Nahm

Bliss is neither an understander, Buddhist, annoying, nor trying. It is itself.

@IJB063 There is no “understander”.

@IJB063 There is no “understander”.

Understanding is itself.

@Shan If God could live in a past & future, experience determinism & have karma, it would be Shan.

You’re talking about yourself. That’s why it doesn’t make sense to you. When you stop talking about your ideas of you as you, and start inspecting direct experience, actual you, a lot of stuff makes a lot of sense.

@freeman194673 For sure. Truth can be surprising.

@Javfly33 Ok, but if you conceptualize your way into solipsism, don’t blame me.

@Javfly33 Quit.

If you were all loving, you would make it so you eternally suffer in hell...? This makes sense for you? Still....would you do that to yourself ?

You + experience is duality. You = experience.

@Scholar Yes, that’s what I thought you meant. Would you do that to yourself?

@Scholar Would you do that to yourself? Are you...kinda? ”Acceptance” is twoness. (Illusory)

“Not-three”

There is an apparent person. There is an apparent reality. And so there is the apparent inquiry... ‘how did this come to be’? There is the intuition, the sense ‘there must be more to this’. “Trinity” meets one ‘there’, stating “there are not three; you, reality & God...rather, the apparent three are actually, One”. Jesus understood & knew this well, but you are more enlightened than Jesus, just as he said. The dove symbolizes the softness, the “meekness” of truth, that which is innocent, known, and forever unknown (Holy Ghost). In the painting, Jesus is holding up three digits with one hand, and holding the cross with the other hand, while God is holding the earth faintly, which the cross stands high above. This communicates the message, the truth, of judgement, sacrifice, and love. The symbols in the three halo’s (the cross, the all seeing eye, and the hollow) combined with the earth they are holding (jointly between) and illuminating, communicate the truth of subjectivity & objectivity.

@Mosess Perfect.

That’s ‘it’ alright. ? ...just gonna...put this..here....sing...just in case you’re interested... ?

Yep. Minus the ‘happens’. You’re seeing how you’re creating the experience of solipsism. How does believing you understand subjective & objective feel? How does believing you’re an outsider feel? How does believing in hell feel?

It’s here to inspect. @Zeal A muggle could have a bit of trouble falling asleep, do to some overactive mental energy, yet fall asleep nonetheless and carry on just fine, because they have no awareness that they are ‘asleep’ in consciousness. Someone with an overly developed intellect wanting truth however, knowing the call of intuition, would be aware there is more to feeling yet not ‘feeling it’, and in misunderstanding & misinterpretation, might cross that line of ‘trouble falling asleep’, into the territory of ‘insomnia’ (trouble sleeping), for over conceptualizing reality, via lack of inspection of direct experience, resulting in lack of feeling and general un-inspected dissatisfaction. One ‘solution’ is to use a substance or two. Another is to inspect that which leads one to a substance as a solution in the first place. Arguably, two entirely different ‘happinesses’ are found in these two different courses of action. Because there is not an I which sleeps, but rather non-appearance & reappearance of consciousness, insomnia can’t in Truth be said to be ‘a problem with sleeping’, but rather, a problem with seeing reality as it is, specifically, in ‘letting go’ of concepts. I’ve worked with this with many people and they did resolve it altogether. Every time, there was something subjective being projected, but believed to be objective, in the ‘that’s just how it is’, or ‘that’s just how the world is’, or ‘that’s just how I am’ sense. It was always from the environment, & mentality they grew up in. Conceptualism is quite sneaky, in that one could have a problem with sleep...not realizing there is no such thing as sleep.

Welcome to the forum! Take your authority back by realizing how you gave it away. Inspect what you are avoiding with your utilization of contemplating using psychedelics - and then reconsider a trip. Tighten up your diet & daily practices, read, research & inspect direct experience for yourself. The distinction between what you’ve heard and direct experience will only become more and more critical. There’s no problem with that, careful not to believe there is. That is one such important distinction. All are just signs, pointing, saying ‘there is more to all this than appears’...don’t conceptualize, inspect - feel. Godspeed. ? If you want to be comfortable with being unsure, acknowledge to yourself ‘sure’ & ‘unsure’ are thoughts you’re believing. In both media & your thoughts, listen to how they feel, rather than believing the content.

"Our enemies act without conscience, we must not.” - John McCain

@Metahuman Sounds like you’re getting stuck on paradigms & the duality of thought, and thus recreating reoccurrences of spiritual ego. Let the stories & grandiose conceptualizing go, and scrutinize & inspect thought, feeling & emotion. Get understanding via direct experience of the basics of being a creator down first. Then create with intention & purpose, rather than getting sucked up by creation. The ordinary is the magical. The ‘living of the ‘regular’ life’ is ‘where it’s at’. There are phases, stages, of ignoring life, responsibility, etc, focusing on nonsense. Look at them, not away.

Welcome to the forum. You are creating your reality, it can be everything you want, so much so that you already are / it already is but you aren’t realizing this yet. Take complete responsibility for creating perspectives & emotions, and for all of your choices thus far. Sounds like you’re currently getting stuck in initial paradoxes, flirting with solipsism & nihilism. Open mindedness & inspection is key to mind expansion & transcendence of paradigms & paradoxes. Inspect direct experience, the path is inward & backwards. You can definitely joke with your friends! Don’t fall for that trap. You are not alone in this world! Don’t fall for that trap either. Notice how you’re framing things up, such as saying you’re alone in the world, yet using “what people paint it to be” as a measuring stick. Notice you are creating “problems” & “solutions”, and experiencing what you’re creating! Also notice you’re claiming you’re present / aware yet creating “HUGE emotional mood swings” - creating experience you don’t even want, while saying you’re aware. No one would every consciously choose not to feel good. Don’t settle for labels like ‘crazy’, ‘ego backlash’, ‘trauma’, ‘disturbing’, ‘losing my mind’, & ‘mental disorder’ - inspect what is actual! Transcend the paradoxes you’re getting stuck in. Never ignore or underestimate the fallout of remaining unconscious, from lack of inspection. Lives go by too quickly for that. Appreciate the many levels of sneakery of thought, and give much more importance to nuance & the distinctions you’re making. Realize, feel, the satisfaction & inspiration as you transcend these ‘things’. Don’t settle for what doesn’t feel good by labelling or using ”your self”, or “other people” in your thought narratives. There is no such thing as a ‘true thought’. Transcend thought, by ‘going prior’ to it. There’s nothing to know, yet plenty yet to understand about oneself. Peel away every write off. You’re creating it all. ? Enjoy the ride!

@lostmedstudent Wasn’t trying to make a point. Sometimes a question brings about clarity, an answer. In this case, it did.

There’s nothing you need to do about that.