Shin

That's a lot of weed used right there.

I deny everything, you can't win against me Mulder !

They both see each other as stupid, but you can't see that if you're biased towards one of the ideology.

That'd be crazy, imagine if that was true !

He accepts your apology He's also a fan of The Buddhog, he prays to him every day. How did you came in contact with his majesty Buddhog ?

European Asiatic and European Arabic. YUMMY IN MY TUMMY !

Go beyond green so you don't have to bash your head against the wall whenever you hear people talk about eating meat, it's normal that they do, and will continue to do so for a very long time. Being mad and demonizing people that eat meat is not helping, I never saw an annoying vegan changes any meat eater point of view, if anything it just makes things worse. Not only you feel bad about it, but you try to make other people feel bad for something they aren't even conscious it's a real problem, because it isn't for them. It's as if a saint came to you every day telling you you're stupidly unconscious and dumb, that your materialistic way of seeing the world stink and is outdated, even dangerous, it's all your fault and you're a devil for doing so. The truth is that you have no idea what that man says, not really, it makes no sense and it just pisses you off, because he's just being a pushy arrogant ass.

I love you too

Everything you do in your life, one way or another has the underlying purpose to make you feel happier. You never do something thinking that it will make you sad, you only ever do things that you think will make you happy, right ? In other words, whatever you see around you, is an attempt to maximize happiness, even the most atrocious things that are happening right now. Whatever has ever happened, is happening, and will happen is made to create a more harmonious, amazing world. So if you feel down, unhappy and lost, that is also part of this, even though it is hard to accept or even just to entertain in your mind. All the pain, failures, humiliation, suffering and despair is only there to make you stronger, not just you, but everyone and everything else. Infinite wisdom and love is created everytime you, whoever you are suffered. You are more important than you think, and even more than you could possibly dream of. Every second you are smiling, the whole cosmos is smiling, that's how powerful you are. There is literally nothing you can't do, nothing you can't create, nothing you can't dream of. The entire world is in love with you. That's how amazing you are, how strong and beautiful you are. You are literally the most important thing in the entire universe.

Yes ?

That's not how he looks like.

Thanks I'll watch it ? Do you have advices on how to conduct a day after a sleepless night ? It didn't happen in so long, and it happens at a bad timing to say the least ?

It's hard to be mad at anyone when you understand this on the big picture. Also help not to be mad at yourself ? We need to be careful not to use this as an excuse to stay in our old ways though ?

Everything is possible. The real question is, what do you truly want to do ?

The best dream is the one you envisioned years ago, even decades. I can't wait to see what will happen. ?

Thanks ?

Let's start with the symptoms ... ... and the potential "Superpowers": *In fact there is no "superpowers", you rob yourself of your own masculinity by fapping and watching porn, it's only what you are by default. Usefull links: Some videos:

Almost impossible not to see a triangle. So convincing :3

Looks like you're afraid of relationships more than a genuine need to stay single imo. It's a defense mechanism that I personally used for a year or two at the beginning, but sooner or later you'll have to face the truth, that you really do want relationships. That's just a basic need for any human being.

I was in a weird town where I was shocked to find Sam from Supernatural in a house. Then I was in a storehouse preparing defense against something, the storehouse was full of pepsi and orangina (I had to stop any kind of sugar cause of a hypersensibility to it recently ). That's all I remember unfortunately, make what you want out of it

You can go back to your old ways even after 3 years being sober. You're never completely free of an old addiction if you don't have a healthy lifestyle + clear and inspiring goals. I mean the term addiction is a bit excessive for my case, but you can definitely go back, and yes, it's really useless when you get out of it again and make the comparison (in retrospect, that's a good thing, now I'm 200% sure). It literally adds nothing of value to masturbate, it just takes energy and makes you lazy. I mean that should be obvious but ...

@seeking_brilliance I had some good ones since then, but I don't remember them sadly. I'll put the intetion to remember this night

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