ajasatya

@Wouter i use jekyll and github. this is my blog and this is the source code. feel free to fork it and edit it as you wish.

sounds like self-deception in order to get the ego inflated. you will suffer immensely as long as you keep up with that struggle to hold that pride in your chest. believe me. i was just like that. let go already.

open your heart completely. this image alone already contains precious teachings:

let her go. if she doesn't want to be with you, why do you humiliate yourself? no. this has been my attitude towards life for 3+ years and i'm experiencing a HUGE quality increase in all aspects of my life. it's just that culture teaches us otherwise. we're taught to be egoists. we're told that altruists are trampled by society. and you're just repeating that without even having experienced it for yourself. be free!

i bet you're not starving. i also bet you have a place to sleep and a bathroom to go everytime you need. you don't know what you're talking about when you say "basic needs".

learn to trust yourself first. don't demand loyalty. be loyal to your partner, but be loyal to yourself first. enjoy the presence of others, but enjoy solitude first.

pick a week to stay away from distractions. just a week. i know you can do it. then see how you'll feel after that.

@Psyche_92's given the best clues: practical measures!

this is the kind of phrase that differentiates true awakenings (heart included) from intellectual pride. ego is so sneaky.

in a very cold winter, a monk used a buddha statue to make a bonfire because there was nothing else to burn. he was feeling guilty inside and all of a sudden, as he was watching the wood burn, he couldn't see the buddha anymore, just wood. so he woke up to his true nature.

because you don't challenge yourself. your life might be too easy.

what a poor lifestyle. it seems like you haven't understood a single word of what leo's been spreading over the last 3~4 years.

find a way to live on your own already. are you 18+ yet? work hard.

deep peace of heart

@momo the brain is like a filter. if you mess with the filter, you get different results. but regardless of your state (drunk or w/e), there's still presence. unless you're sleeping! then things start to get interesting. how would it be like to sleep and never wake up again?

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almond milk is GODLIKE

@Saumaya welcome home!

@ExodiaGearCEO google "Complete Idiot's Guide to Tantric Sex"

data science / machine learning. this is what i'm doing for living.

Reality manifests itself as a tree, as a bug, as a dog, as a star, as a person, as another person etc. enlightenment is being aware of "what" says I AM.

those two are not mutually exclusive

live healthily

this is bs. if you were actually sincere about that, you would have become a monk long time ago. you say that you want absolute independence but there you are, desiring men. stop lying to yourself. you don't want absolute independence. you want to use men to satisfy your sexual needs, just like the vast majority of men, who just want women to satisfy their sexual needs. an intimate relationship is co-existing intimately. it's about sharing feelings, feeling vulnerable and contemplating the the vast mystery about who the other person is. if you want safety and individuality, this is not for you.

get yourself into a difficult situation. stop depending on your parents.