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Ordered 1p-lsd off a RC site, still waiting for it to arrive. Anyone have any experiences with it previously, and how it relates to LSD-25? Most trip reports say its entirely identical. Share your trip reports and experiences, and how deep you went into the nature of reality!

I have been realizing the nature of God. A little background, I have been hardcore meditating and training with energy since I was 14 (on average 2-6 hrs a day). I am 21 now, things are starting to open up and unlock within my consciousness. i have experience with psychedelics and have been deepening my awakening lately. I have been feeling God lately, within myself and within everything. I will go into states of utter bliss and love randomly, usually when I meditate, but tears will come gushing out of my eyes, and I feel the undercurrent of reality swiftly catapulting throughout my whole existence and everything. I will have the biggest smile on my face, when I tap into it, and see "the eyes of god" everywhere, as if i was hallucinating on DMT or LSD. My theory (which is proven) is that my brain is now producing its own batches of N-N-DMT and 5 MeO-DMT, after many years of hardcore work and training. My pineal gland is where I feel my energy peak at, all of it is focused there, when I go into these states. I can't help but smile, cry, and laugh, all at once, looking at everything, knowing it is God, and that it is me. The blades of grass, the sunshine, the trees, all me, and all God. I have had "awakenings" in the past, but nothing like what is occurring now, this is next level stuff. I know I have to go deeper into these states, which I am achieving completely sober, solely through activating my own dormant DNA and genetic strands. I have only scratched the surface of this level of consciousness, but I have "hit the jackpot", so to speak, been mining for gold for so many years, but now, I have "hit", what I have been looking for all along. More updates coming soon, as I learn more...

@Maharani Ill report back soon! I heard that 1P visuals were more intense, but who knows!

@The Lucid Dreamer did you test your tabs? I just tested mine, waiting for a reaction, I heard that Erlich Reagent is notoriously slow at reacting. I ordered from a pretty reputable vendor as well, based in Netherlands, very popular, just took FOREVER to ship out.

So a lot of mixed feedback here, does everyone know for sure what they were taking was 1p and not a street drug?

@The Lucid Dreamer Definitely appreciate your feedback. Strange because I thought that 1p converts to LSD fully into the body, so I am not sure what to confirm. I guess I will have to test it. Are you sure that your differences were not just because of dosages or strength of the 'cid?

Hello all, this is my kundalini awakening experience that occurred about 2 weeks ago. I have been meditating for 2 years off and on, but more consistently the last 6 months. I am also a energy practitioner. I occassionally smoke marijuana and meditate because I find that I am more sensitive to prana after smoking a joint, so after smoking with my friends I went to my dorm and laid down on my bed and decided to try a guided kundalini awakening meditation. After about 5 minutes I began to feel an energy in the form of a snake slithering intensely throughout my body throughout my spine. I could feel it rising up throughout my individual chakras and opening them up. The energy felt like it got stuck at my solar plexus, so I imagined a gate opening to let the energy flow through, and it did. I saw a huge flooding of fire and energy rushing through me. I immediately surrendered to the energy and allowed to rush through my third eye and crown chakra. During this experience my awareness seemed to be split from my body and in a deep vision where I was seeing all sort of dimensions from my third eye. It got stuck again at the top of my head and so I visualized the energy flowing and I surrendered to divine love and allowed it to flow through me. After the experience I felt a supercharge effect, where my energy field was stronger and I saw my aura clearly in the bathroom mirror. I also felt the observer awareness that allowed me to look at reality where it is completely divine and beautiful. Everything looks heightened and almost visually enhanced, similarly towards on LSD, but less distorted. After this experience I have become much more sensitive to energy, and have committed to the spiritual path. Before i felt like I was walking the middle path, but this experience has convinced me to stick with the spiritual path and now I am split about 80% spiritual and 20% nonspiritual. I also see what it means to be asleep in this reality, meaning I feel as if I have awoken and that it would be nearly impossible to go back to sleep. This experience changed me permanently, and i have had following experiences where the kundalini raised again to my head. My third eye has opened as I now see and hear spirits if I choose to concentrate on them. I have also started to have more OBEs and psychic abilities like telepathy. Meditation is beautiful, because for the first time when I close my eyes I feel that I can tap into the stillness because the energy runs smoother throughout my vessel. These are the following symptoms that have occurred since my awakening. Also I want to add that I realize that this is just the start of my spiritual journey, and that I want to very clear to readers that I realize I have A TON of work to do regarding my ego and transcending it if I wish to reach enlightenment. This experience however has allowed me to concretely say that spirituality is REAL and that I have finally accomplished something after aimlessly meditating for 2 years. Symptoms: - lighter body -feeling of a higher vibration -more prana running throughout the body - less need for sleep and food -alertness that seems to be behind my thoughts 24/7 -distance from thoughts -feeling that I am the soul and not the body -cleansing of the chakras -increased intuition and connection with feelings -alienation from others and feelings of not being able to relate with others -feelings that reality is magical and that everything is according to a divine plan -deeper connection to nature -profound states of bliss, joy, contentment, and beauty while simply being -a straighter spine -auric field is much stronger and feeling of being the etheric and physical body at the same time -awareness of emotions and ability to "direct emotions" I also purchased the book that Leo recommends for Kriya Yoga, and have been practicing it for about 4 days. The techniques so far have proven very powerful, and I am excited to see how I progress in the future. Let me know what you guys think, and also if you have had any similar experiences. Eternal love!

