Nahm

The enlightened ones stay at not knowing, and do not adopt beliefs, or supplement with assumptions of ‘proof’. There really aren’t enlightened ones, there is only the enlightened one. Perhaps there are beliefs to dispel. Know thy self. Careful to notice the thought of nothingness is empty. There is no nothingness to you.

ar•bi•tra•ry Determined by chance, whim, or impulse, and not by necessity, reason, or principle. Based on or subject to individual judgment or preference. Relating to a decision made by a court or legislature that lacks a grounding in law or fact. There’s no ‘you’ that was ‘born’. There are no conditions, but thought makes it so. What is aware of conditions is unconditional appearing as conditions. If there are separate objects, there is comparison & thought attachment. What is aware of these appears as these. ‘Why’ in this regard is a thought loop of beliefs, which will keep circling back to unconditional awareness relinquishing conditions and focusing on creating wanted. If you are not at peace with this, you may have stumbled into the creating of a life purpose, and thus the being at peace with this. “...when I’m feelin stuck and need a buck I don’t rely on luck...because the hook brings you back. I ain’t tellin you no lie - the hook brings ‘you’ back - on that ‘you’ can rely.” - John Popper, on self referential thinking.

@allislove ?‍♂️ ? ? Made it 47 minutes before abasement in a basement. “Stinkfist” got me. Lol. What a take on purification. Sophia Urista is just so Sophia Urista.

Indeed. Awareness of focus & feeling, and of the ‘clouds’ focused upon obscuring the sky (focus & feeling). Surely new subtlety and nuance will be noticed, new care in standards arises, like capitalizing letters at the beginning of sentences, adding periods, utilizing proper spacing, new feeling unsuppresed, uncovered, in the simplest of caring, we might say of actually giving a shit about your creating. There’s so so much to see! https://www.actualityofbeing.com/expressive-journaling @mandyjw My one thought focused upon right now is believing in you. Feels like a portal, or vortex of awesomeness.

Weirdest thing, but “woke up” this “morning” yet again apparently, splashed cold water on the face, went outside and didn’t know a damn thing out there. Breath taking whatever it is. Looking up, damn. So vast, infinity so beautiful. Thought could’ve arose, but I stopped thinking in the first hour of everyday many many years ago, allegedly. Now on treadmill, earbuds just killin it, just full on murdering feeling with this. Feels so good it’s god damn disgusting. Pretty sure I’m James Brown reincarnated. Or is he lol, not too sure really. Honestly I’d love to help, offer something, but I really don’t get the point of all the conceptualizations, re-conceptualizations, contextualizations and re-contextualizations, the justifications, the rationalizations, the narratives, etc, etc, gd etc. Wish you all the best with your levels and states. Godspeed. ?

@Rilles What’s one more advertisement for consciously creating.

@trenton Well if you weren’t so damn awesome these thoughts wouldn’t be all discord-ish. Good luck with not being awesome. All who’ve tried have failed.

Truth isn’t found in true beliefs or the right conditions. It’s absolute, unconditional. It ‘says’ only, come along, if you feel that’s what you want to do.

Direct experience my man. The path is that tricky.

@Pernani “The challenging feat of transcending my ego” is a thought. If it is noticed that is not found in sensation, nor can it be pointed to in perception, then it has already transpired. Careful not to create work to do where there is none. It’s as simple as others are not experiencing your goals, dreams, passions and experiences, they’re experiencing sight & sound, and their own meanings. They are experiencing their dreams, passions, and experiences, which will always be primary to them, just as yours are to you. Encourage them, rather than holding expectations over them, and you bring more passion to your own. Perhaps ‘we are in the same boat’, vs ‘why aren’t you finding my desires as important as I do?’.

“Sleep”.

You are ‘personal meaningful things’? There are two of you? The noticer and the noticed? “Things”? Perhaps what you’re actually sharing, is thoughts. Did you share the experience, or thoughts about the experience? Why would you expect someone to find your thoughts as important as you do? Why are thoughts important in the first place? A misunderstanding of what’s being shared, might be leading to a misunderstanding of their reaction, which might then be internalized as there reaction is about you, when really it’s about the thoughts you shared (but you kinda believe you’re not sharing thoughts, and are sharing yourself, and thus feel hurt). Sharing yourself... or goals, thoughts on experiences, ideas, and passions? How often to you receive, listen, ask, hear, about the goals, experiences, ideas, passions, of others, without injecting your own... without asking & listening really just being a means to sharing your thoughts? If you are sharing yourself - who / what are these two? Is there a direct experience of two of you? If you didn’t believe the thoughts (& goals, passion, ideas) are you... why would there be any reaction to what people think, of the thoughts you share? Perhaps their response is of recognizing this, but not pointing it out to you.

@trenton Would it be more simple, rather than trying to find the right thoughts about your self, to try to find the self the thoughts are about?

@Gianna You already have ideas. Enlightenment is seeing that they aren’t true...seeing what they literally are, what they’re ‘made of’.

I think you got down to the belief there. Might take a minute to ‘spot’ it.

@ivankiss ?? ?

@Ray Go for the direct experience. Quite shocking, the way one indeed does essentially ‘exclude’ the other. In hindsight it’ll be thought & perception, and not even.

The more you experience the impulse or reaction, and meet it with relaxation, breathing through it, the less the reaction is a reaction, the less it occurs just like any other subject matter. This can be rough, but in not-doing and witnessing, thoughts will be noticed that weren’t before, and those thoughts are then seen as the suffering rather than the sensation in and of itself. Keep the body in mind.

@Someone here It all seems like the thoughts you’re focusing on and believing. While it may seem like the way to liberate from causality and reactionary experiencing is to figure it out, to think more...because the duality is only in thoughts, the opposite ‘direction’ of letting thoughts come and go without believing them is the way. Even the thoughts are spontaneously appearing.

@Striving for more

@Rishabh R Practice expressing how you’re feeling emotionally.

@rd5555 If you want to move, move. If you want to stay, hang out when you want, focus on what you want to in your room when you want to. Have your cake and eat it too. Wondering what’s urgent about this, and what the anxiety’s about. Thinking it’s too much concern for other people’s thoughts. No?

Would it be valuable to you to drop the habit of valuing?

No.

Stop with this childish game playing and dig deep. Ideas of you won’t do, and bypassing is for sexual preference, not the truth. Hangs out in bushes, waits for miracle....