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What does this mean @Shin ? To go back to our daily stuff?? Sometimes I have hard time to understand you How was your meditation in the forest?

Hi everyone, or no one? I'm in.. and I'm out.. ?

@Awomanaware Yes, very much indeed.

Ahah! I would love to see them! And also couldn't it be helpful to raise the click numbers????

Well, I didn't like the way I put the things together but maybe later we'll discuss this again, I couldn't organize the topic the way wanted to, but it's late right now to be perfectionist? ? Ok whatever.

Couple of last points Well, let's take the approach of everything happens for a reason: seems like you are called to understand and transform the darkness which the collectivity refused and suppressed into sunlight (conciseness, even let's say collective consciousness) I think why the universe gave that innocent beautiful sensitive woman to that who doesn't know any better but yet fierce, wild man who just have the tool of penetrating through toughness; is to have you to create one more complicated evolutionary step forward in mankind. Without people who knows and understands the dark side but yet still have the real goodnesses in their heart, there probably wouldn't be any evolutionary rising of the collectivity, but clear and logical enough than, they need to be conceived in the dark side first to help to raise the vibrations of the light. Yes, you might have a great capacity of destruction but with this type of ability to be honest and analyze, and scepticism, you don't need to be worried any longer being an evil. If get really scared, you can contact me with your actual identity, I'd be happy to help out; well? I'm kind of good at taming evils? I believe you will be too? Lastly, this is important: to marry that light and dark within you: you need to let go of the pride. How so? Let your self less than excellent, "dare to be dull"(*) let yourself be unsuccessful sometimes, rather than getting rid of the parts of the soul which is less than perfect, which is average, let yourself be that very average sometimes. Rather than purifying evvveryy single thing, sometimes be dusty. And yes, you might have a incredibly big power, that's ok, don't be neurotically responsible for it, nature also knows how to handle and protect its tools and sources, you'll be taking cared of, release. And don't be afraid that you'll take it to your ego and then become egocentric, again there will be this thermostat of the nature in charge, once one system has gotten conscious enough, it'll be protected because it takes time and effort for universe too to deliver such units, it'll take care of it.? (*)Homework: book: improv wisdom, Patricia Ryan Madson This is for understanding the importance of being average. Ok. Bye now? I got tired?

2) I hate my father: this is so unacceptable because 'good' people don't hate, they forgive. That's what's honorable. If I hate him, this is less of the honorable me, yet if I 'choose' to hate, this can be my ego again. Here what we need to understand is emotions occur. They are signals for us with uploaded energy. They appear. It just happens, and it's okay. We can watch them, we can observe them, we can let them be our guidance, be our teacher to know ourselves, to understand ourselves better. Sure we can reprogram ourselves, neo cortex of our brains can re-learn, even the most traumatic cases can be healed but not by conceptually forcing an emotion to be something else,everything starts by self-understanding. Love starts by understanding, then we go where ever else. You'll face your father the right way, it's clear and easy to see it from outside, but you are in it, so it probably will take time to mature up emotionally to find your authentic way to it, but definitely what can be said is you are on the right track.? Ok, one last post after this one.

