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Colin replied to Hero in progress's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Leo's just released inquiry video and his lies video are great compliments to this topic. -
Listen closely to the lyrics
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Colin replied to Hero in progress's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Callum A I love the way you communicate to reality in your posts, and reality communicates back. It tends to work that way in my experience. I don't do it enough. -
Colin replied to YinYang's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Prabhaker He literally was a drug addict. He was addicted to meth. -
Colin replied to Hero in progress's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Natasha I was raised catholic and took it seriously as a child. I was a smart child and thought deeply about hell, the ten commandments, Noah, etc. My grandmother was devoutly catholic that reinforced it as well. Then at a relatively young age I fully embraced scientific materialism and skepticism. I threw out all religious and spiritual ideas. Then this experience happened and I slowly went from being atheist, to being agnostic, to being a full blown mystic. I've seen plenty of "miracles" along the way to reinforce this path. And my ego has gone kicking and screaming. I can't say what is right for anyone else. but, for me I'm really glad I'm not a catholic and I'm really glad that I am not an atheist. This divine love was what I never knew I always wanted. It filled me in a way nothing else ever had. How is it that an atheist got into the kingdom of heaven? -
Colin replied to Hero in progress's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Natasha Ok you are going to laugh at me for not thinking it was Jesus, but the being looked almost exactly like this video freeze framed at the 1:45 mark. The head was bowed and the eyes were closed exactly like the man in this video. Except there was no human skin tone. The whole being was radiating light. He was wearing white too. -
@OBEler @Echoes Tom Campbell describes the name obe as a misnomer. A useful description in the early days, but in his model you are not actually leaving your body. You are " switching data streams". Fascinating stuff. I've never willed an "obe" it is a long term goal of mine, but I am secretly terrified of it.
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Colin replied to Peace and Love's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Peace and Love Yeah I have cars and stuff around me, and for my brain or whatever the difference between having ear plus and no earplugs is the difference between feeling uncomfortable and feeling at peace. It is an interesting thing I have been noticing about myself lately. -
Colin replied to Peace and Love's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Peace and Love I've just started the practice of doing a walking meditation outdoors, while using earplugs to block out all sounds, and I must say it is very very beautiful. I used to listen to music always, but sound reducing ear plugs gives this very nice silence effect. -
@Peace and Love teach me oh relationship guru, for I am very ignorant in this area of life.
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Colin replied to The Universe's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@The Universe If you try to experience them you will find that they are real. -
Colin replied to Peace and Love's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
hey @Peace and Love are you going to play breath of the wild? -
Colin replied to Peace and Love's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Peace and Love awesome thread, I walk outside in nature almost everyday. -
Colin replied to Hero in progress's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
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Colin replied to Hero in progress's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@SLICKHAWK While someone who understood this language may have understood the row of hebrew script, as it was, when I first got there. As soon as I focused on it, it began to rapidly change, and the rate of change was so fast that even the most advanced scholar would not have been able to understand it or keep up. I think it is possible that while my conscious mind did not understand it , a higher part of my self did. Though I am careful not to delude myself and guess what it was. -
Colin replied to Hero in progress's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Well as much as I am reluctant to ascribe it to Christianity, at an earlier part of the trip a row of about sevenish purple hebrew script appeared right in front of my field of view. They were crystal clear and began very rapidly arranging themselves in different order, some being taken out and replaced. I didn't consciously understand it. I don't speak Hebrew. I don't have Jewish relatives. I didn't grow up around synagogues. But, that sounds like a communication to me. -
Colin replied to Hero in progress's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I want to be careful not to pollute the experience with what I have learned since then, but considering that it was a male that shared physical characteristics to me I would describe it as a divine representation of myself. An impossibly evolved and divine representation of myself. The word higherself makes sense to me. Though i'm sure it would mean different things to different people. Also This being was standing really really close to me. Like about a foot away. -
Colin replied to Hero in progress's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Callum A Also yes I am extremely happy to read your account, and to be here with you. -
Colin replied to Hero in progress's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Same, no words were exchanged. It was pure, all being piercing feeling. And it gave me an understanding that the foundation of reality is goodness . Though it has been a long hard, road to integrate this knowing in this struggling world. My best ally has been Channelhigherself.com check it out if you haven't seen it yet. -
Colin replied to Hero in progress's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Callum A." I took nndmt without having any prior knowledge of it. I had no experience with eastern spirituality or meditation. I was an atheist at the time though I was raised catholic. When I took the dmt, I went though all the normal stages of dmt and was completely convinced that I had died and was on the other side. I was freaking the fuck out. There were a lot of amazing visuals. But I kept trying to think of my home and my family and my familiar settings. Through force of will I brought myself back in to normal earth world for a few moments, and was panicking "holy shit!" "holy shit, I'm dying!" . Someone I was with said "it's ok". In that moment I intuited that I had no where else to go, but to go within. So in that moment I directed my mind to go within my self. In that moment I was transported to a realm made of white light. There was a being that was radiating light standing right in front of me with a rainbow aura looking down on me and smiling and I was instantly filled with the most overwhelming amounts of love, compassion, warmth, comfort, safety, bliss, and peace. All fear and discomfort was completely and utterly dissolved in this experience. It was incredibly crystal clear and realistic." -
Colin replied to Hero in progress's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Callum A did you see my post about nndmt in another thread? -
Colin replied to Black Flag's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
This is not coming from any school of thought or theory, but this is my experience. I took nndmt without having any prior knowledge of it. I had no experience with eastern spirituality or meditation. I was an atheist at the time though I was raised catholic. When I took the dmt, I went though all the normal stages of dmt and was completely convinced that I had died and was on the other side. I was freaking the fuck out. There were a lot of amazing visuals. But I kept trying to think of my home and my family and my familiar settings. Through force of will I brought myself back in to normal earth world for a few moments, and was panicking "holy shit!" "holy shit, I'm dying!" . Someone I was with said "it's ok". In that moment I intuited that I had no where else to go, but to go within. So in that moment I directed my mind to go within my self. In that moment I was transported to a realm made of white light. There was a being that was radiating light standing right in front of me with a rainbow aura looking down on me and smiling and I was instantly filled with the most overwhelming amounts of love, compassion, warmth, comfort, safety, bliss, and peace. All fear and discomfort was completely and utterly dissolved in this experience. It was incredibly crystal clear and realistic. I don't know how it would apply to lsd, but I could posit the not dogma guidance of directing your mind to go within yourself. -
@Peace and Love OK good good, I just had this outpouring of empathy when I read your story, because I know how helpful and nice you have been to me on this forum.
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OK good good, I just had this outpouring of empathy when I read your story, because I know how helpful and nice you have been to me on this forum.