Nahm

The loving everything & everyone everyday.

I knew a guy once who judged everything & everyone everyday. Like nothing was ever good enough for him or something. He said he decided to love everything & everyone everyday and it worked.

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Without materialism, mysticism points to nothing.

Those thoughts appear, now. That idea appears, now. That wall, appears, now. But ‘wall’ is a thought. Perception is not, and can not be, thought. “Perception”, is a thought, which appears, now. The word, or thought, “perception”, points to what “that wall” really is.

Consciousness is the awareness, of that belief. Consciousness appears as knowledge, but is infinite & thus can not be conceptualized. You can make just about anything out of legos...except the legos. No one, no thing, nor no no thing, is tricking you. One tricks oneself, with concepts, of oneself.

Enlightenment is not a thing, and is only veiled by the thoughts which support, that you are a thing. Enlightenment can never happen to you. Enlightenment is such that no one gets “enlightened”. There is only enlightenment. There are no “enlightened people”. No one’s understanding of the universe (duality) is as direct as your direct experience right now, as the universe (nonduality). Awakening happens every single day. You’re wakefulness right now.

@Grappler If those perspectives aren’t working for you, choose more aligned, better feeling to you, perspectives. Hate doesn’t create, and has no power, no actuality, and no source. Undo, unlearn, unfocus the pattern of belief & perspective that working makes you a ‘slave’. It actually is freedom. It is the creating of the life you want. You might think of this as ‘getting out of your own way’.

? There is a direct, simpler, effortless, natural way of focus.

