Malelekakis

And what do you want from us? Do you want us to see the meaninglessness of reality? What are you doing here if everything is meaningless? Why are you trying to make us see something that will do no good for us? Was your life better before truth? If yes why are you trying to drag us with you in misery?

Why is he trying to wake up people via his books while he describes the after enlightenement reality as a battlefield full of misery?he says to go for enlightenement only if you have no other choice while he has dedicated part of his life into waking us up?

Why not maintain the illusion, I like life,I like girlfriend, I like mom, after all of this consciousness work I can't see any bad in the world, there's a lot of peace in life, suffering levels are very very low but I start to see that enlightenement will end all of this... Why destroy it and not enjoy it while I have it. After all death will come some time soon, why chase it then?

@Leo Gura enlightenement only makes sense when you hate the illusion

@Leo Gurawhat If I don't want to understand reality and just want to experience it? @Galynatrue enlightenement probably means pure destruction to everything that you have always known, body, nature, other people, everything. Do not underestimate it, it's too fucking big

@JustinS what If I feel alive and In peace? How do you know what is beyond enlightenement?

@5thPablo but again think of the consequences of what that means ?

@5thPablo just be authentic, if she doesn't have the compassion to stay there and listen to what you have to say then she doesn't deserve to be your girlfriend

@Leo Gura why would "I" want to end life?

Are you fully enlightened?

@TruthWhy not enjoy suffering ?I mean that is the beauty of life, why try to avoid suffering?

@Crystalous who's detaching from the self?how do you know what enlightenement is? At this point where I am it's just a matter of choice, I don't have to chase it, it 's waiting for me at the corner. I'm just afraid, to go around the corner because I'm attached to my life.brother it's far more than you could ever have imagined. This path is going to kill you.

I have been chasing truth for years, I have had enormous insights, my life became amazing after this process, I live in total peace and contentment but at this level where it feels like the next step is enlightenement, which is like physical suicide...

Then take your sarcasm and go to find what is true

Is suffering over for you? Are you enlightened? Answer me with a yes or a no

Who will choose to go beyond? What is the point? There is no one there to experience love, why go for it?

How can he go beyond no self if there is no one there? This is probably some higher level shit that I'm not ready to understand ?

What would happen to his experience,maybe nothing? What if osho smoked some 5meo for example?

There is nothing for you to enlightenement. Go for enlightenement if you do not have anything else to do, go for enlightenement if you are willing to give up your life. You will do eventually so don't bother.you can't know what is on the other side, you will never know.go for enlightenement only if you can't live with lies anymore. If you get to deep you can't get out so leave before its too late,you will have no choice then but to keep on waking up. Enlightenement is nothing, it will give you exactly that. Enjoy the illusion but you will get there eventually. YOU CAN'T ESCAPE IT, WHERE CAN REALITY RUN TO FROM ITS SELF

Sadhguru, osho, adyashanti, Rupert spira, jed mckenna

I see those pearls for nearly four years. Everyday. Mostly white. black Pearl's come to a lesser extent and red Pearl's rarely. Maybe once or twice I have seen a blue one or a purple one for just a sec. White ones are my thoughts black I belive are the thoughts that do not serve me. I'm not sure about red. Maybe they warn me about something. About the other two,They are just devine.the only source I had of these orbs was from abraham hicks who said that they are blocks of thoughts translating into light vibrations... Could you please tell me more about those things and how can they be understood and explored.

After all it is part of the process of reality.how can I even be undeceived at all? infinity means infinite deception. Why must i want to know the truth? As the god that I am I chose to be deceived and not know my true nature. What if I finally remember and choose again to forget?

If you are still on this forum you are not fully awakened.

So maybe never

maybe 2 days maybe 2 decades