KoryKat

any people working together like holding each other accountable / mutual support going on our life's journey? Maybe like WhatsApp , Discord, or Facebook group for example? So we can share what we are working on , bring up sticking points that we can help each other out with, collaborating on goals and such? Much love -Kory

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Planner, note taking, calendar , reminders, you name it... whats hot, easy , and dirt cheap? Much love -Kory

How about situational examples and ways to reframe things the preconceptions leading up to struggling with this? Definitely a thing that a lot of ppl struggle with, why downplay it as "just do it" ?

Yo whats up, Ive wanted a digital hustle for a long time but idk which way to go with it, nor involved with any communities /people to discuss it... Ive wanted to do life-coaching freelance, somebody mentioned joining an agency even... years ago i got my feet wet doing SEO / affiliate marketing... also considered starting with simpler services like making book covers on Fiverr... would love to get into crypto (like day-trading) sooner rather than later i dunno who to follow, which communities to hit up , what would be a good entry-level pursuit (preferably scaleable , and preferably my life-coaching niche) Ive always had a problem trying to sell services as a life-coach as im not shit really on the real, so i dont feel like id have any authority/proof for selling myself as a start. Any suggestions / pointers or whatever would be super awesome... maybe meet somebody that has already started and can relate to where im at and what i need to do to get to next level escaping 9-5 Much love -Kory

like meeting local people that are interested in this stuff? Nothing on Meetup I see really... (Im in a smaller metro)... maybe some kind of events? Going to certain venues? Making a TikTok? What would yall do? -Kory

Practice , not time

@Preety_India an interesting look at BPD I have BPD too , its definitely the worst

I keep having a problem, im always listening and cant get away from people to have silence to myself... people wanna smoke weed and chill but I get bored quickly and then im stuck hearing stories...

like would you start with Leos starter guide on here, or somebody else, maybe certain books or videos in particular? Maybe focusing on certain models or principles maybe? How about financial success? Would u go back to school, or jump into what ur doing now straight away, or work your way up through random skills you can leverage? what about habits, would you start with like meditation or journaling or something? Would u get into therapy or a coaching program, a particular program maybe? Asking for a friend (jk , me); Much love -Kory

, I think its something like that... transcendence i dont have a definition for it myself yet... but to me it seems like when you are aware of your self-awareness and tap into conscious creation of everything at your will... so it is deconstruction processes like separating 'thought' out from your identity as "I" ... but also... It seems like within 'consciously creating' as the paradigm shift, comes with it a 'being present to the moment' Like my profile picture is the self-image i shoot for... a cosmic-titan blacksmith avatar ... some people up this alley on youtube... Joseph Murphy / Neville Goddard (more spiritual deconstruction , and "I am"ness) , Joe Dispenza (most practical explanation of the mind ive found) Eckharte Tolle (the OG of modern Western enlightenment) , David Hawkins (he seems transcended, he says like "I dont want anything to do with this talk, my being here is just an expression of God" or something like that...) Also Owen Cook seems to be the other side of transcendence in the modern life-hacker kind of way

"Forgive me friend, I need to be alone , tonight" , except 23.5 hours a day / 7 days a week lol Ghosting is easier but I live in a dorm kinda area and they see me constantly... so its like i dont feel justified to say im busy working all the time when im actually just wanting lazy time to myself half the time

What I am taking away from others is im just using them to develop some social acuity so like chit chatting with the gas station clerk a minute or two and tweaking my interaction style/skills I feel the need to close myself off because it seems like im in a league of my own and they are just average joes... like this guy wanting to be my gym buddy, i wanna go hit the gym and do my own shit, but he wants to go see girls and smoke weed and hes got a level of understanding of human nature that is extremely basic and its just BORING to me... a comparison is like imagining a bunch of 13 yr old kids talking to you about cartoons, thats what most adults feel like to me

Yeah, thats my problem... looking for verifiable reasons... My demeanor doesnt match my disposition... im warm bubbly externally but internally im shrewd and uptight , like im counting how many minutes im vibing with someone because i rather vibe by myself than with them more than a brief instance.

i am rising out of the ashes super rapidly, within a week already done a massive 180 Silence means no voices, like i honestly love listening but rather listen to high quality mentors than my peers.

