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ego = universe.

That’s pretty much “the path”. I think you’re seeing into your future right now! ??

@Javfly33 That which you are calling form is you. You are being that. That, appears, to you. This screen for example. It is you. If the conditions are released, reality is seen as it is. You. Infinite being is not experiencing anyone. Whatever could be referenced, is itself, you, infinite being. A word you created for that which appears to you, is relative, relativity. Relativity is you - relativity is absolute. By calling it “relativity” - you are creating - the experience of - “relativity”. You, infinite nothingness, infinite unconditional love, are what is. All apparent matter, is actually, you. Nothing (you) “matters” (oscillates / vibrates / appears as “reality”). “Nothing Matters”. Short of this self recognition, “nothing matters” is saying, “I don’t matter”. When you say there are points of view, you create the experience, there are points of view.

@Uncover A different perspective admittedly, but take sex & an other out of the mix, and reassess the situation. Start foundational. How’s your sleep, diet, fitness / daily exercise, internalizing / stress level, and how’s the passion & empowerment of creating the life you most desire going? Imo, that’s what behind the symptoms. Bring your entire life...to life. Reconnect with the dreamer & creator in you.

@zeroISinfinity Rock that imagination like you did the Big Bang, you’ll be right as rain. No use pretending we’re not pretending we’re pretending we’re pretending you know. Also, I think we should both be a bit more mindful of our thread hi-jackings. ? @AlphaAbundance “How would the thought even be there without ego or from an impersonal perspective?” If the thought itself, the ‘matter’ or substance of it, had nothing whatsoever to do with a personal perspective. In the sense, just consider, it never did. Another extreme sounding, but more precise way to say that...what it thought was always for togetherness...but gets hijacked in the spirit of individuality...intrinsically, damn near automatically?

@Nevillizer I’d write down as long of a list as you can of all the specific ways the virus has pragmatically & practically effected your life relative to prior to the outbreak. Maybe ‘what you could readily do before’, and what you currently can’t do, and what you’ve been wanting to do for yourself & your wellbeing, and what you can & can’t do in that regard now (quarantined). I’d also write a list of what the quarantine has led you to desire to do, after it passes. You might make a list of priorities, what’s really most important in living for you, and in togetherness. Then write the mirroring collective ‘version’ of each thing you wrote down, your best guess / estimate will do. A list of what’s actually most important to you and to humans, when we aren’t so busy & lost in survival, making money, out thinking each other, out competing each other, manipulating, judging, & beating each other essentially, etc. Then adjust it overall, or re-write it in statements only relative to the beliefs & actions of humans. Take any accreditation to any outside force like ‘the earth’, ‘nature’, etc out of the mix. Contemplate slowly as you go & I think your clarity of the situation would be ten fold in an hour (not to imply it is lacking at all). Any meaning is relative, so only the arising of understanding within you will do. Which is in and of itself indicative of course, of the relativity of the situation. If you struggle to see outside of the subject-object relationship perspective, that of an outside force, then consider writing out the above in the relationship of parents & kids. Humans being the kids. I know you’re asking for trip insight, but, we’re all tripping right now as it is. Look for that sweet spot...the parenting kids can’t stand, but the parent sees the longer term perspective in their parenting, on behalf of the kids. That which daughters say “you don’t even love me!”, but which is being done, or implemented precisely from a deep love.

@Javfly33 You created relativity. ??

@zeroISinfinity Pretend you’re pretending you’re pretending. ??

It’s already within you. Dreamboard?

@bewustgeluk I’d really consider starting a dreamboard. Fall in love with your life, the feeling of creating and pursing your purpose & vision, and receiving it all as it unfolds.

@zeroISinfinity Biblically.

@Raptorsin7 Really appreciate the kind words & hearing the impact our convo’s have had. Feels great. ♥️ Thanks! @ElenaO If you ever wanna chat, even just to ‘try it out’, let me know, happy to.

@intotheblack First express everything you want to do, be, have, experience, etc. Deeply honest expression of all your unique desires, preferences & dreams for your life will bring to the surface any limiting beliefs, and you will be more conscious of any resistant thoughts as they occur. Then when you feel the resistant thoughts take the time to inspect them for their validity, by writing down the opposite thought, and pondering / contemplating and discovering the truth in it. This will counterbalance, or undue the beliefs and resistant thoughts, and expand your mind. Understanding will arise regarding how, why & when you created any limiting beliefs. This will also expand your understanding & your passion, which will inherently expand your patience, understanding, and compassion with regards to others, bringing depth & richness to your relationships. You can also practice self acceptance in the more direct manor of self love by taking great care of yourself, being mindful of your words and actions, and utilizing things like positive affirmations etc. Simple things like mailing a thank card to someone each day, as it is an expression of the love you are, can be highly effective.

Why are you saying (typing out) any of this & posting that video ?

@SageModeAustin It seems like your anger is a reaction to his attitude / actions...but your anger is the result of your thought about him...and more deeply, your thought about you.

If it’s helpful, clarifying....Non-duality / advaita (not-duality), is the pointing of not-two. This pointing never implied “one” to begin with. Ajata “not even one”, is a misunderstanding of advaita. (An implication nonduality / advaita meant “one”.) Nothing, everything, anything, any thing, any no thing, no thing, self, no self, human self, no human self........and “illusion”....are the very “two” to which advaita points to as being, not-two. “Nothing matters”, and “it’s this”, are already the implication of, “two”.

@arlin ?♥️

@playdoh That’s what she said.

