QandC

Can't you see If you go so far that it lets you affect your mental health then honestly: Wtf are you doing? How can you trust ANY teacher that much except for yourself? Leo has stated so many times that it's your own experience and journey that counts the most. Everything else is secondary. His teachings are meant to be used as a guidance/motivation. Not the ultimate truth. Imagine it like this: He's watching a movie, and he's slowly explaining the entire movie bit by bit. But then of course the movie can change, and things can get contradictive. He himself hasn't even finished the movie yet, therefore he cannot know how it ends, if it even does which it probably doesn't. The point he is actually trying to make is for you to go watch the movie for yourself. His words can be a motivation for you to go and watch it, and he can analyze it through his own personal experience, and that could help you, but ultimately you have to go watch it to understand Why make this about HIM? You haven't learned anything it seems. Or maybe you have but you've def. missed the grand point. Sorry for sounding rude

Personality "types" are so limited and such a waste of time tbh

My dad always used to take me out to restaurants when I was younger and then we went to the cinema, we did this every weekend and I really loved doing that. He also always enjoyed playing with me and my toys, trying to understand what I was trying to achieve, engaging while I was playing in my own little fantasy world. Always without judgement

My top 3 favorite songs of all time... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JwYX52BP2Sk (nothing tops it. Makes you never wanna waste time again) and https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aVwKWd1UN_c (swedish song, about a druggie. Lyrics are phenomenal and one can only truly appreciate the song if you've been in the same situation) and https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NOW7i7aWQoE (Psychedelic masterpiece)

Might turn into a troll-dungeon

Happy Birthday! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=01_lluMKWlI

If you feel shitty after doing it, then don't do it. But I don't think there's anything bad about fapping and releasing semen. Most people who are into the whole NoFap thing (me for example) don't understand that it's mostly a belief. You expect to feel shitty after, and so you do. You expect to feel good if you don't and so you feel good when you don't do it. If you're in that cycle of belief then either you change your belief, or you stay in the cycle. What's mostly worth while for you? I've already accepted that I'm so invested into the belief so I just don't fap, and I it doesn't bother me at all. If my body needs to release semen it will through wet dreams, or I just have sex. Porn however is a different story.

There is always an exit button, and that's such a relief. Don't press it though, cus' then you miss out on all the beauties of the dream experience

Don't fall too easily, trust me on this one. Keep options open

@Someone here Don't mistake a prolonged insight into awakening. I had a very intense insight and solipsism-experience watching his blog-video explaining Why he took it down, it doesn't mean I'm awoken now. Maybe I'm 0.5% more awake, but still it's something

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OjY3nfvkJ0Y I don't remember being born, it must've been during one of my blackouts -Jim Morrisson

I found my dream girl (my ex), until I realized she wasn't my dream girl. There's no such thing. And if there would be, it would be damn boring

I once started dancing like this when I lived at home with my parents. They requested that I talk to a therapist.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ckbfS99N6jY Dang, it looked crowded af

@OBEler Some specific words I don't remember right now, but I went into full solipsism-mode. I could actually f*cking see it. It was just like going full circle, like the ultimate full circle into realizing that everything was Me from the beginning. Difficult to explain but it's like becoming lucid in a dream. But I think it was actually just a glimpse, it wasn't full blown.

Because you give it to yourself!

He is because he is You and You are him. This makes perfect sense if you've had a a peak into true solipsism. If you cannot open yourself up to the idea that he does not exist but anywhere in your mind it's gonna be very difficult to understand. Look at your experience right now without judgement. Whatever you see hear or feel it will always be from your subjective perspective. THIS is the objective experience, and this can be the only thing that exists. Leo didn't exist until you started to think about him right? When you started seeing his videos, and when you "discovered" him on YouTube. You imagined all of this. It's fucked up really and ofc. most people are not ready to accept this, it goes against everything that the dream has taught us. One of the purposes of this dream is to keep us believing in the social matrix. But the Truth is just so f*cking simple really, so obvious but still so extremely radical.

Yeah you're having sex with yourself. Basically God is the ultimate virgin

@Tyler Durden You created Actualized.org to help guide yourself to awakening. Everything is pointing to YOU. Like, when Leo says in a video that he is You he actually f*cking means it. I don't think certain people understand the radicalness of these teachings. It's not just a word game, it's actual Truth. Can you accept the fact that you are the only one here and that you created all of this?

The biggest mindfuck of them all is when YOU realize that you are the only thing that exists (not as a thought but actually experiencing this). Then you'll realize everything pointed to you figuring that out. Including the whole debate about that others exist. It was just you protecting yourself from figuring out the truth

His solipsism video didn't trigger me, but his blog video triggered an incredible awakening for me

@patricknotstar I've seen really ugly dudes who have a lot of sex. Sure they might've had to lower their standards a bit but they get mad gash

When I lived in Korea I got approached by two guys who were very into their religion, or "fake christianity" as they would call it in Korea. Basically they were extremely friendly and wanted to talk to me about God and their view on life, creation etc. So I was just open-minded and listened to everything they had to say while keeping a sceptical eye. We started to hang out some times and they were some of the nicest people I ever met. Almost a bit too nice. They asked me to come join their church, or just check it out. I knew what they wanted to do, they basically wanted to lure me into their church. I went to their church and listened to their whole theory while cringing a bit inside. Still I asked them what they thought about other religions? They just said they respect other religions but this is what They believe in. More and more we started to hang out but they were always peaking for me to join their church even though I didn't want to. I guess they felt that they wanted to kind of save me and that they did something good for themselves and for me. Either way, talking to religious people is really of no use if you wanna convince them of anything. My ex-gf. was a hardcore catholic and I was stupid enough trying to point out the flaws of her religion, and I later realized it was of no use. If something is so deeply enrooted into your childhood/identity it's there to stay. Unless it starts to cause more suffering and you perhaps enter your own spiritual journey to strip away of the religion that's dragging you down. Imagine your gf. having to go and beg for forgiveness after every time you've had sex, frustrating to say the least. Try convincing another person that your language is more valuable/better than theirs, it's not gonna happen. Also I've noticed with religious people that God is above everything, and his judgement is the ultimate thing. According to Durkheim's research on suicide, people of stricter religions like catholicism and judaism are less prone to killing themselves in times of misery than for example protestants. Simply because they are more afraid of not following the way of God than their own suffering, while protestants have more of a "mental freedom/free will" and can decide more for themselves. So that should tell you something about the power it holds over a person's mind. So yeah, a religious person usually don't want to explore. But think about it, does a hard-core atheist wanna explore spirituality and solipsism? Probably not lol. Perhaps even less than a religious person.

@Vincent S nah man, it's yours. You dreamed up him taking the video down, why'd u have to do that? Or wait, it was me, f*ck

If this comment thread+deletion of video isn't the greatest marketing/teasing for a video I don't know what is lol. What I'm sad about though is that you said you won't be explaining your biggest awakenings/highest teachings anymore. I feel kinda 'betrayed' and rejected for some reason