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@John Flores Yeah. You could probably speak to him also, just email him.

@John Flores I had a Skype conversation with him about a month ago. I'm convinced that he is.

@Dodoster I'm not judging you, it's just that this whole post appears to me like you're developing a spiritual ego, but I could be wrong. 1. Why are you fishing for opportunities to tell people that you are nothing? 2. Are you speaking from experience, or belief? If you're not enlightened, your ego is just telling stories. 3. Why post it here? If I'm wrong, sorry.

@Dodoster https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tXJ1-7Ewrvg

@Jhonny I've always wondered the same thing. I've noticed that there's far more men that are enlightened than women.

In my experience, most psychologists are utterly useless. I went to multiple during my early teens, and none of them were able to tell me something about my psychology that I didn't already understand. Introspection is more effective than a psychologist.

@comp13 The same exact thing seems to happen to me. Objects within my vision start swaying, my peripheral vision becomes blurred, and I get this insane urge to look in another direction. I don't know why it happens.

@Atom The probability of you reaching Mahasamadhi is probably twice as low as reaching Enlightenment, but you're going to stop meditating out of the fear of it happening? You cannot "inadvertently" get to Mahasamadhi. If you stop meditating because you're afraid that you're going to accidentally kill your body, you have nothing to worry about because that's literally never going to happen. The only thing that will die, is the self that is afraid of dying.

@username I've wondered the same thing. I don't really see why there'd be a maximum capacity for awareness, but I don't know. @Atom Why are you going to stop meditating?

@reddd I used to masturbate once a day at the very least, but it would usually be around 2-4+ times a day. I got rid of porn on July 10th, and since that date I've only masturbated twice in total. I now limit my masturbation to twice a week at most, and in no circumstances will I ever watch porn again.

I never listen to my intuition because it's always leading me to growth, but my underdeveloped mind is always running from the discomfort of growth. However, when I listen it never fails me. I used to call it the higher part of myself, prior to having any concept of what intuition was. Everyone knows what that higher part of themselves would do at any given moment, but few actually listen. It's so much easier to ignore it than it is to listen, but in my experience it's like a snowball effect. The more I listen, the easier it is to hear it; whereas the more I ignore it, the harder it is to hear it. We all have that intuition at all times, but it's often been silenced because it tells us to do things that are emotionally difficult and logic defying.

@ProblemSolving An addiction is anything that you feel you cannot go without for a certain period of time. Now with that being said, although you are having issues with releasing porn, what reasons are there to even release it other than the reasons that you've been given by other people? Masturbating to porn after going 3-4 days without sexual activity is completely fine. Even if you were doing it every day, it'd still be fine as long as it wasn't getting in the way of your life. Do you want to let it go because it's actually negatively impacting your life, or do you want to let it go because people told you that you should? I recently got rid of porn after years of struggling with it, but it was because I was addicted to the point where I'd masturbate 4+ times a day, and I'd spend periods of 3-6+ hours on porn. It was completely destroying my life. I never had the energy to do anything at all because of the amount I'd waste on ejaculating, and my mind was always consumed by the thought of porn at all times. I wouldn't say that I'm completely out of the addiction yet because I'm currently only on day 12 without porn, but I have absolutely no urge to look at it anymore. After years of struggle, I just finally got tired of repeating the same perpetual cycle and decided that I was done with it. I had realized that although I may have wanted to stop watching porn all these years, I didn't want to stop more than I wanted to continue watching it. My efforts in ending the addiction were not truly sincere because deep down, I still wanted it. After realizing this, I thought about how much porn has effected my life and decided that it wasn't worth the 6 seconds of pleasure that it brings. After that, I dropped it with no internal conflict. It's only been 12 days, but I feel like I'm done with it now. I learned a valuable lesson from all of this. We often tell ourselves that we want to achieve something, but in reality we don't truly want it. If we truly wanted to achieve that thing, whatever it may be, then there wouldn't be any internal conflict when it comes down to actually doing whatever is required to achieve it. Internal conflict means that part of you wants it, part of you doesn't. If you truly wanted it, then you would act decisively towards it, and you would not hesitate to do whatever it is that is needed of you in the moment.

@khalifa This one? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rBq-EPieRwU