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Honestly I think you're gonna have a hard time finding a teacher who will motivate you like this. The best answer to your question is, you guessed it, psychedelics! Work your way up to 30mg of 5-MeO-DMT, realise Actual Eternal God Infinity and you'll have all the motivation you'll ever need. In all the spiritual teachers i've watched and listened to (aside from Leo) I could probably count on one hand the amount of times they've inspired me to do spiritual work. How often do you hear other teachers talking about having a desire for Truth? Except maybe Ralston, but he's painfully dry most of the time. I find most teachers are way too abstract and kinda ungrounded in their teachings. Leo tells it like it is, without much of the fluff. You either sit down and do the work or you don't. How often do you hear Rupert Spira, Tolle, or Mooji saying "Stop fucking about! Cultivate a genuine desire for the Truth. Sit down and do the work!". When God Infinity was completely realised (with the aid of 5-MeO) the need for an external 'motivator' dropped away quite significantly, permanently. Reality, Infinity, Eternity itself becomes the motivator, the teacher. You become your own motivator.

@aurum Nice to see you back dude!

@Vrubel Work your way up to 25-30mg. Don't stop until Eternal Infinity realises itself.

Yea i'm not bashing the guy, he's on the right tracks for sure. Yet at the same time, any discussion of God in the context of philosophy is really a waste of time and just creates more confusion. Well I never said language was useless. It serves an important role in our collective self survival. When it comes to personal development and discussing spiritual theory we need language. But when it specifically comes to explaining the nature of God, which is what the video is about, using language will simply never work. Alan Watts is nice but his teachings are limited.

This is true, yet I could also say that saying nothing at all would be more useful. When actual God Infinity is staring right back at you the idea of language or trying to explain the nature of anything with meaningless symbols and sounds become radically obsolete and laughably ridiculous. God is so beyond anything the guy is saying in the video.

@Focus Shift Seems like an intelligent and curious guy, but also seems kinda lost in all the theory. He's beating around the bush and eventually all the talking becomes tedious. You just want him to say, 'You are actual fucking God! I am literally God!'. He spent 20 minutes talking about God but it's literally all nonsense, because all language, symbols and ideas are totally totally meaningless and not it.

@ivankiss Lovely - thank you.

Not at all, I have been following Frank for years and have carefully listened to what he has to say prior to and after his awakenings. Combined with having studied dozens of other teachers and awakened people I have a strong sense that his awakenings are genuine and sincere. The way he phrases and communicates his insights suggests to me that they are coming from direct experience and not belief. I've never come across someone who has convincingly faked a deep enlightenment. It's basically impossible. Your whole demeanor and appearance changes, its quite obvious. This is just silly. You're creating a duality between what you think are spiritual activities and non-spiritual activities. Everything is wonderfull, blissfull and divine from the highest perspective - even working out and building muscle and taking 1000 photos to show how sexy you are.

Definitely some truth in this. Hard to un-see Infinity once it has been seen. I've followed Frank's videos and social media stuff quite closely for a few years now, so i'm familiar with his awakenings and psychedelic usage. If i'm honest, i'm skeptical that he's at the total God Infinity that occurs at 30mg 5-MeO. You couldn't really function properly long term in that peak state. There would be no reason to do anything because all there is Pure Infinity. I dno, maybe he is there all the time haha. He seems woke as fuck nowadays.

@confused No, spend your teens and early twenties building a strong healthy ego. Work towards some career success, dating, health etc. But you would also do yourself a lot of good by implementing a daily meditation habit.

@Gesundheit Dude, your way over thinking this. Stop wasting your time.

@knoansw Whilst this is a thoughtful post with genuine intention, sports related posts are not really in line with the focus and general themes of this particular forum.

Interesting report. Two questions: Did you realise actual God Infinity during the 5-MeO sessions? and did you have any body tremors, shaking, energy releases? I find it hard to believe that God can be fully realised yet result in no baseline change to one's consciousness.

Theres plenty of examples of people changing their habits and bad addictions after having used psychedelics. I've seen, read and heard of lots of cases of this. However, when people say that psychedelics changed their life they are not really talking about changing habits or addictions. What they're talking about is a shift in context for life in general, or a specific moment/event in their life. Life is seen through a new lense. So the content can largely stay the same, the personality unchanged for example, which is why giving details is sometimes very difficult. But the underlying context for life in general or for a specific traumatic experience has radically shifted. This is why Leo has referred to awakening as a radical recontextualisation.

