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@Michael569 Theres no way he'll win. Literally no one knows who he is.

When you truly realise what is being pointed to by those words, then you will understand. Mu_ isn't just reaffirming some words, he's sharing the love and joy that those words are pointing to.

I think you have the potential to do. I'm quite impressed with your channel to be honest You don't have crazy views on each video, but its not like you're only getting a few hundred. So I definitely see potential. The social aspect of college is definitely an important factor to consider. Whilst I spend 90% of my time alone, having friends near by for that remaining 10% is really important. Damn, sorry to hear that about your parents. Sounds like a tough situation. I guess if moving out isn't going to break the bank then its probably the best thing to do. I was lucky that my home life was quite stress free. Looking at your other comments I guess it comes down to whether you have the discipline, work ethic, and strong enough vision to make your goals outside of college into a reality. You got the first step down of actually having those goals. Hope some of this helps and aids you in your decision.

I have intense vibrations, shaking, trembling movements of the entire body during most 5-MeO sessions. They're very blissfull and feels wonderful. But they don't continue afterwards. What you're describing could be similar to that, it could be energy/tension/contractions moving around and being released from the body, or it could be something more serious if it lasts a long time after the trip. Hard to say. I would just be extra cautious going forward, and if it continues or gets worse, or starts negatively impacting you then you should consider not using 5-MeO anymore.

It can be answered, just not at your current level of consciousness. I could say that no the bottle does not exist when you exit the house, but that concept/thought is useless for you. That is just another belief. Better to raise your consciousness and contemplate it for yourself.

Did you test the substance? Either with a test kit or by sending to a lab (https://www.wedinos.org/index.html)

You're right, you literally can't imagine it

@Wyeth So young... so young. Trust life more, trust your feelings more. A few comments after reading your post... What do you want?? Are you clear on exactly what it is you want to be doing for the next period of your life? If yes, does a philosophy degree help with achieving that? If no, that is what you need to find the answers for. No one here can help you decide what you want to do in life. Your youtube channel looks awesome to be honest. You could probably scale this up to something more substantial. Are you posting on a regular schedule? Have you considered improving production quality? More specifically about your degree - do you even enjoy the course/work? What is the purpose of doing this degree? I'm just trying to gauge why you're doing the degree. Is it going to increase your chances of getting a particular job? You say living with your parents is toxic but unless its literally abusive or severely effecting your mental or physical health then I would suggest staying with them to save money. I lived with my parents until I was 26.

@Insane butterfly 10mg is a very small amount. Although it should have some mild effects. I don't remember 10mg being particularly remarkable or notable in any way. Make sure when you plug that you push down fast so to squirt the solution further inside. The effects of 5-MeO increase almost exponentially. Did you try plugging 15mg or 20mg? 20mg is where it starts getting really mystical and intense.

Cool idea Leo! I think it will be a good way of bringing new people in and getting them interested in watching the longer videos. Queue a massive influx of people to the forum. I better up my moderating game

Well ultimately it comes down to do you know what you actually want? In reality its not that difficult to change your life circumstances. You're not stuck in your current job. You can always change things. The hardest part is getting a very clear vision for what it is you really want. Once you have that, you just work backwards to put a plan in place. I believe its possible to train yourself to be disciplined. But you need a vision, a goal you really want to achieve, and then lots of deliberate practice as Cal Newport says. You need something to be disciplined for. Using things like the Pomodoro technique, or study along videos work really well for working long hours.

@acidgoofy So did you try plugging it? @Javfly33 I've heard a lot of people talk about blacking out on 5-MeO but i've never come close to it even on a 28mg dose. I've always plugged my doses so maybe that helps. I'm not sure I really understand your question about the difference between blacking out and Infinite Love? If you've blacked out you're not really conscious of anything at all are you.

@Ellenier Only genuine compassion and empathy for Prof. Dave. God bless him in his suffering.

@EddieEddie1995 Sounds awesome! If only..

Locking for low quality. I appreciate the humour but try to post something with more substance and value.

Mind me asking what your current job is? I'm currently working a full time 9-5 whilst also putting in 2-3 hours of LP work outside of that each day. It's hard as hell, and I constantly feel like giving up. I also really really hate my job. So i empathise with what you're saying. One fairly simple thing i've started doing is getting up earlier and going to bed earlier so I have an hour and a half in the morning to do LP stuff before starting my 9-5. It means I don't leave all my LP work til after my 9-5 when i'm exhausted and tired. It's been working out really well actually. You just gotta create a clear plan for changing your life circumstances. Then all that's required is for you to keep working until you've achieved those goals.