I enjoy myself constantly is the problem... im nearly always in a good energy state that people are drawn towards... so im content with vibing with anyone anytime, but im bored by them and they cant handle me going hardcore mode on self-actualization so its mostly me listening and wanting to eject after 5 mins tops

In context, lets say im listening to somebody talk about the bible, and im always open/interested, and im there coincidentally anyways... im trying not to be rude. So like "No im busy right now" ?? I got a new gym buddy but i dont actually want to hang out with him at all, im not naturally cold , i tend to be a people-pleaser and get my ear talked off and ppl wanting to be my friends more than i want their friendship Any examples you can provide maybe?

@puporing ive seen free zen / meditation centers occasionally in bigger areas @Rokazulu yeah im dwelling on creating a meetup... thinking ill call it MetaHuman , since Meta is a trending keyword... maybe mention a variety of my interests and tell ppl lets meet up and discuss while walking around a park or something... @Manusia maybe in the coming couple weeks ill write down some 15 seconds of content around a topic and put out a few... i did just redownload tiktok and i dont recall having content added but multiple people interacting with my channel already... im thinking the bar for entry is low and it is gonna be crazy to internalize that experience like "wow this was easier than i thought!"

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5pm in the afternoon and im in the mood to complain. So i woke up at 6am thanks to Salvation Army rules, everything running late, from the chore list and breakfast throughout my day with the guy i went to the gym with.. I went to the gym while arguing with my mother who ive had blocked because i dont want to keep wasting time with nonsense, saw the guy had hit me up to go earlier and i had assumed he was just MIA... So get him, and hes slow, go by Walmart for a couple things, nearly 2 hours waiting on him , watched Joe Dizpensa and Tom Bilyeu "Unlock Full Potential of Your Mind" ((HOLY SHIT SO GOOD, Dizpensa = WOW, im gonna try to integrate his content asap!) ... hit the gym hard , that was really awesome, just doing the 30 min across 10 machines for a full body workout, actually went hard and and i can tell that is helping my monkey brain from being scattered. dude is cool but so slow , im like anal about my time for myself, not like waiting on some dude i just started chillin with all day... gonna have to rehearse saying No , I got stuff to do or somethin, he talked me into getting weed and going by a girls house where i waited another hour (he acting like its to help me meet her or her friend, but it seemed like i was being somebodys bitch) so i just dont feel like getting sucked into some homie that wants to waste my time , when im punctual , its just i feel like i havent had something pressing to get done, so i take time to dick around... So saying No to people and telling them i gotta go do me solo. making a schedule to adhere to. going hard on some Joe Dispenza while keeping going to the gym are gonna be todays reflections so far... just felt like writing cuz i could of finished working out by 11am, but i just got back at 5:30pm and last night i got preached to for like 2 hours... this shit has gotten old. Im gonna have to be anal about my time, definitely "Every mistake is a lesson" -Wukong

