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just 4 fun just to experience shit just living and enjoy my journey (but I have too emotional crisis, existential questions that are quite depressiv and nailing me) I don´t have the answers. But keep going

@Leo GuraFirst of all, thanks for sharing your work and this platform. How is work going? Is anyone else here from germany, or speaking german, - who are interested in self-actualizing and growing as a person? + interested in enlightenment??

fear of showing myself in all the glory. “Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, 'Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?' Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.” - Marianne Williamson

right now - fear of rejection - even if I consider myself confident. In the end it´s just illusion,- and I´m aware of it. But sometimes it´s even hard to act despite of the intellectual and abstract knowledge.

child care worker

It´s not about status. It´s about you. Your feeling, your perception, your world..

thanks for sharing. I was last night the first time conscious in a dark room and the surroundings and the feelings were quite interesting when I just focused on the blackness. - interested in your report

would be helping to integrate, not just quick fix

I heard of two dudes that they needed 9 and 11 months to work through the course. But it´s probably just the beginning.

worthwhile to watch Minute 7:30 -> animation of a psychedlic experience Contemplate!

thanks for sharing. funny, just thought yesterday about social anxiety in my case. interesting also that I never thought or even considered that possibility before. I think - just work through. because their is nothing to fear and through the path only to grow.

Inspired by others, to inspire others through itself. Sharing is caring. and being open is the way of the investigation into yourself

Life is a Journey. - one of my favorite quotes Life is a way of personal encounter. And it might be so that my encounter can be valuable also for others. its about being vulnerable, being open, being honest. being you. and being an artist of your own life

Do you own your stuff or does your stuff own you?

- "There is no way to happiness. Happiness is the way." - "To begin, begin.. ." - William Wordsworth what we think we became. good character, with honesty and integrity at it´s core, is essential to success an any area of life. Habit is the daily battleground of character. If you grow up to your potential, you must be willing to give up some things you value. if nothing changes, nothing changes. All life is experiment

you wanna implement them all in once?

" When you are offended at any man´s fault, turn to yourself and study your own failings. Then you will forget your anger." Epictetus

I can resonate with that kind of feeling., until I discoverd that I by myself are also not perfect and that I am a lot projecting and mirroring. in the end it was me who had this kind of thoughts and feelings.

Relationship what is relationship?

I was also thinking and contemplation about relationships how would you characterize and describe relationships? what are relationships for you? or perhaps you want to implement or cover this topic in a video I honour your work! thank you and I know to appreciate your work even more.

How was your retreat going? what are your lessons?

Just want to share some resources: and describing her experience on Reddit. https://www.reddit.com/r/Psychonaut/comments/3cozaz/my_5meodmt_experience_with_video/

you.me. everyone, everything all there is. could it be otherwise?

Do anyone know good resources, or to describe yoga simple and easy? what is it about? how to practice it?

Living between Oldenburg and Osnabrück. the research isn´t the problem, but finding a qualitative source to get good stuff and to trip properly (only smoke weed occasionally to being more creative / present ) how you pursue this endeavour? meditation, self-inquriry, retreats? just recently read your post about shrooms and syrian rue