Josip

A I'm a spiritual kind of person and my mom just today had 2 atacks, she is in the hospital now, so I'm asking are there any alternative ways to help her, also i am not 100% sure is epilepsy but it looks like that

i have no problem being around women but when it comes to something closer there is always that voice in my head whitch is sying that what i am doing is wrong cuz of other girl or cuz i see that nothing special aint gonna happend if i just find girl for sexual satisfaction

I kinda feel the same way cuz long time ago girl left me and i rly trusted her and now when i see other girls around i just can't see that i can be in quality relationship with them, but also i meet one girl last month but she lives in other counry and i am not in contact with her but she is the one who mekes me feel better person, and now i don't know in whitch direction to go, to believe that life will put us back together or i should forse myself to find someone and stop hoping for some miracle.