Working Doordash got my account out of negative and got some extra. Getting back into self-care, dressing nicer, did a job interview which I dunked, but not enough pay. Did a couple rounds of Wim Hof right before it, on top of adding cold shower time to my normal showers. Think im gonna try for a waiter position instead and take advantage of natural charisma and meet younger locals while having a performance-based pay Saw Case Manager, helped set some goals for me... Getting my ID stuff sorted out Monday, lining up Dr appt, food stamps, check out plasma donation Engaging with people more, saying Hello to ppl, just dusting off the social skills, trying to keep good present energy , picking up more confidence because most people give me good feedback it seems like... Put on some Neville Goddard and Joseph Murphy on podcasts while doordashing, and listening to some about the Kyaballion (Corpus Hermetica of Greek philosophy?). Ive been really interested in subconscious programming stuff... Went to Meetup and found a hiking event Just enjoying myself around people, not really trying to talk to people too much... Although there was a girl I ended up chatting with about Tony Robbins and stuff... Im looking for like-minded people but I think she was giving me a soft-rejection on picking her up. Noted some areas of improvement for my game I could work on , maybe try some day-game sometime, although I would like to get a group going of just like people like this community has... Not really sure how to go about it, went to another park solo , taking some selfies at both parks, getting a TikTok going and start broadcasting some of myself. Maybe start a Meetup event about stuff related to self-actualization and consciousness stuff... Although there is a lot of Christians around here... Getting a gym membership gonna work out with a guy from the Salvation Army tomorrow. Can definitely tell my self-esteem is picking up, feeling really relaxed (not stressing nor thoughts clouding my mind hardly that much - which this is a massive turnaround from just several days ago) Tired tonight, kinda wasted the night being social... Had some guys preaching God to me... Which was fine, but I dont subscribe to religion... I use "God" as another way to think about the subconscious, and all of creation. So I was just listening and filtering things like how do I apply the preaching to something real I can use for a couple hours. I really got stuck as the center of attention and I am gonna have to work on not getting stuck with people talking to me on and on... Even if I can find useful stuff in what others say , its just I can be more efficient on my own study. Overall, just calibrating with each interaction. Being good energy, adjusting social skills, saying No to things , curating content I spend time on , reviewing past notes and recollecting my ideas I seem to have forgotten, working on establishing plans, finding inner peace (mental quietness, not reacting to things emotionally) , reprogramming my beliefs/identity so that "I am" the person I want to be and also like abundance mindset and self-talk , and trying to keep consistently doing the things working for me for good habits - adding in a little more each day. Just considering how much Id like to catch up on study-wise , and building up network , and developing myself as a life-coach and monetizing my passion... Gonna be a longgggg road , but at least with things continuously improving, then it doesnt really matter too much as long as I am addressing fears holding me back and expanding on what is working decently enough... I expect there will be those hard things that Ive been scared of and avoiding (like the difficulty of getting to where i want) but at the same time there should be really positive outcomes that I wouldnt have expected that come out of nowhere. Main thing is focusing on improving while also removing stuff with negative outcomes (so less time-wasters) Its only been about 1-2 weeks since I was paralyzed by negative emotions thinking I was gonna be stuck to the point that maybe suicide wasnt such a bad alternative... Now I am feeling like im about to surpass my previous peak within weeks from now. Definitely gotta figure out the whole "how to sit down and grind on productive stuff" like being focused writing study notes or building my online presence... Maybe the gym and some meditation will be the thing to try adding in tomorrow that helps in that area. Much love -Kory

I dont know that I would trade the experiences for an easier life. I remember wishing life was harder for me a long time ago, and the struggle has put me more in touch with the reality and human condition like I don't think I would have if I had just climbed without so much crap... But that crap has given me a unique angle. How many gurus have met heroine addicts or been in a homeless shelter and confronting suicide? Its easy to preach like "oh homeless people, just get a job!" Or "just get over your depression!" ... Its really taught me what is holding people back by experiencing it first-hand ... Losing most everything has been a blessing , before I used to try and help everybody, but now I see that fine-line within our consciousness how you can be trapped by it. Honestly its been amazing in the humbling kind of way... Like some Fight Club shit "How much can you know about yourself if you've never been in a fight" , now I am unafraid of so much , and I have vigorously tested ways to escape from hell myself and found what *actually* works and what doesn't... Certainly people have told me self-help is overrated and tried to help me live a normal life, but I know this stuff like Leo is on about , is like the most legit stuff across the ocean of info (or disinfo). And now I feel destined to fight this bloody war until my last breath, because most people can't ride on rock bottom and make it back up and know what is really going on. So I am glad to talk about the shit I've been through as a way to show others that it can be done no matter how bad you've had it. Let myself be an example. Much love -Kory

