. The metadventure is the undertaking of finding out, that which the word points to.

Mu just told mu about mu

The Light is crystalline (and not), like gel-potentiality. Crystallized implies a fixed, remnanet-of-past, formed substance (imo). The Light is not still, it’s flowing, if one cares for the distinction in terms of facets, as far as the peace (in a stillness sense). “How” is too far down the road with regard to The Light. From the “how” ‘point’, it occurs, backwards. What is the variable as to why ‘light gets denser’ ? What’s the reference to? (Cause I bet that’s going to ‘pop into place’ with The Light facet understanding.) I think I hear ya...direct experience of it is prior to thoughts, though it’s not separate in terms of ‘substance’ of thoughts, thought is the diluting of the subject of the inquiry. Realization occurs via understanding as well though, but still (in my estimate lol) is not direct experience, completely in this regard. ...Btw, kind of a meta-travels / realizations fun convo imo...but what @Jacobsrw said...if that is not already known, take what he said as ‘above and beyond’ so to speak what I’m saying. As superseding what I’m saying.

@ivankiss Sounds more like Ivan Drago. What you’re lookin at right now. Without the thought “movement”. There’s nothing moving. You’ve never experienced moving. I mean this toward the thread topic, not about letting thought go. Recognizing ‘movement’ is a thought. And there isn’t any movement happening ‘in front of you’, so to speak.

@ivankiss Movement is a thought.

Relative to over thinking and misunderstanding feeling & emotion, meditation is certainly beneficial. Sounds like it has / is serving you quite well. Congrats on working through that stuff. That’s awesome man. Outside of you at any given time, feeling it will serve you...90 mins a day is an hour too much imo. That hour could be spent on dreamboard, life purpose, & inspecting direct exp. - especially now that you brought your mental state back to equanimity. The point about it being a tool of the ego is wrong, which is why you’re thinking you’re running away from fear through meditation. Never credit an “ego” with anything. It’s a write off. Instead, inspect thought, perception & feeling. Breakdown the direct experience. What you learn & realize there, you keep for ‘life’. When you feel that way (“fear”), realize the thought or belief in that moment is not true. Feeling will appear to resolve, as in you’ll feel just fine. There was never anything ‘wrong’ with feeling to begin with. It was the discord of the thought or belief. Feeling has your back, so to speak. Never label it “fear”, never attribute it to an “ego”. That’s outright nonsense. ? The body responding in ‘fight or flight’ is perfect infinite intelligence in a fight or flight situation. Your brain’s not going to ‘think itself into oblivion’. “Brain” is a thought, and a thought can not think a thought. (That would be another thought). I would be inspecting your beautiful self, not “scratching it away”. Choose thoughts that are aligned with your dreamboard, with what you want, which feel good to you.

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@ivankiss Thought is beautiful. Delicious, even. Downright divine.

@Raptorsin7 I’ll give it some thought. Thanks!

@ivankiss You could have a thought about light, and light is the ‘substance’ which is a thought, and will similarly, but dimension is a thought overlay upon perception. There is light, the light mf’n IS. There are no dimensions, sans the illumination of the thought ‘dimensions’.

@ivankiss Light & will are not thoughts, like dimensions. I mean, they are thoughts, but they aren’t only thoughts.

There’s no self which could be “rewritten”, yet there is a self indeed, the O.G., The Writer Itself. (You) . Not a state that was reached. Who you really are. What you ‘were’ ’prior to’ the ’appearance’ & idea referred to as your birth. Really have to see past the linguistics of pronouns here.

@Waken I think I see where the notion may have arose. The inspection work & understanding was done the last couple of years prior to the awakening, and imo was much more the ‘catalyst’ than the meditation. The meditation just cleared and calmed the mind, and to a large extent the body, nervous system, etc.

@Javfly33 ??? Your metadventure is where it’s at anyways really, the journey of the “figuring it out”, the unfolding of the understanding. That’s the ‘juice’. You’re rockin your path man, and I appreciate the kind words. I’m just some weird mist blowin by.

@ivankiss Yes, I would say so. My guess is that the question of the video is “is there free will”. I’d say a collapse of the free will ‘issue’ and multidimensionality is on it’s way.

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@Anna1 Couldn’t help but to think of and appreciate ya. ♥️

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@actualizing25 More or less awake is a relative thought, of yours. By believing the thought, taking the content to be actual, rather than recognizing it is a thought about a “thing”, you continue to veil yourself from awakening. “Thing”, is just a thought. No one has ever perceived a “thing”. Perception, is perception. Pure magic. Infinite being. You! Inspect your direct experience.

@Waken Around twenty years, just about everyday at least once. Keep in mind, I hadn’t heard of “awakening”, let alone any of the plethora of insight and information @Leo Gura has shared with us. The awakening is what led to finding actualizing.org. God bless it.

@Javfly33 You sure they could stopping laughing enough to “evaluate others’ level of consciousness” ? Idk.

God gave me mushrooms. Nonsense came to a screeching halt. @Matteo Beautiful & elegant share, thank you!

There’s no truth in that. It’s a belief which is likely not serving you. You’re already, and quite literally always in direct experience! Inspect your direct experience, anytime you like. It’ll bring lasting presence and some amazing discoveries and feeling. Reality itself can be - will be, decontextualized. ♥️ “Leagues to go” is just a thought. Let it go, and a far better thought does arise. Embrace not knowing what ‘you’re doing’...and even that you’re doing. Know the question, write it down, then let it go completely, entirely. Literally actuality forget what it was. Go do whatever feels good, whatever you like. The answer will arise. The key is feeling great. “The body is the temple”, the temple is “the place of gathering”, and that’s not about social gathering. Think of the question like a cup full of water. Then it being dumped out. Then when you’re not lookin - it gets filled with answer, unmistakably, as it is felt in the body & mind. There is a profound joy in living when it is realized that we all literally experience one single thought at a time. We’re designed for 99.9% feeling, fun, loving, receiving love...and .01% thinkin. One is inherent in the design, it can be no other way. Yes indeed it is. The whole of you. ‘You’ have complete access to the infinite intelligence, and the infinite love, that you are, and that is this universe. No ‘playing small’! ? Godspeed.

I’d suggest writing it on your board, and that’s it. Then get yourself ready fo it, and notice when it comes. This guy has a YouTube channel packed with this topic, and his communication is short, efficient and precise imo. Godspeed with your creating. ♥️??

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