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I’m loving your intention here man, your persistency & willingness. Those are beautiful, beautiful, and perfectly accurate words...but they’re still words about you. Every single one of those words points at ‘who’ you really are. I’ll give a personal example to help, and then I think you’ll see what I mean, and then if you’re still willing, just write five things about what you want to create and experience, or, create the experience of. My five things would be a new company, a new song, a trip to somewhere I haven’t been, a classical guitar, and a cabin that’s like a tiny castle. There’s no need to be realistic, or to consider what anyone else wants, or thinks you should want. Anything at all. The point is the shift from thinking about you, to thoughts about what you want to experience. You are the godhead, and you can create what you desire to. And you have a sensational guidance system, and infinite intelligence within you, guiding the way.

I don’t believe you’re quite seeing what I’m saying, as those are still thoughts about you. To see the difference, to feel the difference, write five words that are what you want, without any words about you.

I agree, and also, I think we’re saying the same thing, but identifying by the model is more prohibitive to awakening than how one thinks about it as experience. Congrats on your enlightenment.

@Gustav This might sound crazy, but have you tried thinking about what you want to experience, do, be, have, and create...instead of thinking about yourself?

Infinite being (you) forgets it’s own infinitude and total fucking awesomeness by appearing as experience, reality, or, creation. As awareness, infinite being is directly aware of thought, perception, and feeling. Some thoughts do not resonate simply because they are not true. Thoughts like “you’re a sinner”, or “God is judging you” etc. Thoughts like this are the natural product of the forgetting you are love...and thus believing there is fear. But there isn’t, that’s just another thought that doesn’t resonate, with the love that you Roopepa truly are. I can feel this love, and you can too, cause it’s what we actually are. Some folks really, really, really, got headstrong and suppressed the feeling which was ‘telling them’ some thoughts just are not true, and created collective beliefs, innocently. So rather than letting go of thoughts which don’t resonate, they convinced others their thoughts were true. This led to mass misunderstanding of what experience is, by misunderstanding what thought, perception, and feeling is. Thought is just for creation, for communication and preference. Your design, reality, which you are being, is actually effortless and incredibly simple. But some folks utilize thought to conceptual themself / our infinite self, and this is very confusing for people who hear this. When we listen to thoughts that don’t feel good to us, we are ignoring, and suppressing, feeling. We feel the discord of this when we do, which is essentially the love, which is infinite intelligence, which we are. Some folks do this anyways, selfishly, serving their self image or identity, ahead of togetherness, feeling, love & truth. That’s ok. It’s innocent, and all paths come from love, are love, and all paths return to love. This is gotten so out of hand, so to speak...that you have bought into it innocently. And now believe you are a separate physical object, which has “fear”. But really, that is the experience, the feeling, of the love that you are. If you listen to feeling, it is clear this “negative energies”, “dark forces”, “negatively oriented beings of the Orion group”, is just fictional, made up...from people attempting to “make sense”...while they are suppressing the very Guidance of sense-ation. If I was you, I wouldn’t do that. I’d listen to feeling, and have a laugh, and have as much fun and love today as is humanly possible.

@Nercohype If you want to directly experience the infinite being that you truly are, today, right now, just be the total fucking awesomeness that you actually are. Let any frivolous shit go. Life is short (apparently). Express yourself freely, like a Goodness Boss. Tell somebody you love em. Notice someone, really see someone so to speak, and you notice yourself, your being. Much love my man, you’re totally fucking awesome.

The Truth is the appearance right now. Same appearance that appeared as ‘the past’. “The past” is what This one same being, you could say “the now”, appeared as. There’s no time passing, there’s infinite being appearing as reality. It’s (you) so perfect, it seems like a reality of separate selves, and separate physical objects. You’re not a separate physical ‘thing’, a “human”...in a physical reality of separate “things”. You’re that which is appearing as the entire experience, making it seem to yourself you’re in a world, which you are not being. Look around, that is perception. Add thoughts, and the perception, which is one whole experience, is labeled, with thoughts. The thoughts don’t actually make any difference to what perception actually is. The old reference or term of “empty your cup” comes to mind. Look at a “cup”, a “mug” that you have, now. Notice, “cup” is not the actuality of what that is. There is no separation between awareness, seeing, and “the cup”. There is no “space” nor “air”. These are just thoughts, concepts, which conceptualize the actuality of infinite being (you) right out from under your own nose. It seems like there is separation only in believing thoughts, like “cup”, “awareness”, “seeing”, “perception”, “thoughts”, etc. Such is “the past”.

Gustav, the emotions you’re experiencing are the alignment and discord, between your own thoughts and the source of feeling within you. Read the emotional scale a few times to understand this. You’ve been thinking this way, and suffering the discord of it for far too long. Change the way you think about yourself and the life you are creating. Don’t search endlessly for a truth or answer outside of you...you already have the guidance of feeling & emotion. Let it be simple, and it is. If you have any questions after reading the scale and expressing a few times, feel free to pm me anytime you like with specific questions, if I can be of any help.

