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Oh it does much more than that

If it feels realer than real then you are most probably astral projecting if not then its more in the lucid dreaming matrix. That's how i see it. Visit your friends next time or someone close and see if you can notice the time and what they are doing then confront them next day about it and see if its true. However this will be challenging because in Astral you are more yourself so your priorities are different. I don't have much experience beside a few times when i was a child and once or twice as an adult so besides that i can't say much more.

I have very faint memory of these experiences as i was a young child but i remember vibrations and powerful waves of energy i am however sensing a familiarity to the spinning sensation now that i think about it but not as clear to say anymore. There is also this completely silent/bliss state when i was trying to do it as an adult then it would over-excite me and i would shift back to the vibration state. Its hard to put it into words or make any sense out of it. When i was a child it was more natural and effortless so it could have something to do with our purity and our alignments both physical and energetic.

Thanks for the reply, i am drawn to the same thing as well. Merkaba stands out a lot. My dreams have also been quite lucid and strange lately i must say and from my experience lucid dream is where you are aware that you are dreaming (which happens to me a lot) and Astral Projection is when you leave the body completely(which only occurred a few times for me) and are able to go to other places and see whats going on in the world while the physical vessel is resting. Astral seems like a purer nature of reality where dreams seem more of a reflection or an inner-projected world of sorts. Thanks again, appreciate it i will look into Merkaba more. I was all into this stuff when i first started going through an Awakening but i sidetracked because i did not continue meditation as often as i should of because i was in complete awe by the whole experience and it became all too powerful for me to handle as everything was hitting me all at once. I was getting universal downloads 24/7 and if i was not expressing it in some way i would feel overwhelmed.

There is no problem, depends on what you want. In complete silence you listen to the universe and its source vibrations = sounds = music. Music is not a bad thing, i never stated this. Its simply a tool similar to how we use psychedelics as a tool but if you want to go deep to the core of things Silence/Darkness is where Pure Light/Clarity is Seen/Felt/Understood through Divine Perspective.

Ego fears the silence.

Make absolute peace with yourself. Everything else will fall into place.

Here you go https://ybertaud9.wordpress.com/2011/11/29/fighting-radiation-exposure-naturally/

Plant seeds, move on. Don't blind yourself.

Divine Order <3

Mass conditioning > Fear > False Evidence Appearing Real > Causing Hate > due to > Confusion because deep down on some level the authentic part of their being understands truth with perfect clarity but Ego cannot grasp or accept it yet so they unconsciously attack those who do express something within they aren't willing to surrender too to allow access too themselves. 2c

The Joke is Enlightenment itself.

wonderful

Beyond practice, Being

It is pointless to be anything else.

We don't see things as they are, We see things as we are.

^^ The purer the awareness the more you will understand. Somethings can only be truly understood via direct experience.

Complete presence = Zero suffering Giving the realization that there is no enlightenment or path but a simple shift in awareness.

Been going through the same thing for 5 years with not just my ex-partner but my friends/family as well. They will feed of you "unconsciously" because you are a representation of truth/light they haven't found within themselves yet but if they do not wish to do the work themselves your attachment to them will only distort your own spiritual progress and freedom. I only recently started to cut everyone out again this year, life is so much better and quickly getting back to my pure self again and i realize they do not effect me anymore the longer i stay and be with myself They must learn for themselves in order to grow for themselves.

No one comes before your own peace as when you are at peace you cannot be effected by anyone or anything else.

Remembering who and what you are

The purer you are the faster you learn because your energetic frequency is vibrating as a much higher rate so time slows down and you download far more effectively and efficiently. The Enlightened Master simply figured out how to Access the Newborn state once again.