AlwaysBeNice

Made a website about it that should be in my signature, but honestly, understanding it intellectually.. I don't know, better to strive to direct experience of No-Self or purify the stuck emotions.

So vaping the substances is mandatory, and you are sure on this? By the way, will we see a post 5-MeO video?

And at the same time paradoxically, with everyone being God, we can see clear a correlation between an increase in awareness and kind loving action: that instill hope, peace and joy, not fear.

A healthy environment is really important. People are consciousness transmitters and receivers (with all their being/beliefs-thoughts/words and action). For evolutionary purposes people are used to wanting to fit in really badly, so if you are not careful and or are ruled by unconsciousness (to various degrees), your attention could wander to pretty much about anyone in your environment and try to copy them (to a small or eventually large degree), perhaps not for your benefit, although a more consciousness (more harmonious/higher frequency) should override negative patterns, but there are more things at play like being used to be a follower and taking on that role. If you don't feel like you are surrounded by higher beings, ignore or lead. If you want to stay with yourself, do self-inquiry/mantra(-/breath meditation), body awareness.

After waking up from a narcosis, he literally woke up in a sense in his unique way. Of course upsetting to the woman still stuck in lower consciousness. Some Osho quotes ''I would like you to accept only one prayer, and that is laughter, because when you are totally laughing you are in the present. You cannot laugh in the future and you cannot laugh in the past. All those people who have created this retarded humanity have taken away all juice, all laughter, all smiles, and dragged everybody into being inauthentic. And if you are inauthentic, insincere, you can never grow the seed that has been given to you by this great compassionate universe.'' "Laughter certainly is very special. Your whole body laughs. Each atom, each cell of your body laughs, participates in it. I have always been against seriousness. I have never compared them, but you can see why I am against seriousness. Seriousness can never be total. It is always partial, the very other extreme of laughter. It goes on becoming narrower and narrower and narrower. The more serious you are, the more narrow you become. The more you go towards laughter, the more wide and the more open, the more vulnerable, the more total, you become. Laughter has something religious. Seriousness is sick and irreligious."

They find everything perfect

Walks into grocery, starts working there unasked

Haha he should gives satsangs 'Sir, does the Self control all or do I control myself?' HAHAHHAHAHA

Conversations with God is a classic http://www.universe-people.com/english/svetelna_knihovna/htm/en/en_kniha_conversations_with_god_1.htm

I don't know, maybe yes and no.

Pain is not bad or painful in and of itself. It is the suppressed emotional and mental frustration/fear that creates the suffering. That's why a little pain might not hurt you, or an intense sensation doesn't hurt until it's seen by the ego. Waking up is realizing this, it's the opposite of disconnecting, it is being with the pain fully but you knowing you are beyond it. All 'problems' are part of your dream. And the newfound energy could heal the body, maybe, depends on the flow of life, but either way it's fine, death's natural too.

After enlightenment yes, but the physical manifestation might still be there, but there won't any suffering. @OP, You can do concentration meditation, self-inquiry/labeling (labeling thoughts as thoughts), you are always ready to get to know yourself. I would recommend you do both (maybe do some metta (every once in a while as well)). The more you open to consciousness and your suppressed emotions, the less suffering and the more peace there will be, with that comes a more intense child-like experience of the world, and can opening you up psychicly, both are indeed psychedelic like. =)

Parents shouldn't be holding you back, keep in mind, people, whether parents are not, are largely very insane (I'm lolling when I say this, but it's true), very out of alignment with the true reality of things (God, synchronicity) etc. Parents relationships are really interesting in general I think: They are the ones who did almost all the work to make you unenlightened. Projection many frustrations onto you, often trying molding you into their idea of the 'ideal person' they crave to be, and you took with it all their fears intuitively. It's okay, that's what we singed up for, part of the human journey of this time, it's a co-created. I think they should be largely avoided when you get on this path, especially as 'mentors', because they aren't spiritual guides and worse, they often think themselves to be. So unless you still have loving parents who are really open to your process and are humble about it, and there can be a mutual adult relationship between two equals.. leave them alone (a lot, maybe not totally), until you are sufficiently enlightened you won't budge under their toxicity (because you are used to doing so) and you can truly help them (if they are willing of course, if they aren't just trust their God given path and part ways for the time being).