Day 2 I dont wanna write , I wanna sleep. First day waking up in Salvation Army, some old crack head would not STFU and guy next to my bed having a seizure over the night. Bed sucks too, my van is honestly way more comfortable, but Catch 22 is I have to adhere to curfew/morning routine in order to stay here... My morning went to taking guy to bus stop and letting him rest in van for couple hours, really cut into my time, but I believe in its good to keep up good karma. Doordashed rest of afternoon, making only $40 when I could of made $80+ in same time usually, but Oklahoma City is a lot poorer than I realized. Some govn services to get ID/Social/Birth Cert, seeing a Case Manager following today... There are daily-pay job opportunities but gotta have 2 forms ID. Keeping to myself more at this place, since I kinda got stuck helping last guy, but I'm a hot target to be exploited by others, and few will be able to reciprocate value around here. Definitely not taking chances getting anything stolen, and I honestly just prefer to run my own business solo, as much as I am gregarious cool person. Whenever I take showers, I make sure and turn it to cold and really force myself to stay there a bit... Its like , I know I am being a total little bitch if I dont, and so I do at least a bit. I have curated my youtube to be mostly Productivity/Educational content, dont watch tv/movies , no more games, nobody I talk to, stop doing drugs/smoking... Just keeping myself from having means to procrastinate, so its like wellll im bored how about chores... I didnt want to believe I had to do it that way, thought I could just have some restraint/discipline... But nope, basically gotta "ground" myself like you do misbehaving children. Self-image seems to be one of the main things I am leaning into this journey with... Seeing myself as a non-smoker, a non-video gamer, dressing nicer... I see how grubby a lot of these homeless people can be, but focusing on carrying myself well so that its obvious I'm on the fast-track to getting out of here. This online journal helping me with writing, accountability, and tracking progress. Im mainly establishing good habits and better self-image , I guess my main goal will be to get making money online preferably along my passion of Transpersonal Coaching. Probably going to check out a restaurant/labor job while trying to get low-income housing and look to build skills for transitioning to online over the next 3-6 months. Thanks all, later -Kory

Leo, how do you respond to the criticism that you are running this as a means to make money as another self-proclaimed Messiah guru-wannabe? Like , do you have a vision for next-gen Actualized as a sort of unified movement or something like Brian Johnsons Heroic Movement he is starting? I know you are trustworthy, but I questioned it, and I could not really prove to myself that you aren't like some greedy coach that lives in an ivory tower above us peasants... Which I try to prove to others on your behalf, without them having to do the work of going through your videos that are sooo freaking over peoples heads sometimes... Like I wanna see more community co-creation and us being a movement and connecting as human family, and show that to others... Like I haven't seen much really about how this isn't really about you to where I can show others like "see, it is us all awakening together!" Because people can get stuck in seeing it like you claiming yourself to be "God" and not seeing it like you showing us how we are all equally "God" as well... Like this banning can come across like a control-freak thing given their perspective (which I see your handling on it as a really legitimately fine) but you know your haters make it sound like its all about you (as cult-leader) and I want to shut them up by vouching for how its about us, but I have yet to hear what you really have to say about this evolving into an all-inclusive collective movement that is not about you , on the other side of things. If that all makes sense?? Theres just something I cant put words to that is missing, there is something disconnected about all this that feels lacking , and I hope you might shed some light on what you think could be lacking , giving credit to criticism in the "Yes, and" fashion ... Nothing but lots of love for ya man, think I've been following for 6+ years now?? Definitely worked your way to being rock solid in my top 3 mentors. Thanks Leo, -Kory

Check out Psychonaut Field Manual and look up Chaos Magic on wikipedia.... I do a little of that stuff... And I do some like-Law of Attraction (Napolean Hill "Think and Grow Rich") I would call myself a bit of an Occultist (following Alester Crowleys kind of way) My only "ritual" has been cold showers as a way of surrendering the demon inside to "God" or higher consciousness , i just incorporate a bit of techniques/principles from this stuff though in general, And there was some crazy fucking David Hawkins videos on the nature of reality as a field of potentiality and you co-create it into actuality... So in that sense, reality is magical to me. We are divine beings (im anti-religious btw) and with the unmanifested imagination, our entire civilization was created.... Magick is just like "willing into existence" to me... And I just lean on ideas like Terrence McKenna talking about shamans chanting visions together as one shared vision like using a method of ritual for making it REAL AS POSSIBLE (to me) , so ive wanted to create a shrine to the identity of my higher self and work on devoting myself to that shrine like praying to it. Personally I dont believe in any woo-woo, there is just SO MUCH GOD DAMN POWER in the mind and supercomputer of the subconscious and reassembling my inner sense of identity /beliefs according to what I really really really want , but mostly dont be consciously aware of... So i am like checking out the Hermetic Corpus of the Greeks now (WHICH IS MINDBLOWING BTW)