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Definitely some truth in this. Hard to un-see Infinity once it has been seen. I've followed Frank's videos and social media stuff quite closely for a few years now, so i'm familiar with his awakenings and psychedelic usage. If i'm honest, i'm skeptical that he's at the total God Infinity that occurs at 30mg 5-MeO. You couldn't really function properly long term in that peak state. There would be no reason to do anything because all there is Pure Infinity. I dno, maybe he is there all the time haha. He seems woke as fuck nowadays.

@confused No, spend your teens and early twenties building a strong healthy ego. Work towards some career success, dating, health etc. But you would also do yourself a lot of good by implementing a daily meditation habit.

@Gesundheit Dude, your way over thinking this. Stop wasting your time.

@knoansw Whilst this is a thoughtful post with genuine intention, sports related posts are not really in line with the focus and general themes of this particular forum.

Interesting report. Two questions: Did you realise actual God Infinity during the 5-MeO sessions? and did you have any body tremors, shaking, energy releases? I find it hard to believe that God can be fully realised yet result in no baseline change to one's consciousness.

Theres plenty of examples of people changing their habits and bad addictions after having used psychedelics. I've seen, read and heard of lots of cases of this. However, when people say that psychedelics changed their life they are not really talking about changing habits or addictions. What they're talking about is a shift in context for life in general, or a specific moment/event in their life. Life is seen through a new lense. So the content can largely stay the same, the personality unchanged for example, which is why giving details is sometimes very difficult. But the underlying context for life in general or for a specific traumatic experience has radically shifted. This is why Leo has referred to awakening as a radical recontextualisation.

No one is perfect, we all make mistakes and write things that in hindsight may have been inappropriate. There is a big difference between this and someone intentionally trolling, not being open minded, trying to create friction and arguments for the sake of self amusement etc. Usually Leo's harsh words come from a place of wanting the other user to wake the fuck up and stop being so damn ignorant - it's really an expression of love and empathy, like a zen master wacking you on the back with a wooden stick.

@SunCat Dude, just let it go. There's so many more things you could be spending your time doing, rather than trying to convince a bunch of people on a forum that your beliefs are true. This isn't the place for that.

Well there is nothing more radical than God, so thats understandable. You give someone a >25mg dose without any prior experience and they will freak the fuck out. Yes you're right, sorry I should have been more specific. The doses I mentioned are plugged.

Low dose (<15mg) 5-MeO is not really that intense or difficult. The effects are very very mild at that dose, in my experience. 5-6g of mushrooms would be far more challenging. At 20mg 5MeO thats were the ego starts to properly uncontract, which can be quite disconcerting. 25mg = full ego death and oneness, but still not quite God. 30mg = ACTUAL GOD. So, slowly ramp up the dose.

I have vowed never to snort another substance up my nose ever again. Each to their own, I see the pros and cons. Interesting! Every increase in dose I have done has been increasingly more intense - exponentially. I have been using the same batch the whole time however.

Snorting anything is always extremely unpleasant for me. Why on earth you'd decide to snort 5-MeO when you can just plug HCl version? Just the thought of the 5-MeO dripping down the back of your throat makes me feel queasy.

So as Leo says, this cannot properly be explained to you. Words are meaningless and move you no closer to God. This must be realised yourself. It's good that you are questioning these things. Better that than to just believe what Leo says. But remember to be open to the possibility of it being true. Look to verify this yourself. And I promise you, you will be able to verify this. When God realises itself, which is what Leo is talking about, it's like God is looking in the mirror and finally realises its reflection. It is unmistakable, undeniable. In exactly the same way that when you look in the mirror you don't think it is just a fake mirage created by aliens to trick you. However it goes deeper than this because God realisation is direct. Meaning God a.k.a. Infinity, realises itself by Being itself. God knows itself because it IS itself - obviously! It is not the ego Leo who realises God, it is God that realises itself through the body/mind we call Leo.

Good effort mate - 25 days is tougher than most people think. Last time I was on a long streak I hit the flatline and it completely ruined me, I had to give up the retention. Be carefull about this, treat yourself kindly. Indeed it does.

@tosee2020 This forum isn't really the best place to get this kind of medical advice. I suspect it is just an initial adjustment for your eyes, but you'd be better off calling up your eye specialist/ the place you got your eyes tested to ask for advice.

