Shin

Do it now.

You are your own child

30 fucking days till spring, oh boyz, this year gonna be the year ! Guess I'll have to move to a warm country at some point, I do need my outdoor meditation sessions :3

There is no death if nothing exist, and there is no death if you live as everything.

I would meditate and comtemplate in a plain/forest for all of my free time. Already what I planned to do as soon as spring comes though ^^

It's also bothering them, they don't want you to change, classic group homeostasis at play.

A lot of people only do all of that in order to mask their hidden sadness, the void they don't want to face, not because it is natural to them.

You're very far away from the path if someone you can't even see, pisses you off. The fact that she pisses you off is a good thing, you should see that as a warning sign that your ego is very active at the moment.

You'll drop your anger soon enough if you continue to practice, and this will be the best thing that ever happened to you.

Happiness is when you can stay all day in the forest just watching nature and being happy by just doing that, without a single thought. Sex is weird though.

Just like any male. Sounds like you have issues with women.

Most drugs are about stimulating your senses, which is totally about excitement. Nothing wrong with it if you do it for spiritual purpose, or just for fun when you feel like it, assuming you have a lot of self control (which so few people have). The rest of them are about calming your mind, which can be done permanently with difficult but rewarding consciousness work. These people are most likely lying to themself, a sane person doesn't need any drug, especially not on a weekly (and certainly not on a daily) basis. Excitment is fine as long as you don't cling to it.

Cold as fuck ^^

The need for love and attention is an illusion that our mind is creating, It is our ego that tries to access the self/god/consciousness by ineffective ways, and it can't do it any other way, because the ego by definition is what makes us act incousciously. There is a reason why nothing can't satisfy us for long, and why we always tell ourself "this thing will be THE thing" (maybe not that obviously, but we ALL do it). Basically, it is because we want to fill that void that we inconsciouly feel (otherwise we wouldn't try to), but nothing can be filled. We have that impression because there is moments where we feel perfect happiness/peace, but these moments are always there, if we don't put any conditions on it, and if we stop seeking them. I know I am repeating myself, but this is very important, if you don't try to embody this (I'm talking to everybody here), and actually feel it, you'll be going full circle all your life. You'll never be happy and fulfilled for long, there will always be drama, there will always be psychological issues (yes, 99.9% of people are mad, including myself), you'll always crave something, and most importantly, you'll never experience the deep connection there is between all things (which blows away the love you think you want), Which will lead you to actually do what you really want in your life, which will lead you to be (it's more about the intensity) deeply fulfilled. To see this you just need to apply what Leo is talking in his consciousness/spirituality videos, or Eckhart Tolle in his books (They are straight to the point, no cryptic bullshit). It's not complicated, and everyone can access it, you just need to stop bullshitting yourself and seeking in the wrong places, the only place that needs investigation is your own life, everything else is secondary.

Jesus tried, apparently, it doesn't work.

I love you too

It is very important for the ego.

Making babies because your ego think it will fulfill itself, is one of the worst mistake one can make. Look at all the moms that are miserable with their kids, that don't even care about them ... If the need to have children doesn't feel authentic, then back off.

(True) Love is when you realize there is no boundary between "you" and everything else. You don't need anything from anyone, since you already are everything. This is why you feel amazing when you help other people, because in the end, you're helping yourself.

People become unique because billions of others are inconscious/lazy and copy a role from their culture/social circles. It's the things you create in your life that can be unique, not your mortal shell, nothing comes from your ego. Just my interpretation of it, like a lot of other things, how could you really know ?

"Oh that's boring"

Just remember how unconscious you were before doing self-help. If you can't, that means you're not deep enough yet, that's ok.

Don't listen to that, it's the weakest part of who you really are which is trying to tear you down.

That implies hiding your true motive from the get go, as soon as you have a date, you should clarify instantly that you aren't searching anything serious and just trying to resolve your anxiety/attractiveness problem with women. That demands some balls and honesty, but that's what a real man is about right ?

Intuition is when you know you have to do something, but you have no rationalization to explain that act. It comes from the self/consciousness/god whatever you want to call it, the highest form of intelligence there is, and this is why you'll never be able to understand why or how you'll do the thing that your intuition tells you to do. Most people think their intuition are just silly dreams, when in fact, this is what they are born to do.