@infinitelovegodetc Interesting that you talk about cannabis playing a role in your awakening. If you said this to me 10 years ago I would have had my doubts because my teenage experiences with cannabis were so unremarkable. Since having a full God Infinity breakthrough with 5-MeO last year, my tolerance to Cannabis (and all other substances) has greatly decreased. I had 3 tokes of a small joint the other night and had a full blown mystical experience. Ego was dissolved by about 50%. My heart was pounding out of fear of death. My plan was to just chill and watch a cool documentary (Can't Get You Out Of My Head by Adam Curtis) but I quickly had to turn it off because I began empathing with everyone being interviewed and started to experience their deep suffering and contraction. After closing my eyes and breathing slowly to reduce my heart rate I quickly became conscious that What I Am is Absolute Eternal Consciousness. Completely location-less and time-less. The container of all space and time. Nothing can exist outside of it. It is existence itself, but it is also Absolutely Nothing at all. There's Absolutely nothing to Consciousness whatsoever. It became absurdly obvious that this body and brain are contained within Me. The brain was interconnecting in ways that it does not do in a sober state. It felt like I had an IQ of 140. I was having these super long chain hyper-focused thoughts which were fractalizing off into a dozen other lines and then colliding back into one single focus and then repeating again. I thought 'is this how intelligent people think all the time?!'. Long story short: Cannabis is massively underrated as a spiritual tool if you have the pre-existing breakthroughs to ground it.

I've done around 10 sessions with 5-MeO, with a range of very low (3mg) to very high (30mg) doses. Regarding your question, I would probably lean more towards saying no. It's very 'metaphysical' and straight to the point, you could say. And low doses are kinda rubbish. In my experience it becomes very powerful quite suddenly with increasing dosages. There isn't really an intermediate stage. So a low 5-10mg dose doesn't really do much at all. But then a 15mg dose will be extremely intense and powerful, will result in a near complete ego dissolution and you will likely not be interested at all in life purpose or health. The intensity grows exponentially. My point being is that there isn't really a dose where you can use it for more 'human' insights. The human stuff quickly becomes obsolete. However, during the after glow period of a high dose, there is definitely more of an opportunity to contemplate things like relationships and health. You're in this wonderfully high consciousness state but the sense of self has largely contracted again. So you have some grounding to be able to think about human stuff and 'your life', but in a much more open and interconnected state.

@Chumbimba Seems pretty clear that you know what you want. Sounds like you want to become an actor, so go do that! Nothing stopping you from investing you savings on the side. Your friend got lucky with GME. There was no skill behind his win. He got lucky and followed a trend just at the right time, which just so happened to work out for him. A lot of people lost a lot of money. DO NOT look up to this guy for inspiration. Also I should add that no one here is going to be able to show you what your life purpose is or what path to take. You have to make that decision. You have to spend the time thinking about it and testing stuff out and making mistakes. This is YOUR journey. Life purpose is complex and subtle and depends on a million different factors within an individual's life. Even life coaches will not be able to tell you what your purpose is. Its deeply intuitive and has to be self-generated. A lot of people write posts similar to yours, looking for someone else to advise them or tell them what to do. I get it, its hard, and we hope that another person's comments can shed new light on things. But the chances of that happening are low. You need to muster up the courage to choose a path and commit to it. Everyone, including myself, has to give up 10 other potential paths in order to make one path work. You have to make sacrifices.

I'd say a girls standards are roughly the same on the apps as they are on the street. Its just a completely different dynamic and guys obviously can't express their confidence properly through a dating app. So the girls have to judge the guys based on their profile or on how the guy looks. So it seems like girls have super high standards, but really they're just working with what they got. If you were presented with 50 girls who wanted to go on a date with you, you'd pick the hottest girls. This isn't because you have high standards. But i'm not disagreeing with what you said. Of course this isn't great for guys. If you want a girl to judge you based on your confidence and personality, rather than or in addition to your looks, then cold approach is the way to go. I'm a big proponent of day game, despite it being exceedingly painful and challenging. Maybe 'average', but not 'below average'. I wouldn't even go on a date with what I would perceive to be below average girl. To be honest though I don't have much experience with women so right now i'm kinda content with an 'average' girl.

So much judgement. The apps aren't perfect, but you'd be an absolute fool to not be using them if you are single/looking for a relationship. Theres plenty of awesome, genuine, cute girls on the dating apps who are just looking for some real intimacy and connection with a man. Bumble and Hinge are my go to apps. Tinder is questionable, i'll admit, but still has potential.

This isn't cold approach or game - its just being fucking weird. If he keeps doing it obsessively then there is clearly something wrong with the guy. People here would not say he 'must be a womanizer'. We're not stupid lol. Just because he's doing hundreds of approaches doesn't imply he should be getting laid, or even having a single conversation. When Leo says to do 1000 approaches, it has nothing to do with what this guy is doing on the train.

@joshuahuebner I doubt it. I think its just a marketing strategy to get people to watch the videos. Then again, these days I wouldn't be surprised if someone had some sort of opening from listening to the videos. Not out of the realm of possibility.

@bonsai Yes its usually an indication of a permanent realisation of no-self. If you have a deep ego death your eyes will naturally rest in a very still gaze.