@MiracleMan A very valuable important post. I'd like to congratulate you. This is manly and rare. I took my time to reply this, since this deserves a sincere attention. You are in labor. Let's get this baby out of you Mother and the father: the good and the bad: the light and the darkness,so: feeling clear about the good side, confused about the dark side. You have almost made it into the finish line about the dark side by defining every single element of it in you with clarity and utmost sincerity. Well: 1) I love my father (some aspects) & 2) I hate my father (mostly) 1) I cannot love him, because that means that I become a reckless narcissist like him which is very terrifying because I'll be incredibly destructive to the world. (And a part of me, inside of myself is exactly like him, and somehow I'm loving passionately that part of me because that guy is dangerous, careless, to the point, wild, kind of exciting.. but this part cannot go out to the sunshine, because it can be my ego, I might be serving to the evil powers, so that I might be failing in my journey big time to be the best human possible that I can become, And what about my mother? If I love him, I'll be betraying her, I'll be approving all the wrong shit he had done to her; yet I'll be one more piece of him in front of my mother: how in hell 'I' can accept such a thing to happen, how the hell 'I' can allow such a thing into the sunshine? More, how come I can ask my mother to accept me that way, how cruel it would have been such an expectation from her. I wanna be good and loving, but I saw my 'good and loving' mother being walked all over; how can I let others do that to me, just like that? Feeling inferior to your friend was just a huge scarcity about being like your mom in life, so you were responding not to your friend but to your fear; knowing such a background story of yours, your friend would forgive you instantly so why not would you? And everyone: your that best friend, your mother, me, Mrs. Lullaby.. when it comes to the survival instincts (the trigger effects on very early recordings of the childhood -amygdala portion of the brain-) gonna feel, behave, manifest that way, which makes all of us just simple human beings (who will find their way of justifications for such 'not so nice' attitudes by being simply unconscious or whatever the way it is) but of course being this honest about the case and searching for best inner attitude makes you a sweetheart? as a sweetheart person you may like to learn a little more tolerant to yourself.? I'm gonna continue with no:2 (the shitty stuff?) but let me post this first, without loosing the post

Ahah? @Shin if you like, we can focus on that for couple of weeks, it nurtures bodily conditions to be in supportive states for thoughtlessness or pure awareness and stuff.. are you joining tomorrow? (Ok, I'm gonna go back to my training again, talk to you soon!)

Did you feel any tingling in any your finger tips or in your toes? @Shin

Kind of true though the only thing is that we have such an interesting skill of forgetting it so it's all about bringing the attention back to being present. We are so very well educated to chase after distractions, this is just an undo process I think.. So this time did you accept your kid's justifications @Shin ?

I'm in, 1 min..?

whoever believes it the most and does not give up..

@Leo Gura thanks a lot for that soup recipe, it's saving my life right now! And I'm experiencing a noticeable chance in my energy level which I've needed and am really grateful for. Thank you.

I've always had regular periods too, but I've always been meditating and doing fitness.. it's definitely a mood stabilizer for a lady, some of my friends have changed a lot for good after they started. It happened to me once too, in that period I was doing couple of different techniques at the same time, I got detached from almost everything, my body, life itself, the things we like inherently as humans...I got scared to continue that way, so I cut some intense stuff off, but @Awomanaware don't quit the whole thing, just dose it the way you can balance duality and non-duality, so still you can receive very essential benefits of it..

I'm gonna write about motherhood from my knowledge of astrological symbolism. In astrology, the cancer sign which is also my horoscope and its ruler planet moon symbolize the motherhood. What is a mother? A mother is someone/some-being who gives birth to an offspring and who nourishes and grows it up. So when a 'child' is born, the motherhood is in the service for the baby 24/7 to keep it alive and growing. Till this point nothing is symbolic. When a person gives birth to and idea, or delivers anything to the world, we astrologers call that person a mother and the process as motherhood. A company owner is an example for this: he/she establishes a company then especially the at the very beginning of the process, he puts the needs of the 'offspring' in front of everything: his sleep, his own nutrition, his desires and so on. The motherhood principle is continuity principle. That means after your labor, to grow the offspring up, you need to be there with it to accomplish the growing process. Let's think about a mother, feeds the kid whenever she feels like that, she lives her life on her own disconnected from her child, when the child needs a bath she is not there, when the child trys to speak and walk she is sometimes around, sometimes not... What we can expect from that child to be, probably won't be so promising in this case, will it? Or teaching a cat not to jump on a table: you need be there with it, especially at the very beginning, every single time to teach what to do, what not to do. Otherwise, probably it won't really get what you from it. What we can learn from these examples is whatever you bring into this life, it's practical to remind ourselves that we're mothers from that moment on. So to have healthy 'kids' : healthy 'results' we need to be there with them, with the project: whatever it is in a constant basis. Especially at the very beginning while you are vital to their survival. Fertility is the quality of productiveness: which we would like to see in a 'female' so that life can keep reproducing itself. In our daily basis it represents itself as to be open to universe. How so? If you are fertile, universe can inseminate you with its vibrations and then you can deliver that as your own reproduction to this world. It's when an idea appears within you, you can get pregnant with it then you can give birth to it as a manifestation, action which ends up being an apparent form through you. This is the quality of 'yin' the principle of just being, surrendering, the principle of letting life happen; which supports the yang, which beholds and nurtures the male energy and which we really forget to honor in our masculine modern world. But without embracing and remembering this quality we are always just half way through in our lifes. I wish you all to be merry mothers... Happy Mother's Day to all of us!