It’s simple, if you let it be. If you listen to the emotional guidance, rather than being headstrong against it. Reality is obviously very convincing, in the sense of marrying thought to perception. It seems like you were rejected but that’s actually just the way you’re choosing to think about it, and feeling is telling you that is way off. Attraction is relative chemistry. Just as you are attracted to some and not others, and this doesn’t mean you are “rejecting” anyone...the same is true for others with you. You can reframe the ways you’re choosing to think about your experiences which are in italics above. The emotional scale really works and is insightful. Give it a few reads, you’ll see. Don’t hesitate to express jealously of what anyone has, is being, or is creating & experiencing...it’s not “shameful”...it’s empowering! In the sense...”the truth sets you free”....choosing a thought to express some jealousy shifts your focus from the grey & black bars, which are thoughts about yourself which clearly do not resonate, because they are not true...to an outward orientation, about what you want to do, create, experience, and be.

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@OctagonOctopus Much appreciated, thanks. ??

@Vision For sure. I’m pointing to the distinction of identification. What you experience, and ‘who’ you really are. The frames, models and theories are building a staircase of identification. It seems. Maybe not. It’s easy to get caught up identifying by / with them.

Oh goodness yes. Conditioning is sneakier than water, it’ll find every single nook and cranny way in. It’ll claim it’s being done in other times, by other selves, and even other worlds. It’s a truly limitless phenomena. It’ll use people in every possible way. Recruiting others to share the suffering, and or believing others are the cause of it, or have something to do with it. This appears to be so common that i took some time and made a webpage aimed at helping with this. Conditioning even has folks believing infinite being is their thought water. It’s outrageously wild. Definitely do that. Also check out the emotional scale. That is the whole point of understanding and using it.

@NoN-RaTiOnAL Awesome. I once had a lucid dream I was watching a movie at the theater, and in the movie there was a tiny old black & white TV set that was playing a commercial about a my life, like an advertisement. It was like a subscription, timeshare deal where you had to invest and buy into it, “for your future” was kinda their big pitch. I remember wondering why anyone would buy what is already the actuality. Anyways, funniest commercial I ever saw in my life.

What does one say to the man who can find competition even in his own breath.

@Cireeric And how are Consciousness / God & the ego / identification the same? ‘Where’ would you suppose that observer / stillness / I Amness ‘goes’... ‘when’ that activity of the mind is present: ‘more’ & ‘less’, ‘closer’ & ‘farther’, ‘I’ & ‘ego’, ‘my’ ‘identification’, ‘earthly person’, ‘story’s’, ‘appearance’, etc...? Great that you’re meditating...have you wondered why that word ‘meditation’ suggests; ‘the middle’ way?

@Jodo Awareness of intelligence & knowledge.

@NoN-RaTiOnAL Beautiful share! Notice thinking about yourself is the suffering, because there is no thinker thinking thoughts...just the thought that there is. Focused on what you want to create and experience (such as by using a dreamboard) experience completely changes as to the ‘relationship’ with thoughts. Emotion is expressed, “thinking” is recognized as insights arising, assisting you in your adventure of creating, and the expressing of preferences. This would have been interpreted differently... Listen to feeling, rather than label it. Inspect, what is this ‘my life’ you believe in? Actually look for it. Notice how suppressing feeling led to over intensifying thought & perception with ‘visuals’, as compared to embracing the actuality of feeling. Denial, labeling of, rejection of feeling is suffering. Think about people who experience psychosis, which is a word for chronic emotional suppression and denial of the suffering which suppression of expression is... Then there is this much heavier labelling of the whole experience in avoidance of emotional expression & release.

@Bazooka Jesus Hey! Nobody cares bout the truth. Knock that off! @Jodo ‘Go to’ the self you speak of. Actually find it.

Awakened = there’s no ‘you’ nor ‘your ego’. “Clinging as much to your ego” = thought attachment = pretending there’s a separate self. You’re actually supporting your suffering with complicated theories and models which have nothing to do with thought attachment.

People are an appearance of consciousness. Consciousness is not something people possess or have. That is the materialist paradigm, thought attachment, the illusion of the separate self, misidentification...subject which has the object “consciousness”...separate of infinite consciousness. Inspect direct experience, you’ll find no separations at all.

All sounds fine.

That is this. It’s already the actuality, the Good News. As above so below. Might have a belief or two, some misinterpretation, misunderstanding, and or misidentification at play.

What are you talking about when you say Consciousness/God and ego/form? What’s the difference in your direct experience? What do you mean by the absolute sense as Consciousness/God? Why are you capitalizing certain letters arbitrarily?

This... What is hearing...literally, what is sound, and the experience of hearing? What does it even mean, “I’ve heard”? How do you know there’s a they, and that this they understands? You’ve no direct experience of this. What’s everything? How could everything turn back into itself, if everything is already everything? Who’s getting an image? What’s an image? What’s meant by “getting”? What’s an “it”? You probably use that word all day without considering what “it” is. How does an “it” come full circle? What or who says you ‘must’ do anything? What’s one? What does ‘getting to’ mean...says who? What’s a stage? Without inspecting these assumptions, maybe you are actually hearing nothing. What is “I”? What is understanding? What in the world makes you believe there is a “Truth”?