Nahm

Were it not for the belief you awoke this morning you would be awake.

@rav Why are you anxious after work? Consciously breathing from the stomach. Let everything go. That’s what isn’t clicking with feeling. If meditation & letting go gets hairy, writing about how you feel. Yes, you can. Even the story about the ego.

@upstream I feel for ya man. Hell’s just a belief though.

@JayG84 Heyyy ohhh. Nailed it. Lol.

Awesome man. Good for you. That was the hard part imo. Now reap the rewards, if you will. “Stuck” is a perspective, a belief. You’re identifying as “the finite separate one who is stuck”, and thus are confusing experience & energy, motivation & inspiration... and therefore logically (yet unbeknownst) accommodating the individual who “is stuck”, in the truth of limitless potentiality. This stems from the illusion of “individual”, which is derived falsely (but innocently) of the very light of individuation. What the hell am I even talking about right? Meditation ‘to’ the place of calm is...fine. It’s ok. Nothing wrong with it. It’ll do, for a demotivated tired individual doing everything as an individual. Meditation ‘to the middle’ is sweeter, richer, actual, uncovering the ‘dessert of the real’. There’s no tired individual there. That was let go. There’s no demotivated individual there. That was let go. There’s nobody there. “That” was let go. Since there’s no individual ‘there’ anymore, and since in direct experience reality has never once imposed a condition upon ‘you’...go ahead and ‘live’ as the whole you actually are. When you get “all that” out of your head, and onto a dreamboard, in front of ‘you’, clarity comes in spades. When everything and anything that you want is right there in front of you, you’re focused on it, aware of it. Unconditional reality is revealed to be precisely as it has always been, and will always be...unconditional. You say you’re stuck, tired and demotivated, ok. Not a bad story. Not my flavor but, cool. Can’t get it wrong, truly. I sure af appreciate having heat for my family. You say you’re discovering what you actually want, by actually visually seeing what you want, and that reality’s effortlessly going to simply become it without any explanation whatsoever, and that you can live & love and relish in it as that story unfolds, well, fuck yeah to that. Imo. Give all the tension, uncertainty, and identity to God. You’ll receive in kind, inner peace & a relaxed mind, love unquestionably certain, and you’ll be the the true creator that you are. I did roofing, drywalling, and clean up on three story new constructions. It was ok. Then I discovered “prior”, and it clicked. I went prior to my story, to my bullshit story I’d been telling about “myself” for years. What I found there was that I was creating - and simultaneously experiencing - a fucking story. So I started telling the story of what I wanted. Some shit arose indeed, and I feared it not. I loved it. I sat and thrived on it. It fueled me, and filled me with purpose, inspiration, understanding, joy, and this sick twisted desire to share things like this with no one. Love you. Hope this strikes the right nerve.

I’m becoming suspicious we’re McDonalds. @mandyjw ?

@dimitri Maybe. Maybe not. @zeroISinfinity Nothing is funny here.

If you look really really close you can tell it’s a rope.... And don’t be fooled by other people in gloves. They know not what they hold.

Wow. That guy sounds pretty cool.

You think that power’s coming from a “message”?

@JayG84 Ya I know. Drop it instead. Since you’re unequivocally making it up anyways.

Drop the childish fear nonsense.

@Red-White-Light Interesting perspective...just something that comes to mind then...why are you doing this whole corona virus thing, in the movie you are appearing as, so to speak...?

Awesome.

Post awakening and you hear “no self no problem” for the first time.

@zeroISinfinity You’re well worth it my good man. Love you. ? ?? ❤️ ? ? @Javfly33 “Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; the one who seeks finds; and to the one who knocks, the door will be opened.” Matthew 7:7-8

@An young being Yes, I meant emptiness. No nothing is not made of something. All realities in a single moment of consciousness would be meaning. Indeed. It all makes a lot of sense.

If emptiness has nothing technically it wouldn’t be empty. Also if emotionless had nothing there would be two, and therefore no actual emptiness nor nothing. If there is infinity, there is not “this other thing” which could “reach it”. The most obvious answer would simply be that it doesn’t.

When you realize “proper”. @zeroISinfinity ?

@Someone here Nobody could really know. Maybe one day there’ll be a book explaining it. Maybe you’ll even write it. But then, that would mean the thoughts weren’t delusional, had use, and weren’t a distraction. That’d be a tough challenge for you I think.

@Someone here “Why” is a thought. You left the backdoor open. I sneaked right in lol.

As you noted, maya samadhi is a concept, which is another word for a thought. “Body” is also a thought, a word you learned. So you’ll find clarity rephrasing the question...”Is thought less or more conscious”. Furthermore, “less or more conscious”, is also a thought. The nature of that thought, is comparison. Without realizing, the very infinite consciousness sought is being reduced to “finite”, as “individual separate people”, which are being compared. As you are not separate of infinite consciousness, experience is reduced with the veil unknowingly added, of “I am separate”, or, “I am a finite object”. You can check this in direct experience by attempting to perceive (visually speaking) ...a thought (to verify it is only a thought). If there is interest in freeing of the unseen matrix of thought attachment, daily morning meditation, self-sincerity, continued inspection, and the fundamentals of well being are the way. Consider ‘inspecting awareness’... Propose the questions, “am I aware?”, and “am I aware that I am aware?” Then, look in direct experience for something else which is similar to this awareness. Look for anything which is ‘just like’ the experience of awareness. Look for where this awareness begins & ends, look for the actual ‘edges’ of ‘it’. Be sure to note any arising thoughts, are thoughts. Specifically, notice if thoughts, as labels of “things”, are being believed or not. It can be helpful to replace the labels, with made up words, to break the pattern. For example, in perceiving a lamp, ‘re-label’ with “hrebzs”. This helps the realization that “it” was never “a lamp”, as “lamp” was only ever, a thought - rather than the actuality of perception. Just as “body” is a thought, “dead” & “space” are no more than thoughts. These are beliefs based on an assumption that ‘matter’ is inert, or alive-less, sts. Again, notice there is awareness, and there is feeling. Consider that thus far, innocently & effortlessly, there has been a ‘pairing’ of the thought “my”, with awareness & feeling. Again, look for ‘edges’ of where awareness & feeling begin or end. Look until there is satisfaction with the inspection. It might begin to dawn that every appearing thought is made of the very consciousness the thought seems to be about. In recognizing the futility of “thinking about consciousness”, a new appreciation and inspiration for the practices & inspection of direct experience might arise. What appears to forget, forgets to appear, and what appears to be finite, can inspect the actuality & nature of it’s infinitude, thus remembering.

@upstream Might be time for some downstream ease & letting go. This came to mind... I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder As I'm gettin' older, y'all, people gets colder Most of us only care about money makin' Selfishness got us followin' the wrong direction Wrong information always shown by the media Negative images is the main criteria Infecting the young minds faster than bacteria Kids wanna act like what they see in the cinema whatever happened to the values of humanity Whatever happened to the fairness and equality Instead of spreading love we're spreading animosity Lack of understanding, leading us away from unity That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' under That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' down There's no wonder why sometimes I'm feelin' under Gotta keep my faith alive 'til love is found Now ask yourself Where is the love? Where is the love? Where is the love? Where is the love?