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Communion. How to. Your enlightenment is a misnomer, misunderstanding.

@Swarnim Was kidding. Like, have the surgery, let us know how it is. Really though, that’d be the only way to know. Otherwise it’s just thoughts about perception.

@roopepa Meditation.

Just have fun, meet girls. If you have specific things in mind that you think guards might take action with / against, maybe don’t do those specific things. Maybe some self reflection in regard to intentions, and why willing to trade a little conscience for sex. Paranoia is the outward projection of inward discordance / dissonance. The very same discordance actually imo thwarts the point in the first place, as cognitively or not, this vibration is felt by the very females you seek to meet. If your desire in truth is longer term than your thoughts on going about it, align the thoughts with the desire, and then there is little if any experience of the emotion of doubt.

@cetus Most likely.

@Swarnim Give it a direct experience. Write a trip report.

*think like **the thought arises that… x, y z.

@Bazooka Jesus Right, right. Absolutely yes. Trippin in & on the real.

@BipolarGrowth ? Much love sir.

Start being the rightful authority. It’s wonderful. Allow it. “Nobody’s gonna die for me when it’s my time to die”. JH Don’t pretend anyone’s living for you either. Don’t let yourself pretend or believe that, so to speak. There is no assertion. Seems like there is, and there is much to be said for a transitional period. But at the end of the day, someone else’s beliefs don’t have an effect on you at all. You can believe that it does, but without misinterpreting what you are feeling, that kind of believing is no longer possible. So if you feel a certain way, any discomfort in sensation & emotion, start stopping. Before you get caught up in what he or anyone is saying, notice what you’re thinkin & believin, and notice the sensation & emotion are about that. Wouldn’t want anyone out there feelin the love & empowerment of our source, yet thinkin there’s a “problem” which must be “solved”. Allow him to have whatever beliefs he likes. And be sure to notice you are as free as well. Step out of any tangos, ideally when seen & felt coming before they even begin… and willingly step into exemplification. Also, the framing of life purpose as other than you, as something you could ‘attain’, compared to experience you are consciously creating / this very moment being not separate of that purpose… that is likely already very discordant feeling. It’s separative, or isolating emotionally in terms of communion, or, the creator you truly are which is ever-at-your-back encouraging. That which (ime) you are truly feeling discordant & alignment with. Might be more related to that than dad or anyone else. Also on that note, that anyone has any power over anyone else is a con. The only power there is, is that which is within you. When people seem to have power, it’s only due to people believing they do.

“Your”? ❤️

@cataplin Just something to chew over, but as dmt is an appearance, and seems to have euphoric effect or properties, what’s appearing as dmt would certainly be of paramount interest. Whatever that is, it must be rather mystical and euphoric intrinsically. It might even be able to appear at will ‘in your brain’.

@Tyler Durden ?? Indeed. Can also ‘flip that script’ unto yourself. Might be illuminating. Some say waking up is spontaneity itself awakening from a sleep of patterns.

Yes. Maybe let the label ‘in the surroundings’ go. Can be ‘honed’ as well. Sit & relax feel the presence of sensation throughout the bodymind. Then at the skin / surface (whole bodymind), then request / intend to feel an inch beyond the bodymind, and just relax and wait until you feel it. Then two inches, etc. Eventually the ‘whole room’ and beyond. Can’t possibly go too slow with that ‘intend, and then wait until it’s directly felt’.

Cause it’s private, not something you’re imagining. Sounds like you’re moving away from the solipsistic view, (others as less x,y or z than you), and into ‘real’ openmindedness and deeper exploration. Which is great imo.

@Gesundheit2 ?

The definition of conspiracy is two or more people colluding and breaking the law(s). The connotation or collective belief is that conspiracy equals not true, as if the term conspiracy had something to do with the people talking about or looking into laws that were broken, and why, and by who. Thus conspirators, law breakers if you will, thrive on & are shielded from legal repercussions by, the collective connotation. It’s very personal for them so to speak. Do we all need something more than covid to see that suppression is not the way I wonder. Hopefully not. Epistemological & etymological foundation could be said to be worthwhile.

Noticing & feeling reaction, slowin down and creating response. Not stupid at all. ? ?

@caelanb I’ve seen that show and experienced just about everything in it, and I’d be more careful in listening to your friends opinion, which might not be rooted in direct experience. There is even the experience to be experienced, of energetic ‘sex’. It’s amazing. Wouldn’t expect or want anyone to believe this, because it’s really about the direct experience, but aligned & attuned, you can make a woman orgasm without even touching her. Hard to say when this will be ‘mainstream’, but it is true and it inevitably will be and will make blunt manipulations seem archaic. But again, have to directly see for yourself. (The concept of physical “sex” here is just used to point.) If interested, start with simply feeling the sensation of energy in the palms of your hands. ‘Connect’ everyday in that way, then slowly move a hand (palm) over her body from toe to head and feel the exchange if you will, of energy. Again, it’s amazing. (*technically you’re not ‘making her’, but this is to communicate, to point). Also, Alan Watts has a video called something like prickles and goo. I’d give that a listen. Might bring clarity to you and your friends differing opinions.

Existence is synonymous with infinity. Dualistic words, which point to nonduality. There is no nonexistence, like there is no fear. But that is a pointing, and as such is instantly contextualized. The why though, when that is explored, there is actuality. (Also a word which can only point) ‘There’ is only linguistic. You’ve never been there. You’ll never be there. You = here, and as there isn’t a there, there can be no here. Same for past, future and now. But thought makes it seem so.

Why though?

Special awarenesses, such as higher & lower consciousnesses etc, human awarenesses, and animal awarenesses, are the hallmarks & pillars of materialism. To assume a comparison which is not of direct experience is only to have assumed. Similarly, deciding a decision was made.

Why though? What is the intention, what is it you want, what is the ideal outcome here?

@ZenSwift Meditation and trips are best ime without bringing conjecture into them to validate or verify that the conjecture is true. It sets the stage, and that’ll be the very thing you were style with. This can be a recipe for a most confusing rough ride. I’m not saying don’t trip or don’t utilize 5meo, but more, notice all the beliefs, hopes, expectations already held upon it. Trip is a rough way / time to address these things (beliefs). Could reframe trips as basically reward, pure receiving, rejoicing in having ‘done the work’. Less aftermath spiritual ego this way as well. Often one’s signature line holds the insight sought. Maybe allow this excitement & anticipation unto your creating, your life. Trips being icing on that cake. (Nothing personal meant here btw!) If a narrative isn’t even yours, just let it go. Death is a belief. Separate selves is a belief. Fear is an emotion, guidance about thoughts focused upon. Conjecture is conjecture.

If something comes to mind, but is too personal or difficult to talk about, look to how the stuttering served you then, like taking the hit for the whole team / family more or less, maybe diverting attention away from discordant hostility and onto you. Then question if this most innocent & selfless strategy serves you now, at this age, at this point in life. If that resonates, consider seeking out some cathartic experiences, stuff of the intention to let out the lion’s roar. Also, what you’re experiencing is to a Reiki practitioner like changing oil is to a mechanic. If it’s available in your area I’d definitely try that out. Taking the classes, even more so. Anyway you slice it, no matter what thought, belief, or suffering, you are absolutely innocent. None of it is your fault.