Shin

Those are not facts, it's what you believe. You don't actually want to get better, just because your beliefs would be destroyed in the process. You prefer to be right than being happy, that's how stupid the mind can be when it's lost.

You can develop all those things, just stop being lazy

You'd be surprised what you can do once you stop believing that you can't do it. If you really wanted to, you could get almost any girl you want in less than two years. If you really wanted to, which includes stopping having limiting beliefs, which apparently you're dead set on dying with. That will happen if you don't let them go, there won't be a magical event that will do that for you.

No spoiler guys. The next episode is too good, he musn't know !

It will never make logical sense. It's a paradox that you can only understand through direct experience.

And getting a penis. She will need it to penetrate his vagina. ?

If only you knew how much God loves you ... Prepare to be mind blown, literally ?

The more we give The more we get Love is infinite ?

I would be more concerned about how you know that though ?

We're going deeper bois

Every monday I'll think of you my love !

Oh come on, even my grandma would be more direct than that

Holy shit Spiderman got some testosterone shot for the next movie

His name is fearless bum, how did you not see that ?

I know

Says the guy with a trashbag as a profil pic

You're God op, so when you say "should I respect him at all", you're really saying "should I respect myself at all ?". You're never gonna be at peace/happy/joyful/fulfilled as long as you judge/criticise/complain (and doing those things to your own thoughs counts too ) cause you're literally wishing that something should be different and hating yourself. You're wishing that your own Godliness was different, but God/You is/are perfect already. Actually, the way you're thinking now is the exact way Hitler thought 80 years ago. He thought something was wrong in the world and needed to erase it, but what was really happening is him not accepting itself as God and projecting this rejection to some part of himself/God, which turned out to be the Jews, cause it was easy to point the finger onto them. If you want to do "good" you have to accept everything as it is and loving it to death, then you'll do "good" but not because there is something or someone to fix, but because you just want to share your love.

He can't make up books that are as good and life changing than the one already on the list though. At some point there is a plateau in which there is no new books to add.

It took me 3 full minutes to get it ???

I mentioned Serbia cause I know that's where you're from ? Moving to Belgrade will help if you want to meet guys daily. Yeah they get the guys they want with putting no effort, and will be alone with two children in 5 years, or in co dependent relationships, or abusive relationships etc. And even if they have nothing of that, they'll be in a relationships that are extremely boring cause they settle for boring guys because they fear of being alone. Average people have shitty relationships more than not, that shouldn't be something to be envious of ?

When you are totally brainwashed to think there is a heaven with angels or that the world is just an empty space with matters, that's what'll you experience cause that's what you believe in. It's not different than thinking that what you experience with a psychedelic can't be real, or that your dreams aren't real. Your mind will deny everything, even the most obvious and truthful experiences as long as it can keep its sense of reality in check.

Is the 200k city the capital of Serbia ? I'd say develop yourself psychologically and spirituality while frequenting self help and spiritual retreat/center. It's impossible not to find someone with whom it will click if you do that. You can't expect to be able to attract the highest value guy without enormous value, for those guys they need far more than just a pretty face (not saying that's you but you get it). Personally I'm so far from being able to attract the girls I want (without lying/putting a fake high energy facade) that I'm not focusing at all on relationships right now, maybe that's what you need, more than dating more guys right now.