The relief is in the truth, and in truth you chose a belief rather than truth. Not a problem at all, but it’s why you’re still believing in death, fear & sleep. I feel you are talking to me not at my current level, but thank you for the insight. I really wanted practical advice for my level. Like talking to a therapist, doing some kind of yoga, breathing, healing etc. Blame is a natural though false deflection I'm not blaming the drug, I'm just saying the effects it had on myself. Not blaming the drug, I meant the ‘lowered my consciousness’ part. Consciousness is not some thing people have nor do. Attributing what you’re actually experiencing in feeling, to the ‘lowering of your consciousness’, acts inadvertently as a smokescreen. Without the smokescreen, it’d be practical... “I don’t like how I feel, and I want to feel better, asap”. The orientation here is directly toward feeling, not ‘raising your consciousness’. In this trajectory, you’d naturally look to understand & lift the very emotions you’re experiencing, finding that some perspectives feel good to you, and some don’t. Since you’re oriented toward feeling better, you’d be inclined to choose the better feeling perspectives. This ‘path of feeling better’ leads directly to truth, which is the greatest possible feeling. It is the very ‘better feeling’. Feeling ‘itself’ is guiding you. But (purely-innocently) rather than listening to ‘it’, you are inadvertently hijacking your own guidance out from under yourself, by claiming it as some thing you have or do. This is ‘conditioning’. You learned this perhaps, from the muggles & sleepers. Sorry you had to go through that. Excited you can choose otherwise, and will be feeling better in the guidance of your true nature. Imagine you’re in college and what you want more than anything is to pass the class you’re in, which happens to have the greatest, wisest, most loving teacher in the history of the universe. But you’re hardcore believing it’s your teaching...even though something about this feels very ‘off’. Imagine that teacher happens to be mute... and so you listen, via feeling. The more you listen, the more you understand & recognize the feeling language. Just like sign language. All happens in silence. Then imagine that teacher turns out to be the truth you were seeking in the first place, and that teacher was within you all along...super practical, perfectly reliable, literally always there for ya, always loving ya...just... you were focused on nonexistent “stuff” that doesn’t feel good to you. You’d been looking the ‘other way’ for a while. Abiding by feeling, is what ‘letting go’ is all about. Letting go of thoughts, perspectives, interpretations, misunderstandings, misidentifications...as they arise...that feel ‘off’. Every time you let a not-good-feeling thought go...more good feeling is uncovered. That’s the same better feeling you’d actually wanted in the first place. Perspectives wise, “if feeling says no, it gots ta go”. Imagine brushing some lilies away, and seeing yourself more clearly in the water as you do, and feeling refreshing, clearer, looser, not so ‘practical’, more wavelike, flow, naturally concentrated & energetic, a mellow yet strong vitality of life. If it don’t resonate with the creator - wise creator stops creating “it”. By creator you mean what? What’s practical is what’s actual. You’re present, and experiencing the momentum, the unfolding, of your choices & what you give attention to. You’re creating what’s experienced next, now. Presently the focus is on fear, death and the unknown, and you don’t like how you feel. Your focus is on three things that don’t exist. That would feel ‘off’ to any one. The “unknown”, is literally feeling! Listen to feeling. Let it be known! Let it guide & lead you, joyfully. “Fear” is a label, being put upon that feeling-guidance, which doesn’t fit. Utilize the emotional scale instead. “Death” is some “thing” no one has ever seen, heard, or directly experienced. It’s a collective belief, rooted in misunderstanding and identification. As you use the emotional scale, you realize this via directly feeling this more & more. Take the wheel of focus, relish in the guidance of feeling, and make a dreamboard to co-create the life in your heart, of your dreams, with your source. Thought coagulates. You pick a good feeling thought, and more good feeling thoughts are already being pulled to it. Notice there is no actual effort, in picking a better feeling thought. It actually just feels, better. And better. And better. And better. And better. You’ll be feeling so good you’ll have to sit down and catch your breath. Between the dreamboard, daily morning meditation, a clean diet, using the emotional scale, and letting go of anything that does not align with feeling & what is on that board...you’ll have no use for the Nahm’s of this place. You will recognize this place, as your place. Your creation. A prescription has yet to be written to God - only to I’s. Big Pharma is a false icon. The tragic is that I went not too long ago to a psychiatrist that also has interest in spirituality and he told me that the drugs given to me were like the opposite of psychedelics, meaning they make your ego stronger and smaller. I can't agree with that more, The amount of suffering I experienced was insane. Imagine that not only you erase your meditation progress, but you actually make it worse than before you even started to meditate, your ignorance and attachment to ego, thoughts, self-image, selfishness increases. Because I experienced some ups and downs in life, I now do really appreciate the suffering of some people, life is tough until you get to the 'very top'. I feel for ya man I really do, I’ve been there, pills, therapy, emotional roller coasters, etc, my story was also terrible. From using that emotional scale, changing perspectives, letting go, there wasn’t any more suffering. A mystically delightful day came, and it was realized no one else experiences ‘my suffering’, nor I ‘theirs’. It blew ‘my mind’ in a more literal than figurative manor, like oodles of goodness filling up the noggin day after day, again & again. Even, and especially right now as I type this to you. Maybe talk to someone whom profit of fear & scripts isn’t feeding their family What do you mean by profit of fear & 'scripts' , what people are you referring to, is it modern clinical psychologists?. Also ,then who should I talk to instead? People who choose to sell you a solution, a product, a substance, rather than people who help you to align with our source. People who innocently just do not know, because they have not ‘done the work’ themselves. “I” can not be inside of self. Of course that’ll feel meta off. The definition of "i" is self/ ego, and it's natural to be attached to your self, and what happened to me is that I was not feeling safe because my whole reality was vibrating and I lost touch with my 'original regular self'. From there I reacted impulsively, avoiding it and trying to feel my body by touching it and 'remembering' my old connection to my body and reality as this finite self- body- identity. All definitions are actually fluid connotations. By no longer pretending something is wrong with you. Let go of thoughts which don’t feel good, and you’re on the path, awakening, already. Don’t fear the release of the belief in fear. Thank you! what do you mean by the fear as belief? Fear is a real feeling like joy, isn't it? so are you saying that joy is also a belief? or are you saying that the content of the thought associated with the fear is not true? and do you mean that I should let go of the fear, and let it disappear on it's own, or to detatch from the fear and observe it ? Fear is a word, a label, and is not an emotion one consciously creates, nor is it indicative of who you are, which is precisely why joy feels, like, joy. Joy is much more than even your true nature. Joy is the best of ‘both worlds’, joy is consciously co-creating this life with our source. There’s really nothing you need to do, not work for you to do, on fear, because it’s a belief you can let go of. This will happen quite naturally as you utilize the dreamboard & emotional scale. There are no levels in nonduality my friend, just this love. Rather than claim it or attribute it to me, know it for and as yourself.

