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Yeah but no. It trains to disconnect from everything, as if you were something outside of everything else. That's just a coping mechanism, Buddhism is a coping mechanism !

Property of Leo Gura. You'll be trendy in approximately 2010 years give or take.

Falling in love with yourself an infinite number of time, by forgetting that you are God almighty, the beloved and the lover. The creator of all, telling itself it's just a poor sad human who has no control, just to remember it did it all to be amazed again of its infinite capacity to create, enjoy and love itself, FOREVER ! ??????????

Imagine your favorite movie. How much would you pay to forget everything about it and see it as if it was the first time again ? ???

I don't know about you, but I prefer going in a rollercoaster myself than watching a video on youtube. More fun.

Certainty of what ?

You're imagining that you're looking through eyes in the first place. You're also imagining that you have a body and hands, and that there is others/objects and a clear separation and distinctions between those things. You're imagining there is an inert screen, but you could imagine it suddenly has eyes and look at you, or simply is sentient without anything else changing about it visually. You're imagining everything, stop being so stuck in your ass and open your mind. You're just parotting what your mind tells you on repeat now, what's the point ? Are you here just to tell everyone they are wrong and you're the only one to be right ? How is this remotely close to self-actualization or spirituality ?

Because the state of consciousness I am now, ego-consciousness, is not what is ultimately true. I'm not aware that I am God right now.

When I was awake there was no one else, just me as a singularity playing with myself through different forms, and the only true feeling so to speak that I could feel was infinite intelligence/love towards everything experienced, even though technically nothing was experienced by anyone (it's kind of a paradox that can't be explained). Every other feelings, sensations and visuals, everything was "experienced"' inside that infinite intelligence/love and was it at the same time. Also there was "others", and those others felt as much alive as the sky, a wall, or other objects, and everything felt like a reflection of myself interacting with an ego I constructed to experience those "others". Those "others" felt like infinitely alive and as much sentient as the ego I created to experience them and the rest of the "dream", except of course I was experiencing them and the ego inside my real self (which is God/Infinity etc.), they all felt much more real than right now. So you could say there are no others, but there is no you as you think you are right now either. This "other or no other" debate is fruitless, cause it already assume there is a personal self, there isn't, there is God which is an all encompassing self, which is very very different and can't be understood through words and concepts, only directly. The way you experience life as God is so profound and deep that honestly all those words I said feel infinitely small to the grandiose of what God/You/I am. It's the most amazing shit ever, nothing come even close, and it's so obvious why when you awaken.

Mainly realizing that you're nothing in particular, or realizing that you're everything. But there are degrees like you can realize that you're everything but you don't realize you're God or infinite love. Or you can realize that there is no self, but not realizing the above and/or that everything is a giant infinite mind. There is like an infinite combinations of all those and more (that you can't even put into words), and some teachers have only a very specific awakening and take it for the ultimate truth. This'll explain it way better than this post: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OgtPGEBGUWw

Cause it's the truth That being said it can be tricky cause you could only see one side of it and totally miss the other (like the neo advaita dudes and even Buddhists).

If you can save her, then do everything you can. If you can't, the best thing you could do for her is to accept it totally, and be as happy as you can to spend her last weeks/months/years with you.

You won't be without meaning forever, at least it's not gonna be like you think it will be. It's gonna be more like infinite aspiration, joy, energy and love. You'll be with your mom forever too, cause she was you the whole time, so as Leo, people on this forum, the chair/ceiling, past/future, other dimensions, me and pretty much everything you could think of and can't.

lmao when some of you'll see that you were arguing with yourself the whole time.

I didn't say to do nothing, just that acceptance and understanding is much much better if you want to go through anything in life than demonization and blaming I'm the first one to roll my eyes and say that toxic green go way to far, stage orange and green hates me

Yeah well that's a necessary step in the evolution of mankind. That's just the toxic stage green overeaction, it will pass eventually.

It's only in retrospect that you can know when you were mental masturbating, so there is no line.

Intimacy, reproduction, survival, fun.

Full circle

I'd wish to travel 1000 years in the future and see what Leonism is like at that time. That'd be so funny ???

No, not right now. Very useful to know to discard everything I said right ? ? Too bad for you, I'm saying the exact same thing as Leo, Jesus, and Rumi. Will you consider them enlightened enough to entertain the possibility that you are wrong or will you find an another excuse then ? ?

You ask questions that wouldn't need to be asked if you weren't ?