This is Kundalini, I experienced the same thing. Please be sure that you are ready for the kundalini to activate, because once she does there is no putting her to sleep. Be totally committed to the process before you continue any further. Good luck!

I always do my meditation session late at night. Like really late. It is currently 1:17 am EST and I am planning to do my meditation session in about 20 minutes. Does it affect the quality at all versus doing it in the morning, or right after waking up?

@Azrael How long o you typically meditate per sitting? And I would imagine that anything is beautiful after taking 5MeO lol you could be getting cut off in traffic and still enjoy it im sure.

Yeah I have been doing the Do-Nothing technique at night for like 2 months now and it seems to be working the only downside is I dont get that afterglow that meditation gives since I go to sleep after it. Thanks for all the advice though.

@Leo Gura I guess it is worth the risk. Best to have a trip sitter handy just in case, cheers thanks for answering my questions.

@Leo Gura Yes, but a sane person would not, at least I would not. I am wondering if the 5meo could be such a shock to the ego that you kill yourself in fear or to relieve the stress.

@Leo Gura If I try this substance and I cannot surrender is it possible that in fear or panic I commit suicide? Do you think that would be possible on 5-Me0? Do you recommend a trip sitter and did you have one?

I see this all the time in addition to hearing a high pitched whine in my ear. I think it is just because we are becoming more sensitive to energies.

Leo, is there any chance you are going to make a video on chi energy/prana/ki/life force energy? This seems to be a deep topic that I am sure many viewers could benefit from. Also, I noticed that Martin Ball seemed to talk a lot about the life force energy in the interview you had with him.

So I have been mediating for a little while now, like 3 months and I have finally understood what it means to have more awareness of emotions, thoughts, and in general life. Whenever at dinner, I can now view my parents fighting from a different perspective and really see first hand how the ego causes so much suffering and hostility to two people that seemingly love each other. My question is how do I use my awareness to keep the argument from heating up and my parents from getting to attached to their emotions. BTW my emotional control has been really good lately, because of Leo and meditation.

This is my first post on this forum, so first I want to say that Leo has changed my life, and his videos are amazing, so thanks for that man. I have been meditating for about 1 and a half months now consistently following Leo's guided meditation and Do Nothing technique and have seen amazing results in such a short time frame. I am much more aware of my thoughts and emotions on a daily basis, and this has led me to become much calmer and relaxed. The issue is that I am starting to feel hollow inside. For example, today a few hours ago I was feeling stressed after studying for a big exam so I decided to do a quick 10 minute meditation session to relax my mind. Clearly it worked, and I got this incredible sense of calmness and relaxation. It was a feeling that just made me so relaxed and at ease, as if nothing in the world mattered. I basically had no emotions and even though I still knew who I was, it kind of felt like a dream. So after this quick meditation I went to the gym hoping to crush some weights. Unfortunately, this meditative state was still present and I could not lift as heavy. I did not have that anger or aggression that I usually had, so I could not lift as heavy. (For those of you that lift you will understand what I am talking about). My question is how do I not let meditation take away this aggression to lift heavy, and if I ever become enlightened will I still be able to lift weights with a strong aggression? Thanks and hope to hear some interesting replies. Also does anyone know what I experienced, I know it was a very weak experience but it lasted about 3 hours and made me feel oddly hollow inside but a very inner sense of calm. It wasn't like inner happiness or peace but more so just a wave of calm that would not go away.

Yeah, I think either going into a meditative state while lifting or avoiding meditation close to a workout will be my best options for me.

Well, I basically decided to lift weights because it increases confidence, makes me more fit, and helps me become a more well-rounded person. I don't think I did it for lower self reasons, but more so higher self reasons. I think any decision to better yourself is egoic, because without the ego there is no one to become better.

@kurt Thanks, I'll try that it seems like solid advice. Has meditation given you any results? If not, what are you doing instead of it?