Yes, but to even more specific, not even the feeling or sense of being alive. Thought tends to ‘hijack’, attribute feeling to something, and even ‘alive’ paints a color on the inquiry. I’d suggest just that-there-is-sensation, or, just that-there-is-feeling. For any specific areas you might want to inspect this is an insight resource. It kind of informs from the top (left or right) down. Ha! I hear that. Sometimes I wonder if there’s really any thinkin going on in the first place. Godspeed! ??

I hear ya. It takes momentum, practice. Not trying to ‘beat up on’ your post or anything btw, just trying to give my best & help. I think you get that. This version of self inquiry might be helpful. IN a nutshell, it’s proposing the question and then looking to feeling for the answer. In a way it is a more advanced practice, so maybe check out others on the list too and see if any click. Interesting & thanks for sharing that. I sensed a rather tremendous intelligence behind your post. That’s why it seemed to me you might be trolling. Sorry bout that. For sure. Two cents... swiftly let go of anything that doesn’t resonate, doesn’t feel great, and hone in / dial in to what resonates with you. That which ‘we’ resonate with, the vibration ‘itself’ is “it”, so to speak. I heard you on the not listening to too many videos but can’t but suggest Abraham Hicks. A bit different than most, and it’s all feeling and connection through feeling oriented. Good stuff. Godspeed on your path!

Hatred, inferiority, selfish, selfless, are like fear. You keep saying it is, and it keeps seeming it is. Don’t be a robot just repeating shit you learned from sleepers. You learned it, let it go altogether, unlearn it. You didn’t bring that garbage into this place with ya. You are the creator of your reality. Are you even singing properly on the daily bruh? You know ego HATES singing, let alone the notion of singing “in front of people”. Ego like to know, like it’s all solid & black & white, and NEVER speaks of vibration. Turn this place upside down in one fell swoop. Sing.

You’re not an object in time. That’s only in accordance to a story you keep thinking, believing & telling, that you are. But you aren’t. You’re what now is. That’s because there’s no actuality of a “my experience”. There’s no “you”, contrary to apparent popular belief. Aware of perception, never perceiving awareness, aware of the thoughts “I” & “my”, and the thought label “experience”. Awareness is what already is directly aware of perception (seeing, hearing, etc). There’s no “you” in there anywhere. “You” is a thought, awareness is directly aware of. Proof read for contradictions and reap low hanging fruits of clarity. ? ‘The itch’ is a sensation. “Itch” is a thought. The sensation is sensation. No need to label it anything otherwise. Except for communication, like “Dr I’m pretty sure this leg is broken”. Notice you don’t see or hear an itch, it is sensation. “The mind” hijacks it with a label. “Body” is the same scenario. Body is a word, a thought, a label, and never in perception or sensation. Good word for communicating, not a good thought for awareness to attach to. There’s no “you” which has awareness. You can google and read on the materialist paradigm. There are not consciousnesses, or, awarenesses. The words even sound ridiculous. There is not “my” consciousness, and “your” consciousness. “My” & “your” are thoughts, awareness is directly aware of. Google “monkey mind”, and notice you ain’t a monkey. Even if you think and act like one, awareness is aware of awareness. (Monkey’s a thought, like mind). Par for the course. Just return focus again on consciously breathing from the stomach. It’s good to notice in direct experience that one can not focus simultaneously on thought, and breathing consciously from the stomach. That can be an all day ‘practice’, and it’s very efficient. Awareness is directly aware of sensation. “Background”, like “internal” is a thought. Focusing on consciously breathing from the stomach, the mind settles, the activity of ‘thinking’ quiets, and awareness is ‘revealed’, awareness already is / was, but is sort of discovered for the first time, so to speak. Then...revisit awareness (actual you) of awareness (actual reality). “Object” is only a thought. There is no such “thing” in perception or sensation. FEEL sensation, notice it has no edges. Examine peripheral vision, notice “edge” or “border” is only a thought. There’s no “edge” of perception. “Stuff behind you” is a thought, an assumption, not direct experience in regard to perception. Appreciate the infinite “level” of smoke & mirrors at play. Lighthearted, fun, natural curiosity. Not “achieving”, “obtaining”, “awakening”, etc. Just seein what’s actual. “I’m” can not be without thought, “I’m” is a thought. Notice there’s no actual direct experience of “perceiving” “my presence”. Presence ain’t yours because there’s no you. Just presence. By inspecting, expressing, investigating, exactly like you are. An “I” can never, and will never be aware, because awareness is already aware of the thought. Catch usage of the word / thought “it”. “It” is the great veil of subject object thinking. Say what a “thing” actually is, and “it” unveils to “you” reality as “it” actually is. (Without a subject or object) Awareness has never perceived sensations. Awareness is directly aware of perception, there’s no actuality of an experience “perceiving”, nor “perceiving sensations”. Awareness is directly aware of sensation, which is not plural, either. Don’t believe that thought. Which is easy if awareness stops claiming itself! There’s no “thing”, no “something” in perception. Perception just is perception. Thought (like thing, or something) just is thought.

