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It's costs me my time, and the benefits could be just promises really

What makes this path any more right than the path of, say, christianity or just living without it? Leo keeps saying that it's "smarter" to follow his path, somehow putting it above others, but there's really no difference between it and religion, in fact, it sounds a lot like religion, the promise is enlightenment, heaven, all for believing in it.

Thanks for the replies, but I'm afraid Xpansion is right. We're the only animals that have to pay to live

I'm nearing adulthood and I can't decide what I want to do with my life. People around me think that I, like all normal people will go to university and get a job and work my whole life. While programming is something what I like to do, I have doubts about it being the purpose of my life, or something that I'd enjoy doing all the time. Working for another person my whole life is also something that just seems like a trap made by the system. I also see the educational system as just conditioning people to think that living in a cage and thanking for it is normal. All I'd like is a small house somewhere where I could live free, even without modern inventions. I've seen people having small businesses that allow them to live free, or even having some passive income like books to get by, but this concept seems very risky to me. I've been thinking of getting myself a camper van and living in it, away from the system, but this just sounds like a teenage dream. Is there any way to have such a life so you don't have to work for anybody to survive, and just live on your own?

I'm struggling with it too. I lay completely still until I feel my hands floating, but nothing more interesting happens after