No one is perfect, we all make mistakes and write things that in hindsight may have been inappropriate. There is a big difference between this and someone intentionally trolling, not being open minded, trying to create friction and arguments for the sake of self amusement etc. Usually Leo's harsh words come from a place of wanting the other user to wake the fuck up and stop being so damn ignorant - it's really an expression of love and empathy, like a zen master wacking you on the back with a wooden stick.

@SunCat Dude, just let it go. There's so many more things you could be spending your time doing, rather than trying to convince a bunch of people on a forum that your beliefs are true. This isn't the place for that.

Well there is nothing more radical than God, so thats understandable. You give someone a >25mg dose without any prior experience and they will freak the fuck out. Yes you're right, sorry I should have been more specific. The doses I mentioned are plugged.

Low dose (<15mg) 5-MeO is not really that intense or difficult. The effects are very very mild at that dose, in my experience. 5-6g of mushrooms would be far more challenging. At 20mg 5MeO thats were the ego starts to properly uncontract, which can be quite disconcerting. 25mg = full ego death and oneness, but still not quite God. 30mg = ACTUAL GOD. So, slowly ramp up the dose.

I have vowed never to snort another substance up my nose ever again. Each to their own, I see the pros and cons. Interesting! Every increase in dose I have done has been increasingly more intense - exponentially. I have been using the same batch the whole time however.

Snorting anything is always extremely unpleasant for me. Why on earth you'd decide to snort 5-MeO when you can just plug HCl version? Just the thought of the 5-MeO dripping down the back of your throat makes me feel queasy.

So as Leo says, this cannot properly be explained to you. Words are meaningless and move you no closer to God. This must be realised yourself. It's good that you are questioning these things. Better that than to just believe what Leo says. But remember to be open to the possibility of it being true. Look to verify this yourself. And I promise you, you will be able to verify this. When God realises itself, which is what Leo is talking about, it's like God is looking in the mirror and finally realises its reflection. It is unmistakable, undeniable. In exactly the same way that when you look in the mirror you don't think it is just a fake mirage created by aliens to trick you. However it goes deeper than this because God realisation is direct. Meaning God a.k.a. Infinity, realises itself by Being itself. God knows itself because it IS itself - obviously! It is not the ego Leo who realises God, it is God that realises itself through the body/mind we call Leo.

Good effort mate - 25 days is tougher than most people think. Last time I was on a long streak I hit the flatline and it completely ruined me, I had to give up the retention. Be carefull about this, treat yourself kindly. Indeed it does.

@tosee2020 This forum isn't really the best place to get this kind of medical advice. I suspect it is just an initial adjustment for your eyes, but you'd be better off calling up your eye specialist/ the place you got your eyes tested to ask for advice.

At the very peak of the trip there are periods where I stop breathing, yes. Honestly could not tell you how long for because I was in Eternity. But it's kinda intentional and the body is so non dual and free of contraction it feels perfectly natural. If you think about when you're in a very deep state of meditation you hardly breath at all, you're very still and the breath is very subtle. It's like that but just much more intense. However, even during the most intense 5-MeO high you can still 'take control' and take a breath like normal. There has never been any difficulty or physical restrictions on my ability to breath whatsoever. Breathing is particularly interesting in high consciousness ego-less states. Feels like the whole of Infinity is breathing itself. Fun question to contemplate - what actually is breathing? I read somewhere that Raltson said one his favourite things to do was breath, don't know if it was a joke or not . Bringing your awareness back to the body and the breath can be a good 'anchor' if you really need it. However, fully letting go of everything is also very important.

@davebryand Yea 25mg is a big dose. I worked my way up very slowly over the course of 7 or 8 trips and always plugged so the come up is smoother. My biggest dose was 30mg and that is when actual God Infinity fully realised itself. It's extremely intense like a freight train hitting you, yet totally still and silent. You gotta approach the peak of the trip with a sense of calm and steadiness. When it gets very intense just breath slowly and intentionally relax the body - you must know this from doing so many dmt trips? Anyway, go for Actual Full Infinity and Actual God - there is not a single speck of doubt when it realises itself.