When you wake up tomorrow, notice it’s an assumption based on that you slept, which you had no actual direct experience of. It’ll make it obvious you’re a lucid dream. When “you” are “awake”, God is asleep. When “you” are somewhere else, who knows & who cares where that could be, God is wakefulness. Don’t get caught with your pants down awakening 365 times a year...looking for what awakening is. Intercept the inception, don’t sleep on Barry O! (Don’t do drugs per se, just meant to instill some lightheartedness)

@soos_mite_ah Might be helpful, if you haven’t consider this yet...medi means middle. Meditation is ‘the middle way’. Establish ‘it’, and ‘bring it’ to whatever might be thought to be escapable or escaped from, and it is realized it’s only the thoughts that seem to be the catalyst or call for the escaping. (Not perception or feeling). Eventually being ‘in the middle’, if you could imagine being halfway between asleep and awake, I’m pointing to something similar. Not engaged, not disengaged. Free. Presence. Relaxed, aware. On the ‘beating up on yourself’ front, have a laugh about it. You’re not serious. There aren’t even two of you such that one of you could beat up on the other. It’s not actually possible, it’s hilarious, let it be funny, light, silly, nonsensical, and you’re free of it. Every time, anytime you notice it, chose to relax and laugh. It feels ‘off’ because it’s absurd, not because a single one of your thoughts are true (no offensive I hope). It’s a set up, the punchline is it’s just thoughts, which aren’t actually even about you. When we start recognizing our own thoughts aren’t even true, the body starts releasing the conditioning for the ‘years’ of believing them. Liberation. “Self help” is a thought, not anything in feeling or perception.

@Jollyjake Reiki & crystals are a heck of a two punch combo. Taken the Reiki classes yet? If not I bet you’ll love it. Expansion indeed. Been using them for many years now everyday. If interested, google ‘crystalline’, as to the unique symmetrical atomic structure of crystals, and the ‘distinction’ of amorphous. Some new ‘connections’ are bound to ensue. Crystals are like everything, and yet not quite like everything else. Also google crystal grids, interesting stuff. Another suggestion, as that connection strengthens, move the crystal(s) a foot farther away progressively, feeling into the same connection as you do. By the time they get to the other side of the room, the room ‘fills up’. Have fun & great share man! ??

This is it alright. The trip report recontextualized! ? Thanks for sharing you beautiful sob!

@Kundalini Cataclysm Nice. One can also contemplate, what is a death which is not a suicide? What is separate and comes to end, such that it’s end was not within it’s beginning all along? The seed was of the apple, the apple of the tree, the tree of the seed. ”What” dies, ”Who” dies, “I” dies, “you” dies. Awareness simply remains. Aware of these thoughts now, too. ”Seeds” and “trees” and “apples”, two. The eternal One, aware of “you”.

You are yourself. Who knows your self? Nothing true is known of you! Smoke & mirrors, a truth & who.

@Loving Radiance

The addiction is only to thoughts. Meditation.

@Loving Radiance Like water.

@Conscious life Survival’s a thought. Try to literally find it, point to it. Like death, birth, individual selves. Literally point to these, exactly, specifically these. Not notions, not thoughts about these.