ajasatya

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  1. i'll be planting trees and working with sustainable energy. i'll be eating healthily and practicing yoga. i'll be even more deeply connected to my wife than ever and our family will be filled with love. my children will inspire the world!
  2. oh, the suffering. the best fuel out there! it smells like poop under the surface. lots of inner work to do. here's a tip: pick one thing you want to change and implement it consistently. don't be the rushing fool that gives up too early because he couldn't do everything he wanted to.
  3. it usually takes a few years of meditation and self-inquiry. how long have you been doing this for? you seem pretty anxious about it, which is an indicator of inexperience. i don't know how to actually help you at this point, since your mind is quite made up about the upcoming LSD trip. i think the best i can do is leave you the following food for thought: any concept about your true nature is profoundly wrong.
  4. @Wisebaxter Truth can be scary and frustrating, depending on the steadiness of the mind. Truth is not a visual effect. be careful with what you expect. don't attach yourself to any belief.
  5. @cori you need to understand what makes you angry. notice the pattern that takes you there... even before the anger trigger.
  6. @Santiago no relationship will ever work if there's no sense of construction. are you building something together? do you have plans? are you willing to face difficulties together? difficulties can be a blessing in a relationship. they make the couple realize how they need each other in order to achieve what they have planned. if you're dating just for pleasure and convenience, it will certainly lead to frustration and demotivation at some point. you gotta learn how to face challenges together. teamwork!
  7. @Butters as long as you don't fail due to repeated errors you should be fine.
  8. @Pharion related:
  9. @lmfao try not cutting things off of your routine. replace them. if you give yourself a stretch session, you'll feel WAY BETTER than after watching porn and masturbation. it's a matter of time until your body understands it and make it a new habit. in the long run, you'll be able to spend entire days with healthy habits.
  10. yes. and everyone can say the same thing. mysterious, isn't it? when you think you've grasped it, it slips through your fingers.
  11. @Nadosa Reality still goes on regardless of your struggles. you can just relax instead. enjoy the mysterious show.
  12. i like my protein synthesis and i have no reason to be in conflict with it. the pic you see on the post above is extremely biased. eat healthy food and SHINE. all you have to do is drop trash food. if you want to investigate it, your null hypothesis should be what you see everyday: everyone needs food to survive. the only way to reject your null hypothesis is by finding a genuine counter-example: you either try it yourself or find someone who does it behind cameras 24/7 while being observed by several people for at least 1 year without losing weight (he's achieved stability and is not dying out). until then, there's no reason to take for granted that it's possible to live without eating food with your mouth. be pragmatic and avoid wasting time. breatharianism has nothing to do with enlightenment.
  13. @Eric Tarpall hi there, brother. i'm sorry if that's your reference for birthdays. a birthday can be a big source of contentment. when we celebrate a birthday, we're gratefully acknowledging the presence of a loved one. a birthday gift can be something that comes from your heart. a hug, a few words of wisdom or even an apology. it can be something you buy because it reminded you of the person. it can be something you craft with your own hands. think of a birthday gift as a thank you. if your mother expected you to buy her something, it's probabily because she's hurt for something. maybe she's having a hard time dealing with repressed emotions. you'll certainly achieve a better understanding of this subject when find your way to enjoy the life you have available. with love, thank you
  14. how can you make sure that you're not creating this thread just to feed your neediness and cravings for validations?
  15. yes. and that's why they suffer. the illusion of the ego works like a dark hole for vital energy. you either work from your heart or be drained to death.
  16. @SageModeAustin be honest to yourself and face your insecurities. why do you fear meeting people irl?
  17. do it. you're finally making progress! (i'm not joking around)
  18. to your mother
  19. @Charlotte did you apologize?
  20. @Investing_in_myself i like the following question: why not? the only problem related to material success is when you think that your happiness depends on it. once you're free from attachments, you're free to choose any kind of life you want. there's no happiness to achieve, though. even though i've been growing professionally for 1 year, i've been completely happy for 3+ years.
  21. you're thinking just like i was when i first knew of neural networks . that's a natural way of thinking i guess. the topology of a neural network is not the issue. in fact, a neural network with only one hidden layer is already able to approximate any continuous function (non-linear functions included) to any degree of precision you want, if you have enough data. a neural network would be able to do all of that you mentioned if, and only if, it was trained to do so. the question is: how do you gather training data for that? there are only two options: if you could design the training data by hand, which is an impossibility if you had a god oracle installed on your pc, which is exactly what we're trying to model
  22. @Mezanti you're using conflicting and overlapping concepts and that's why this discussion is pointless. let go of concepts for 10 seconds and you'll have a glimpse.