Fair enough. Then I mostly mean it in the context of solving a 'problem' or mystery or to find joy, instead practical philosophy.

Okay, yeah it was useful, I see, it was useful for me at the time too. But to ironically get to the point of seeing it's not really useful ^ ^ oh paradox

How so? It's just a bunch of thinking. Why not either have direct experiences of altered states or experience other dimensions/realms directly.

Yeah.. I see it also this way: philosophy is just a rather unfulfilling trap to spend a lot of time on. Let interesting deep thoughts come as will if they come, and then just let them go, there is nothing to figure out, and you can't figure out emptiness, you can only be it and let it flow. So yeah my would be advice leave it all behind, and focus on things the stuff that has soul, like music, and spirituality, and just have a little bit of faith in the universe that it will support your brave soulful decision.

Today I had my second guru experience (with Eric Hoogland, in the Netherlands). Pretty amazing, it really supercharges your meditation process, being in such a presence, and the eye contact is just such a unique intense experience, and was a really grounded experience too. I released some emotions afterwards, I feel more confident and my view is truly fresher/intenser, really nice, I also have more confidence in the fact that this absolute is very within reach. It really has a lot of potential to transform you quickly, now I get why it's often recommended by many of teachers I found good. I think it's comparable to meeting your future self, whom has gone through all your insecurities and completely knows and sees you. Yeah, really helpful, make use of this tool (often), do some guru searching, it shouldn't be so hard to sense if they are genuine I think, you should see an extraordinary amount of love, calmness, compassion and innocence (in their eyes). Also, one thing that reassured this Guru thing for me: It's not about giving up yourself to someone else, it's about meeting yourownSelf with them. - If you feel like sharing your experiences, feel free

All of them are pretty redundant, I am extremely happy I am on this path, it's already bringing out so many truly wonderful fruits, but my top frustrations are: - Knowing I am choosing to hold back from surrendering into freedom. I have had I think 5 moments or so when I felt truly close to true surrender but every time my ego went: 'WOW YE OK, OH.. FEELS GOOD B-... But ehh what if I just hold on for now.' .. 'SHIT FUCK, WHY DIDN"T I LET GO' STUPID ME' And learning to forgive myself for saying no to it, and that, despite it being a weird choice really, it's actually common. - Intellectually knowing quite well I am a perfectly good person, deserving of all love and praise, but still seeing constant old subconscious patterns of devaluing myself towards other people. You see clearly how retarded the devaluing patterns are now, you know it doesn't help you or the other person, but still going along with that habit. - But all in all it's all pretty cool to witness regardless, and it's always improving so I'm happy.

I think it's often adults are having a hard time respecting and cherishing their already inherent self-love, imagination and openness. Today there was like a 3 year old in the grocery store I shop, she was enjoying an apple, as I walked past her and made eye contact I greeted her by raising both my eye brows, and wow, I seriously got such a heartwarming awake smile/facial expression back it really shocked me, such a clear expression of the intelligence of love, very simple but so deep, animals have it too. Kind of off topic now, but later I thought, man, it makes sense we tend to have a hard time remember childhood because we were walking buddhas, and it can be such an extreme contrast.

Islam teaches a vengeful separate God generally, that's creates and effect much like anti-spirituality and into complete mind insanity. Sufism seems good though, but that's a small part of Islam

Schizophrenia is described in the blog post, depersonalization from my understanding is suppressing reality/trying to deny the personal self. Both are fixed though meditation and (gradual) self realization.

That sounds like depersonalization (through suppression/trauma) or awakening, or perhaps even both.