Scholar

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  1. Hey guys. I have just watched part 3 of Leo's enlightenment videos, and I was watching it in my bed, lying on my back. It worked out quite well for some time, I got more and more relaxed and it felt like a really nice and calm meditation. Until at some point there was this weird sensation of spinning, like everything, including me, rotated clockwise. Every few seconds the rotation stopped and became a wobble, just to continue even faster. It became so bad that I was really afraid that something was wrong, that I might die if I'd continue on to just let it happen. I didn't even hear Leo's voice anymore until I opened my eyes. The spinning was still there, but more subtle, and I remember I could feel it especially in my legs. The sensation in my arms was strange aswell, it felt like there was a weird layer of warmth around them and as if my skin was kind of fluffying up. I don't know if I'm doing it wrong, because I was definitely afraid and not calm at all towards the end. My eyes even filled up with tears before the spinning started, and I have no idea why. Did anyone expirience something similar, or is my brain just malfunctioning?
  2. But what will I tell them? "I get weird spinning sensations when I try to enlighten myself." D: