Shin

Is it ? Did you go to space or really high in the sky with a plane ? If not then how do you know it's not flat ?

One thing is sure though. You exist, whatever that "you" really is. Don't you want to know what that (you) are ?

Chill right now guys

The most profound ...

A vampire with a monk haircut. Couldn't be more lgbt

Both are still trying to grasp reality with their human mind without direct experience.

When it's in a dream you can always rationalize that it's just in your brain and that it will stop when you wake up. But this ... ?

1 second before 5-meo kicks in

You are the cocky sob ☺ You can only feel what you are. You'll understand this one day ?

If you had your own true answers you wouldn't need to ask other people opinions ?

Knowing for sure spirituality isn't new age bullshit

I'll try, last time I did that It took 1 year to recover

Forgot to answer sorry I'm fine now Thanks for proposing

@Martin123

The questions you're asking will only have answers that make sense when you've taken massive leap in consciousness (enlightenement not needed). Those answers will be directly derived by you, not by anyone else. because to understand this, you need to understand how your own mind works. When you'll understand how your own mind works, everything will make sense So less talking, more reading spiritual books (like the Power of Now, or the Untethered Soul for example), And lots lots more of: Meditation : Seated meditation and whenever you don't have to think (walking, washing, waiting etc) Contemplation : "What is x", "Why is x this way" etc (without seeking a mental answer but an insight (see the Leo video about Insight)). Shadow work : Imagine what you fear in your mind, and don't try to run away from it, and don't judge it/talk about it in your head You will understand everything you want to know if you do this daily, it will take some time and lots of mental labor though

As a chillstep/melodic progressive house addict, I confirm, there is some really fine gems in there

Leo improved a lot this past year. It's not like he is not aware that he can be arrogant or insensitive at times, it is impossible not to be conscious of that and want to work on it at the construct-aware/unitive stage(s). Also, the way his mind works can be very different than yours, and even when it feels like he is arrogant or insensitive, actually it can simply be a misunderstanding about what he is trying to say from your part (by the way he is saying it, or simply a total projection (since your mind works differently)). If you really want to help people, I don't see how Leo sometimes acting like a jerk (from your pov) is a problem. It's like saying you will stop to hug your spouse until a different president is elected, doesn't make much sense

As if there was something I really don't want to know will be realized. Yeah "places"

The concept of 3d is seen through when I had those experiences, it's like it's there, you understand that in this dream there is space between objects, but only has a human projection. In reality, it's like a painting that constantly changes the scenery, and 3d or space is something you created to be able to have more experiences. It felt like walking inside yourself, with a spectral body that is a total fiction, and only exists as long as you think about it (or think you experience pain or body sensations), otherwise there is no body at all. Same thing with the mind, as long as there is nothing to think about, and no self reference even with something else than thought, there is no self at all, not even relatively speaking, it's just purely a scenery. This definitely can work, I tried for like an hour, and for the last 30 minutes there was a lots of distracting thoughts (usually quite thoughtless while walking), and also lots of looking away that I couldn't control, also fear and uncomfort at the very end. I think it would help to do this from time to time at places we never walk, like that your mind has a harder time to project a sense of reality cause it won't know where he is relatively to your home or your school/job etc. Thank you very much mate

I'm super fucked yes, cause I had several awakening in dreams (apparently that doesn't count ) and it was exactly like you're describing it. Nothing really moved, I was static, but the scenery was moving (the body counted as the scenery).

If you're totally fine when you go back to the illusion of ElectroBeam as a self, then what's the problem ?

Be more gentle to yourself, you are literally coming back from a different reality (relatively speaking to your ego as of now), that must feel really scary and uncomfortable. It happened to me only in dreams, and even then when I was waking up, it was really messy emotionally speaking for the whole day(s), so if it happens in the waking state, I can't even begin to imagine how much more harder it might be. So what I would do at your place, is to be really gentle with yourself, cause you're judging yourself a lot for having a difficult time. It's kinda telling yourself that you're stupid for going into a specific street because out of the blue 5 bullies beat you up. What would you do if your best friend were in a situation like this ? You would try to cheer him up or being super nice and non judgemental no ( I hope so ) ? Do the same in any situation where you find yourself having a hard time

My favorite hobby is to walk, sometimes several hours a day. I'm fucked lol Thank you

Is the shift/insight a radical change in perspective in your reality. Like one moment everything is normal, and then you really feel like everything is immaterial and/or in your head, or is it an insight in the sense that "I got it" conceptually ?