At the very peak of the trip there are periods where I stop breathing, yes. Honestly could not tell you how long for because I was in Eternity. But it's kinda intentional and the body is so non dual and free of contraction it feels perfectly natural. If you think about when you're in a very deep state of meditation you hardly breath at all, you're very still and the breath is very subtle. It's like that but just much more intense. However, even during the most intense 5-MeO high you can still 'take control' and take a breath like normal. There has never been any difficulty or physical restrictions on my ability to breath whatsoever. Breathing is particularly interesting in high consciousness ego-less states. Feels like the whole of Infinity is breathing itself. Fun question to contemplate - what actually is breathing? I read somewhere that Raltson said one his favourite things to do was breath, don't know if it was a joke or not . Bringing your awareness back to the body and the breath can be a good 'anchor' if you really need it. However, fully letting go of everything is also very important.

@davebryand Yea 25mg is a big dose. I worked my way up very slowly over the course of 7 or 8 trips and always plugged so the come up is smoother. My biggest dose was 30mg and that is when actual God Infinity fully realised itself. It's extremely intense like a freight train hitting you, yet totally still and silent. You gotta approach the peak of the trip with a sense of calm and steadiness. When it gets very intense just breath slowly and intentionally relax the body - you must know this from doing so many dmt trips? Anyway, go for Actual Full Infinity and Actual God - there is not a single speck of doubt when it realises itself.

@VictorB02 The periods of low motivation are really some of the most important parts of starting a business or learning a new skill. They highlight your true intentions for doing the work and show you whether its truly the right path for you. You have to ask yourself, do you still love or at least have passionate/ engaging thoughts about the work even during periods of low motivation? If you completely loose interest in it then I suspect this isn't the right path for you. My experience is that if it's the right path for you, then even during periods of low motivation (which happen for everyone) there is still a sense of 'I truly love doing this and there is absolutely no way that i'm going to give up on this'. This enables you to push through the low motivation, or it at least allows you to take a short break whilst still knowing that you'll be back at it in a day or two or however long. You never really loose motivation or passion for something that you are truly passionate about.

@28 cm unbuffed I'm curious if you're still experiencing high levels of energy? Or have you hit the nofap flatline yet?

@infinitenrgy Please consider using paragraphs in your posts and breaking the text up. This is not easy to read.

*Trump supports free speech that supports and benefits his self agenda. He has no problem threatening to limit the free speech of social media companies or media outlets.

The first 1-2 weeks of retaining semen retention (and not watching porn) makes you feel really quite incredible. The benefits are extremely obvious. This is no placebo from watching NoFap youtube videos. Motivation and drive is increased significantly, procrastination is barely a problem. Depression none existent, and anxiety is drastically reduced. I had the confidence to speak up in work meetings when before hand I would be too anxious to do so. Energy levels are up, almost to uncomfortable levels - I was jittery and restless at times. Sex drive sky-rocketed. Basically any young female was instantly attractive and I was thinking about sex certainly more than usual. Aside from a few small negatives, the first two weeks of semen retention are awesome. Then the flatline hits you. No one talks about this in the 'benefits from nofap' videos. Only after you're deep into the flatline and you start researching online do you find that it's an actual thing that most, if not all, guys have to go through. Within a few days (after the initial 2 weeks) I quickly descended off the initial high. Literally nothing is interesting to me anymore. No pleasure in anything, even nice food. No motivation to exercise whatsoever. I'm usually able to get to sleep within 10-15 minutes each night, but now its 45+ minutes sometimes. My labido is literally GONE. I have no sex drive whatsoever. Porn is bland and neutral and of no interest. Based on what i've read online, this can last for months at a time, and some reporting it lasts even longer?! Apparently you're supposed to wait it out until things equalise and return back to a normal level. Is this a clear sign that maybe men are built to be releasing semen on a regular basis? Or is it just a detoxing process of years of excessive dopamine addiction? I'm interested to know if any other guys here have experienced this, and how long were you in the flatline for?

When Stage Orange tries to use science, rationality and logic to justify the non-existence of God.

@BroccoliSalad It's quite simple. Work out what you actually really want out of life. Be extremely specific. And then make changes and plans toward that goal - and actually take the action. If you don't know what you want, then start with working out what you really don't want. Tip for writing posts: if you want people to give you advice, don't write massive block paragraphs.

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