You're very welcome?

@Scholar I liked this a lot, I have to go back to my training but: Purposefully adopt light heartedness, playfulness, humor is a really really good thing though! I helps me a lot taking things lightheartedly, because oh, was I that uptight serious person?! ? guys, you should see now? yeah. This is much better?

@The Universe one simple way is put your attention on top of your head. Thoughts, ego, super ego are connected to the 3rd eye chakra, you wanna pass that point up, so keep your attention on your head, even if thoughts occur. There is this 'gee' method, basically you take some butter melt it in a cup (generally one more substance is added I forgot the word now) pure butter is ok too, put that melted one in a little bottle, with a dropper pour it into your noses, both nostrils, while laying down. Then turn to your sides, then put your head down to the ground, as if you're gonna do a headstand. Or, basically put your 3rd chakra (between your eyes) on to the soil. It'll ground some of the static electricity hold in that area which allow you to support thoughtless states longer.

@Dharam you need to understand how women perceive men is quite different than how men perceive women, men and women are two different complementary energies to each other. When women look at you they see your energy, not your features. In a woman's psychology, she is the one who wants/likes to be seen, to be loved, be liked by you; you are the action, who sees her, loves her, whatever it is. If you already appreciate her beauty, that's what she'll be willing to see. Bald is a very masculine thing actually by the way, most of the guys shave their head.. and that shows they don't need that woman-like need to be seen/liked. If she also thinks that she is beautiful, than she probably would like to see you proud to have her, rather than trying to be as good looking as her so you equalize yourself with her: then who is to be seen, who is the valuer?

@Dharam you need to be telling her every single line you wrote here, without changing any single letter in it. With a reasonable tone. There is no other way around. Regarding your emotional state about the situation, what I wrote might sound to you like that I'm telling you to jump out of a skyscraper.. I understand that, but you need to get yourself to that level that you can comfortably handle such conversations. So what this means is, this can be a long term project for you: to build such a skill up. That might mean to go to a therapist and work out to understand why you have an unease to speak up and/or why you are putting yourself in this type of relationship in the first place.. and please don't postpone this work; just start anywhere.. "Dance of Anger" Harriet Lerner Don't get stuck in the title of the book, at least, start by reading it. Wishing you the best of luck..

tell me about it! It's almost like my second nature This sounds quite interesting though, I'm gonna look for it.. I heard of a similar symbolism about the dragon's head and butt, but not under this title..

Excellent share@Epiphany_Inspired thank you very much! Yeah, I know the book, it helped me a lot too... years ago when I did my first de-cluttering, I went through a grief of couple of weeks for just throwing away one of my pyjamas, that was educative for me to see the attachment habits of mine. I've watched Leo's authentic self vid yesterday, what you say is really connecting to that: by staying so attached to the past by any means, like freezing it in our places we're inhibiting ourselves to be fully alive and one with the present moment, which is ever only is... by staying in the past we are not allowing ourselves to be alive and live the life, I think it's really fear based attitude of us especially as women, even to call ourselves 'emotional' is the same example for clutter: Joe Dispenza explains it so well. Being emotional is a choice to stay connected to the past he says, I see huge relevance in these two concepts, as a female..

Wow. Thanks a lot for the insight! This really touched me too.