PretentiousHuman

Day 80: I’m out of my mind. I’ve been forcing things that should not be taken seriously. Light up a little bitch!

Day 79: More focus now on preventative maintenance rather than on doing Emergency things. I have been enjoying reading 7 Habits of highly Effective People.

Day 78: So far so good in moving on. It’s lonely but we will going to be busy and courageous.

Day 77: Focusing now on healing, growth, learning, maturity, spontaneity, and acceptance.

Day 76-B: Letting go. Not holding on. Setting free. Breathing in. Living free. Enjoy.

Day 76: Not in good overall. But I’m starting to be tired of my bullshit. Will start to be well again.

Day 75-B: Working out is a big factor for maintaining a good mental health. If i could do it everyday, i would. I’ve been smoking and vaping constantly this past few days as i think it’s giving me peace of my from my turbulent , chaotic mind. Will discipline my self to stop it once and for all.

Day 75: I’m in the path of acceptance now and letting go that i and Precious will not be together forever. And it is what it is. Time to grow now.

Day 74: Love Again Eyes were merry like the Christmas. Smiles glisten into a cozy, dark hall room of a five-star hotel. Physical touch as their number one Love Language. Hearts melting into one in this feisty, hot starry night. Sins were forgiven, mistakes turned into lessons. Yesterday’s love, rekindled into a brighter flame. Careless whispers preluding into an intense connection, As Mortals crave to a never ending intimate romance. Hurtful words damage more than a physical pain, Irresponsible tongues, sharper than a shining broadsword. Accepting each others flaws, welcoming any awful histories, Finally settled into one another’s arms. The breeze of the night calms every being on sight. Holding hands on a grassy pavement while the angels on the sky fly high. In this sweet existence, all you want for this is to last. What more can you wish for, if you already have the love of your life? -Louis Perez’ Poetry #27

Day 73: Letting things be as they are. Grateful for things that are here. Working for things that we want to achieve. Focus your energy to the things that only matters.

Day 72: Let go of things that is not seeing your worth is one of the greatest things you can ever do.

Day 71: Healing is a process. It should not be fast forward. Be gentle with your self. Educate yourself. Be who you are meant to be. Be real. Be kind. Be loving.

Day 69: Note to self: Let things go, have fun, just go with what is, don’t resist. Be gentle with yourself, forgive yourself and others.

Day 68: Grateful even though i am confused and heartbroken, things are being hard but i am still alive. Thank you for the lessons God. Amen.

Day 67: Woke up confused and hopeful because of complicated things. Won’t let things bother me for no reasons.

Day 65: I feel very inspired whenever i workout. Plus i get to meet a lot of friends at the gym. G!

Day 64: I’m hungry. Will eat healthy foods starting now. Healthy foods support a healthy body.

Day 63: I’ve been communicating with my former Lover. I told her that i still love her. But also said that i am really willing to let her go if she doesn’t love me anymore. Wishing her all the best.

Day 62: I am too tired from work and workout.

Day 61-B: I have done what i have to do for the day. I was just aware that sometimes, i am too anxious of how many hours of sleep i should have. I should let that go. And be sponsored of what i am doing. Fun times always with my workouts. G!

Day 61: Slept for about 7 hours and i still feel sleepy. I just ate my dinner. Thanks to the caregiver of my niece, she cooks our meals. Will try to take a nap. If I can’t sleep, i will do my errands for the day. Let’s G!

Day 60: It was a tiring yet a perfect day off. Lot of diarrhea, didn’t learn a lot. Won’t sacrifice anymore for the things i love and believe in. Onwards.

Day 59: Serendipity And finally, all things are falling into their right places. You look up in the sky and all the blessings are here. Prayers were answered, hard work pays off. Things seem to be effortless. The weather is clearly harsh but you enjoy it. Peace is constant and not hard to be found. You’re like a child that laughs at every inconsequential things. A cat with a zen sleep, naps every time he closes his eyes. Enjoying your own company, evolving into a better man. External circumstances don’t bother you anymore. The taste of the beer becomes sweeter, roses has been your inspiration. It is what it is, what goes around comes around. The river will not dry up in the rainy season, Rain constantly dripping in a lonely afternoon. Whether thoughts are distressing or comforting, Happiness is just around the corner, if you’ll try to work for it. -Louis Perez’ Poetry #26

Day 58: I slept 6 hours last night. Prioritizing sleep now and reading. Loving my self is my main thing. I’m trying to avoid a lot of distractions like social medias.

Day 57: i hadn’t got my target 7-8 hours of sleep last night for i peed in the middle of the night. Nonetheless, i will continue to read i that happened again.