@ivankiss
hehe happy to hear that with your fwb situation, quite an intresting post. As a Female I myself try to direct my energy in other ways whenever an urge arises, but as @WelcometoReality said 'You cant control what you desire, but you can control how that energy is expressed' - You cannot control control your thoughts, they're not here to be controlled. It is what it is.
Im from london but currently living in Barcelona