Shin

You still think you need someone else, higher than you (awakened), telling you what to do. I highly doubt you can awaken with that kind of mindset, since you fundamentally believe you aren't enough. As if someone else can be a better guide than yourself.

Just write God said it. Also write God words are 100% true. They'll believe everything we say like that ! ?

I was looking at a marathon after a fight with a friend, and there was a huge abyss in which on the side a gigantic monster was surging out of. I had to hide near the monster, but it still attacked me, so I teleported me outside the abyss into town and did it again until I was like on the other side of the city. Also before the fight with the friend I couldn't kill someone with a gun while it was firing us at like 2 foot, the friend had to do it for me. I had like several assistants like a secret service agent, but I suspected it was a way to control me from the friend and to hide some sort of conspiracy and that's the reason of the fight I think. It's not that I didn't wanted to do it actually, It's just that when I pulled the trigger it didn't work. Or was it because I didn't wanted to kill that the trigger didn't work ? Or the trigger didn't work in order for me to realize that I didn't want to kill ? hummm ...

Don't forget to look in the mirror guys ! ??✊ Enter the door if possible ?

There is no text so I can't read you sorry ?

Thank you

Ahah, censored by the reptilians pedophiles !

Also we're here for you and we love you. Sounds clichee, but it's true ???

Such chill, much peace, wow joy

In 100 years it's gonna be a thing. If only I could be there to see it happen, I would die, would laugh till physical death ?

I was in a similar situation at some point, couldn't trust any women after what I've been through because of some of them. Except starting to meditate everyday, I don't really have anything more to add, except that you can go through this, as I did. It probably won't be easy, being abused like this kind of create a trauma that takes time to heal, but it will heal if you work on it ?

I was joking ?

Brown bear alert. Be gentle with the brown bear, he does not know how deluded he is yet.

You implied that Leonism isn't your religion anymore. This wont do here

You really want people to hate you don't you ?

Jesus I really need to move my ass, I didn't even once and I spilled shit on this forum for YEARS

You talk about God as if you knew what it is. Have you ever met God ? Or did you just read a book telling you what it is supposed to be ?

You'd better go to a consciousness workshop from a well known (or not so well known teacher), rather than going to Buddhism gatherings. Buddhism is full of dogmas, it's a religion not a spiritual path anymore.

I would have said, above everyone and bend the knee. But a spiritual ego suits us well too. ?

I'll try to remember, the only dream I knew how I looked like was a dream in which I switched between different characters, one being a woman being fucked ?

You care more about sustaining an ego than feeling good right now. You're addicted to stories where you're the center of the attention, and the easiest way to create infinite stories of how your ego is real is to feel bad about something. When you feel good, there is nothing to think about, you just feel good. To feel bad, you need a story that says something is not right for you. To feel good, you don't need anything. To feel bad, you need to think about something.

That's funny, cause I never knew how I looked like in any dreams. It's like I don't have a form in them ?

Walter was the Intj ? Cause he made lots of dumb decisions ? So much arrogance and ego ???

Not only I'm not blonde, but I'm bald ?