@zeroISinfinity You’re always cracking me up, just so ya know. So much love same damn guy maybe dunno.

To ‘let go of it’, see how you create it. The discord between feeling & thought (anger) happens only within. If you hold a tuning fork made to carry the pitch of G, and someone strikes their tuning fork designed to carry the pitch of G - your fork will vibrate. But if you are holding the intrinsic pitch of the universe, C, that which all sound is relative to (“middle C”), when the vibration of G is in your vicinity, you, your “tuning fork” (body) as C, simply does not reverberate. In understanding, G is recognized as a relative subset of C. In short - the feeling has nothing to do with what he thinks, says, believes, or does. What you’re experiencing is the discord between who you really are, and a belief about who you are. If you do like to take it step deeper into actuality & direct experience...were you not vibrating at G, you would not have come across G (as in him & his anger) to begin with. This is a vibrational universe, and you are a vibrational being. If you want to really dive into it, watch this, do some contemplating. Consider a vibrational reinterpretation of spiral dynamics, as “these lives together”.

This is likely going to initially sound nuts, but I experienced depression and was diagnosed manic depressive, around twenty five years ago. What I found...there’s no such thing as depression. It’s a ‘write offs, a cover up. It is simply not in love’s nature. It is the experience of denying self-love, and believing in thought, via beliefs, and identity. That is precisely the reason it does not feel good - because the thoughts & identity are not true. Society is just so out of whack currently, and though doctors & psychologists are doing their best with what self-understanding they have to work with, if you will...the root core of the situation, is in naming / labelling feeling in error, in misunderstanding reality & self, the infinite love that you are; “depression”, “anxiety”, etc. It’s basically a bypass, and a jump to pills and or conversational mental masturbation further perpetuating identities which are false, unbeknownst to the participants...which skips right over & negates understanding the relationship between thought & the sensational guidance of...sensation - which could not be more “hardwired” into you - is you. Making a dreamboard sounds simple, and it is simple, but profundity is simplicity. The seemingly simple act of writing everything that comes to mind that you could ever want in this life on that board changes the entirety of the experience we call life. As it is realized more and more readily that you are creating, the delicate inner game of giving attention to resistant thoughts, or aligned thoughts, really shines through. The wanting changes as the intrinsic desire of the universe is recognized as your very own, creation, creating. Sit, relax head to toe, breathe from the stomach. Do this for a couple minutes. Then imagine that hug. Imagine it’s another month of quarantine...the anticipation...the excitement. Imagine seeing then seeing her, more beautiful, radiant and loving than ever. Imagine the electricity in the air as you two approach one another. Imagine that first contact of the hug, the natural instinct of fully embracing her, and her you. Imagine that ‘all is right in the universe again’ feeling. The peace of it, the peace of mind of it, the connection, the undeniable visceral righteousness of love of it. Begin to notice this feeling arises within you. Hug all you like - big fan of it here, loving relationships as well. But don’t make a duality of the love. As much as it appears some one, or some thing is needed for that happiness, that feeling, that love - it is but a trick of light, of the mind. It is within you always. It is the inalienable constitution of spirit, if you will, inseparable from whatever it is you call, ‘you’. It is also inseparable from the ‘immune system’, and brother, it will thank you for self-love like a gift that keeps on giving. Dial into this present, the gift is for you.

There is recognition of being, in knowing, in feeling, if you will. It would seem like IQ plays a role, but beyond that ceiling it is seen that it does not. “You’d” have to “go” beyond that ceiling to recognize this. Otherwise its a “paradox”.

If you’re inquiry is ‘at the level of psychology’ it makes sense, and yes thoughts arise after it is realized there’s no ”ego” / “individual” to be found amongst the rest of the psychology / thoughts. At the meta ‘level’, no, it no longer makes sense when it is realized there’s no body, or brain, physicality or psychology transpiring, and thoughts no longer arise. Not in the conceptual sense “it never happened”, or “the separation never occurred”, but more specifically in the sense there is no such thing as a universe.

?? Anything which transpired that is experienced transcendent of thought & perception, what she said and what you heard & saw, can’t really be attributed to “her”. In the relative sense, she is spending her time in the name of / work of healing, but what transpires in feeling, what the word reiki points to, is not some thing she “does”. I acknowledge this is probably not the course of thinking you’d like to hear, but it is the course of liberation from the state you described being in for the last year. The untangling to be done, if there is any to be done, must be done in how you’re looking at the whole situation. Generally speaking, she was a “permission” slip, and a channel of love. Purification within you is what I’d say is more truly at play. There is something ‘in identity’, to be released. Yes it can. In the vein of what’s been said, in that understanding, I am happy to do some long distance reiki on your behalf anytime you’d like. Much like the appointment with her, you simply sit, breathe and relax. Or lie down if ya like. It would be very helpful imo, but we should try to be on the same page with the purification being in feeling, as in that’s where it occurs, as a release of old from the body. The caution is not to ‘go into a thought story’ about it. Thoughts that arise are of the very facet of identity which stands to be let go. Thinking tends to play the role of a ceiling, cleverly holding onto it at every turn. We are infinitely sneaky. Not sure respect is the right word, but, it’s really important to recognize and respect that in one’s self.

Thanks again. Feelin the love. ? Also deeply appreciating this ‘place’, Leo’s amazing work of art, and all the Mods as well who choose to spend their time sharing this love that is. Also appreciating the relationship of questions & answers, inquiries & realizations, a nature we all joyfully partake in here. Truly a miracle, experience is.